Accounts In a span of 7days, I've exhausted $100+ of my savings and the worst has yet to come. I wish I could earn big bucks and not need to be bothered about the amount and rate I'm spending. If I could use an analogy to describe the way I spend, I wouldn't use "like tap water" but rather a "tsunami".

I'm totally splurging on food as if I'm in some working class. Cafe Cartel, Jack's place, Phins within a week. Dozen of cakes from cafecartel/jack's place/four leave/starbucks.. And more birthdays coming up. They are all special people so there's no reason I should be complaining.

Anyway, went back to primary school today and saw many of my teachers! Seeing them feels so warm and the little innocent joy is indescribable when they still remembers you for what you've done. I wish I was back in there, but I'm graduating from secondary school! I think it'd be the last time I'd be going back there, because most JC students go back to their secondary schools only, don't they? I would love to go back primary school if I can, but the school closes really early that even the DHS people didn't manage to make it down to see the teachers!

Met up with them at TM and started talking, lazing around, and then a group went for movies and the next went to arcade. Mrs Chan, my primary school form teacher, asked, "Are you all still in good contact with each other?" Yes of course.. It's actually quite a good thing that most of us went to same schools, it really facilitates our gatherings. The DHS peeps are staying for another 2years together, so it's totally easy to stay in contact man! (Y) Look at this, we broke into high scores for photo hunt! Hahahah the game was chao excitingzzz

Here are your long awaited pictures!







(pam's pictures)









Sandra being very nice, went walking around tm with me getting inspirations for birthday present and waiting for 7pm to come while the rest made their way home.

ZIGAA CELEBRATED BEL'S BIRTHDAY BY SURPRISING HER AT TM. (courtesy of swivz) THE STEAK AT PHINS WAS SERIOUSLY GOOOD ALL SHOULD TRY IT, HIGHLY RECCOMMENDED. THE LAMB WAS AWESOME ALSO AND THE BILL WAS THE JUST THE BEST PART!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ISABEL MY BEST FRIEND AND DOUBLES PARTER. YOU ARE MY MAN! ALTHOUGH YOU ARE THE YOUNGEST AMONG ZIGAA, PLEASE DONT BE SO CHILDISH YOU MUST SPARE A THOUGHT FOR OLDER PEOPLE LIKE ALICIA HAHAHAHA. I KNOW YOU HAD A WONDERFUL BIRTHDAY GETTING TO EAT 7 DIFFERENT KINDA CAKES, DONT WORRY YOU CAN TOTALLY AFFORD IT ;)

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  Even forever dont seem long enough

I hadn't really been studying before the prelims but everything went well except for maybe spotting the wrong questions for Geography and Social Studies, feeling unprepared for a math, getting cold feet the night before physics... I think the rest was hmmmm, fine. (Ooops I think I just mentioned almost all the papers except languages) Nevertheless, we all have been studying and I really did my best to catch up this one prelim week so that I can enter the exam hall exuding confidence! Right... It's all over so I'd just let my results do the speaking and face the music a month later!

You might be wondering why I'm blogging out of the blue. But the moon isn't blue tonight, neither is my prelims over yet. It's just a really really short break, to celebrate teacher's day tomorrow, and then a one week holiday to study for 9 more papers! So I've decided to give myself a rest! Just came back from celebrating Captain's Belsss birthday at Jack's place! It was really enjoyable and it's the first time I experience such surge of freedom since prelims kicked off. I was really happy when I came home only to realise my family is going out for a movie and they conveniently not ask me because they thought I was still having my prelims. So I'm home alone, and my mood's a little dampened by the empty house I'm in.....

But whatever, I'm going to make the best out of this since it's been ages I had so much time to surf the net. I'm off and all the best to the secondary 4s for your prelims!

THE REMAINING MONTHS OF 2008 IS GOING TO SURGE PAST ME I AM QUITE SCARED.

Everyday of prelims swept past me really fast, and after prelims it's one month to the start of O levels, in which we'd all lose count of time taking papers almost everyday, and then we'd have freeeedom on 14november; I'd definitely make myself available for 7days Asia Conference commencing 19th nov, prom in 2weeks time right after O levels on 26th Nov, might be going overseas, 4A 3day4night chalet, christmas, and then bye bye bye to 2008. This sucks! Busy life again! To all my dearest friends, you all better place your dates with me, first come first serve basis, while dates lasts! Hahaha this sounds so narcistic , bye.

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  Melancholy "Before you, Bella, my life was like a moonless night. Very dark, but there were stars - points of life and reasons. And then you shot across my sky like a meteor. Suddenly, everything was on fire; there was brillancy, there was beauty. When you were gone, when the meteor had fallen over the horizon, everything went black. Nothing had changed, but my eyes were blinded by the light. I couldn't see the stars anymore. And there were no more reasons for anything."

Reminds me that exactly one week from now, Fuseng will be flying off to Canada! I've known him for 4years, and for the last few months after I knew he'd be flying off so soon, I took the extra effort to talk to him and appreciate time with him. He's really been a nice friend, a helpful guy, and in everyway a gentleman to everyone around him. I know I'm putting myself into a very vulnerable position having forged such good friendship with him, because this friendship will now contribute substantially to the pain I feel when he's leaving. It's such a conflict, but I know I'd rather spent time with him before he leaves then regret later on! Right buddy!!!!!

Hahaha, alright, sorry to bore you with these little details. But he's a great friend of mine! Friends part before they can meet again! I can't wait to see him again 3 months later ;D



Friday's celebration was good! I'm so glad to see our class unite for this last performance we're going to do as a class! And it also marks Fuseng's last performance so we made him the lead of the day- PCK , TOTALLY SINGAPORE. We could all see that he was having a lot of difficulties memorising the lines and the dance steps, but since he was the main lead, we had no choice. (And he hadn't been using much of his brain cells alsooo) It turned out awesome still!

Dragged him over to the canteen to stall for time while the class prepares his farewell celebration.. He's super tough to subdue, thank goodness I had Andree and Hexian ! We'd miss you Sebastian/Ferad/Seng seng/Lim Bo Seng/King Kong/Hong Kee/Guo Fu Cheng//////// I think I'm falling in love with 4Aaaa all over again,,,,,,,,,,,,,,, Such a nice group of people, overflowed with love and kindness. I like the part we all sat together and gave Fuseng our well wishes, followed by snacks and all. (K sorry enough of Fuseng in this post hahahahahah)

So yes, I didn't know cheering can lead me to sorethroat, but it did. Managed to resist it just for the actual cheer performance itself but I knew it was all over after I had Subway cookies for dinnner... Flu started coming, followed by fever and I think I'm the only idiot who can get sore throat leading to flu (besides amelia) In this weekend alone, I slept 11 hours each day, and had I not add them up together, I would not have realised it's almost a day!!!111oneoneone
Shoot me someone.
I have O levels English on tuesday, I doubt by any chance I will regain my sweet & pleasant voice.
Shoot me someone.
I'm tired again, no pictures for this post, I know not all can endure reading to this sentence.
Shoot me someone.

I know Mingjun will gladly be that someone. I know you're reading my blog hahaha dont make me sound like an idiot talking to my computer screeennnn  ¶ 9:56 PM 0 Comments

  I like.

A man found a cocoon of a butterfly. One day a small opening appeared. He sat and watched the butterfly for several hours as it struggled to force its body through that little hole. Then it seemed to stop making any progress. It appeared as if it had gotten as far as it could, and it could go no further. So the man decided to help the butterfly. He took a pair of scissors and snipped off the remaining bit of the cocoon. The butterfly then emerged easily. But it had a swollen body and small, shriveled wings. The man continued to watch the butterfly because he expected that, at any moment, the wings would enlarge and expand to be able to support the body, which would contract in time. Neither happened! In fact, the butterfly spent the rest of its life crawling around with a swollen body and shriveled wings. It never was able to fly.

What the man, in his kindness and haste, did not understand was that the restricting cocoon and the struggle required for the butterfly to get through the tiny opening were God's way of forcing fluid from the body of the butterfly into its wings so that it would be ready for flight once it achieved its freedom from the cocoon.

Sometimes struggles are exactly what we need in our lives. If God allowed us to go through our lives without any obstacles, it would cripple us. We would not be as strong as what we could have been. We could never fly!

Today, tham lao shi told us this anecdote. I was instantly reminded of you, it's been way too long since we last talked, I wonder how you're doing... and if you felt the same way as me too.  ¶ 1:03 PM 0 Comments