okay, andrea and sue ean asked me to do this. so i'll merge them together. (:

1. grab the book nearest to you, turn to page 18 and find line four.
the chemical symbols are recognised and used all over the world. =/

2. stretch your left arm as far out as you can.
stupid.

3. what is the last thing you watched on tv?
power rangers? =/ with my 16 year old brother.

4. without looking guess what time it is.
1.45pm

5. now look at the clock, what is the actual time?
1.52 pm

6. with the exception of the computer what can you hear?
motorcycle and malay wedding under my block.

7. when did you last step outside, what were you doing?
last night. throwing ice at passers-by.

8. before you started this survey, what were you looking at?
brenda's conversation.

9. what are you wearing?
shirt and pants

10. did you dream last night?
YES.

11. when did you last laugh?
last night while running for my life.

12. what is on the walls of the room you are in?
my brother's exams and common test timetable.

13. seen anything weird lately?
yes, last night.

14. what do you think of this quiz.
retarded. the creator of this quiz shall die!! lol.

15. what is the last film you saw?
devil beside you. LOL

16. tell me something about you that i dont know.
you dont know that i'm a girl.

17. if you could change one thing in the world, regardless of guilt or politics, what would you change?
dont know.

18. do you like to dance?
if there's the mood and ambience.

19. George W Bush...american?
dont care.

20. imagine your first child is a girl. what would you call her?
.....

21. imagine your first child is a boy. what would you call him?
.......

22. have you ever considered living aboard?
yes.

23. what do you want God to say to you when you reach heaven?
my child, come to my arms now. (:

4 people who must do this.
-no one (: peace to the world.  ¶ 1:48 PM 0 Comments

  AHHHHHHHH.

i slept for 10 hrs today! how cool can i get. i did some revision for science last night and this morning, i packed my wardrobe. going for bs 2 & 3 later! :D then service.

okay, today is not the day for studying again. maybe when i get back from church i'll do some practice on math.
this weekend resolution: practice math. from work book, mock exam, textbook, and anything that's related to math! i really need to score for math. =/ all the way zhuting (:

alright, i got to go now or i'll be late. seeya and byeworld.

thank you alicia and andrea (:  ¶ 1:28 PM 0 Comments

  7 random facts about me
#1. my name is zhuting
#2. i love my mummy
#3. i'm part of the coool gang .zigaa. LOL
#4. i cant stand loneliness
#5. i love God
#6. i have wonderful friends around me.
#7. i dont mind slacking my whole day off.

7 celebrity crushes

blah blah blah and blah

7 qualities i want in a potential boyfriend
dorts, dont look for hidden meanings! isabel ESPECIALLY.
#1. trustworthy
#2. understanding
#3. thoughtful & caring
#4. mature
#5. romantic
#6. protective over me
#7. good looking.

7 things that scares me
#1. dark. not funny lar alicia.
#2. cats. =/ i'll overcome it.
#3. judgement day
#4. horror movies
#5. waking up from a nightmare and realise that i'm alone at home
#6. insects. those big one and can fly.
#7. anglican high school's ghost stories.

7random songs at the moment
#1. unbelievable
#2. ideal lover
#3. ai mei
#4. my happy valentine
#5. kiss goodbye
#6. gomenasai
#7. that ah ma yeye song.

7things i like/loves
#1. God
#2. myself(:
#3. friends
#4. family
#5. phone and smsing
#6. badminton
#7. running? =/

7people who i want them to do this
#1. sue ean
#2. brenda
#3. nattaliaaaa
#4. yvonneeee
#5. xiweeenn
#6. anyone
#7. everyone, will you? then, shut up. lol  ¶ 5:44 PM 0 Comments

    ¶ 4:48 PM 0 Comments

  yeah brenda! :) first day of exam doesn't feel like it. i hope i didn't screw my paper up. mr mok prayed for us before our exams! i was shocked when he offerred. but still he did. :) chinese was screwed up. i didn't have time to plan and i just write and i thought of ideas. came up with a rather nice idea in the end and i'm proud of myself. :) english, well, i thought i had wrote out of point. but i pray that the teacher won't mind.

conclusion: i cant work when i'm stressed. i was so stressed when doing the paper that i don't even know how to write those easy words. and i had to waste time to search the stupid thick and heavy dic. well it's over. worst has yet to come. . . . .. . .

i dread tmr. and tmr's paper. no no no no. i dont wanna rush through my papers. 3 comprehension- out of which 1 is MCQ. the rest . . . . suck suck suck. lol, 1/2 for one compre, i take 10 mins to read. and 20 mins to finish 5 qns? 4 mins per question?!!??! what the hell, do i have the word "chinese pro" written on my head? and that is only if i can finish the front section within half hour. . . . . . . .whatever. blah blah blah. tmr's gonna suck.

brenda brenda brenda! AHAHAHAHAHAH. (: (: (: (: (: (: i saw that beside my name. on your own accord! :) hehehehe. seriously, i have been waiting for you to do that since dont know when. and i go to check everytime i'm online. and return with a disappointed face everytime. but not today! you made my day. muacks.

a simple action can make my day and make my heart feel so sweet.
yet, it takes another simpler action to ruin it all.  ¶ 3:36 PM 0 Comments

 

random.

yay! fu seng is gonna teach me science tmr! science is the best subject ever. mr tay, you should try to add more fun into your lessons. and maybe, you should slow down and take a look around the class and look at the number of ppl who aren't concentrating.

what i realise - you dont care:

1. if the class understands and just continue teaching.
   
2. if half of the class is sleeping.
   
3. even if we dont do well for our test.
   
4. if we really understood your lesson but just wanna finish teaching.
   

summary: you aren't a good teacher compared to mdm eio or miss ng. lessons i have not been concentrating ever since you came. self study seems so much better on me.

every science lesson:
"mr tay, you're too fast!" (clicking the powerpoint slide)
"all is in your notes already, dont need to see"
then what's the use of you using the powerpoint slide in the first place?! you're suppose to explain each slide to us. =/ though i dont deny you do for some.

what
a
retard.

thoughts over.

• fu seng is nice.
• ryan is cool only in the morning.
• zigaa is famous in singapore, malaysia and some say batam.
• i love mummy.
• yvonne is sweet.
  

it's not that i don't care. in fact, i worry more than most of you.

i'm confused, can anyone guide me?

  ¶ 6:56 PM 0 Comments

  yesterday
Home econ test. AHAAA. it was quite easy as the paper was only 3 pages long, and not much of the things i memorised came out. i guessed i could guarantee myself a pass well. then i got back chinese paper. i got A1. :) yay! first time ever since they changed the format of the paper. bleahz. all thanks to ONE fail in term one, i guessed my average will just be pulled down. nvm, there's still mid years but i have no high expectations for it since lee teacher said it would be hard and there would be a handful who cant finish the test like last year. well well. i finished studying chinese though! :) i finished science geog and chinese! :) Although i haven't finish memorising everything. =X MATHS SUCKS SO I'LL BE DOING IT DURING THE WEEKENDS.

Today
SLACKING PERIOD ALL THE WAY. shouldn't have go to school in the first place. what a bloody waste of my time and energy. the emergency exercise lasted till about 12. and we were RELEASED to go home and study. WTH?!?!??! didn't have any lessons at all. and we were forced to stand under the hot burning red blazing sun. you can die. but at least they on the air con in the hall thereafter. and dr boon asked us to close our eyes and sleep. . . . . . . . . . . . . played the "who can drink the fastest" game with wenjia. this is the first time i managed to finish a 500ml bottle one whole go. see the power of the sun. LOL, i finished 2 bottles and ++ ml today. bloated with water. today is a long day but it passed fast. that's all i have to say. :) oh ya, and that stupid mouse. it scared the hell lot of the lower sec. that's probably the funniest thing that happened today. :)

do you have a map?
coz i'm lost in your eyes.  ¶ 5:37 PM 0 Comments

  thanks yvonne for the cough mixture, love essence and honey! :) i feel so warm inside of me now. well, in this whole life of mine. at least i'm so glad and sure you guys are by me. so give me a chance to be there when you're sad too alright? :) there are people in this world who wants to hurt you but there are also people in this world that gets hurt because you are hurt. sweetiepie and darling, i'll be here always k? :) love and miss you all so much!

hehehe. yesterday was a friday. but there wasn't cca. :( so i went back with alicia and grace and isabel. see lar, zigaa is never complete when going home. nvm. i believe it'll be one day, no matter what. :) went 85 as usual to eat. youtiao youtiao youtiao. yum yum. haha, then alicia was talking about badminton and our strokes when i heard "xiwen". lol.

"i think your strokes very cool lar. it's like every stroke all got different style one. maybe you see wont(xiwen) lar......"
"huh?! xiwen!?"
"huh? i said see won't."

LOL. then me and grace started laughing. maybe isabel too. :) so cool right. normal conversation also got hidden meaning. =X lolol.

nat, i understood you a little.
but i don't know why i just can't do it. i've lost the perfect meaning of this. i don't know why i'm clinging on to this promise which seemed so distant from me now. it has probably become a habit to me now that if it's missing in my life, i'll just feel wierd. however. this habit, can be erased through a long period of time. i know that memories can never be forgotten. but for this promise, i'll keep these memories in a deep corner of my heart, a treasured corner. times can never go back stilll............. precious memories..
but thanks still..

.zigaa. i love you all.  ¶ 12:41 PM 0 Comments

  "I can't find any template that is whole thing white one."
"HUH, WHERE GOT TEMPLATE ALL WHITE ONE?! THEN WHAT'S THE USE OF UPLOADING IT?!?!"
"huh?! hahahhahahahahah"
"retarded. you're suppose to find the template you like and EDIT FROM IT."

ALICIA IS SO RETARDED. can you imagine her in front of the com and finding a WHITE template??!?! when there isn't. searching so aimlessly. ALICIA, that's why im here for :) AHAHAHAh. just finished her template. :) almost like mine. but of course mine's nicer. :) jkg! hehe. i'm so tired today. it's such a long day. went back with alicia, andrea and bel. 85 to eat first. then alicia for no reason became horny. LOL. she started cracking cold and horny jokes. heeh. but the funny part was in the bus. we went high for no reason and i guessed the whole bus was filled with our laughters. lol. i enjoyed today :) alot alot alot but i'm still tired. did abit of science and i'm drained out. and all the information was ERASED of my brain coz of the knock against alicia's bed. THOUSANDS of brain cells died. gonna hold a funeral soon. sigh.

MR BEN TAN IS CUTE. :) he's another teacher i love :) yay! AHS should be filled with more of ppl like him! then i don't see why we would fail anything. teachers like lee teacher too! :)RAYMOND IS HOT! my god, his acting ROCKS BIG TIME. BIG TIME> BEST ACTOR. their play with funny. :) alright, no maths today, something worth rejoicing for.

"zhuting is smart"
I AGREE too. although it's said by alicia's 4-year-old brother. yay! he remembered me! :)) :)) hehehehhehehehe. . alright i gtg eat dinner then i'm off home. bye world and take care. alicia is laughing to herself. woodbridge number anyone?

"zhuting, i'll protect you."
thankyou alicia. (: loveyou. but the flies SUCKS.  ¶ 7:37 PM 0 Comments

  HAHAHAhahahaHAHAHahaha

hahahHAHAHAHahHAhAHA

that was what happened during the lit presentation today! argh. i was saying my speech to alicia then i saw ryan's stupid face. -.- and i burst out laughing! twice. RYAN!!!!!! okay, the play was quite a success according to mrs rodd and she was quite happy with our play. :) that's good, but how i wished i didn't laugh then! MAN. screwed my part up for that scene. but the feeeling was weird as you know there're many eyes looking at you. stilll....... .......

then chinese test was alright. it was the first time i had time to check my work! bleahz. hope i'll do well for it. :) i want to do well for it. :) lee teacher is super nice. I love her love her love her love her and no matter what, will always love her. :) heh heh. went council room for aar after the test. then went down to canteen to grab a bite. lee teacher is nice! :)

maths getting like shitcrap mama. i get hold of it. and lose grip of it. sigh sigh. i dont think i can perform under pressure. math math math exam 8 8 8 8 8 may.... ... ... nvm, practice makes perfect. i'll be close to perfect by then i hope. 8 chapters. algebraa & congruuence are enough to give me a fail in my paper lar! geeeeeeeeee. press on.

i wanna watch my show. sweetiepie, HELP ME!  ¶ 6:49 PM 0 Comments

  heh heh. (: i'm back at 2.45 today. earliest record since this term. well well, mid years are starting soo0o0o0 soon and there's no more training :(

test was alright. i thought the passage was rather interesting though. my knowledge about coffee definately grew. science was the worst lesson today. i think nothing went into my mind. and i fluster when i know people understood what mr tay said. whatever. i think self study is more effective on me. hope so. the thing that got into my mind was only "mind freak". there's chinese test tmr! yay! bleahz. dont really look forward to it, but since i love lee teacher so much... i'll study. :) AHAA. jk, i want good grades. .... .... .... ....... .......... ..... ........ ......... ........ .......

sigh. mid year but i dont feel the pressure. :( i've finish my revision of geog so i'm left with chinese, maths, lit, and................. ........ SCIENCE. poor teacher produces poor students. gosh. that's bad then.

argh nvm. going to bathe now. byebye.  ¶ 2:53 PM 0 Comments

  Name 20 ppl you can think of right now at the top of yr head.Dont read the questions underneath until you write the names of all 20 ppl.ok tag at least 5 ppl..Ready? Start!

1) JOSEPHINE
2) NATALIA
3) ANDREA
4) GRACE
5) ALICIA
6) BEL
7) NICCO
8) SANDRA
9) BRENDAAA
10) SUE EAN
11) XIWEN
12) YVONNE
13) MEI XUAN
14) VIVIAN
15) YICHENG
16) LIANGKAI
17) YUJIE
18) ZHAN WEI
19) JING JIANG
20) IVAN

The 5 people: xiwen, yvonne, andrea, alicia, sandra

So these are the questions.
1. How did you meet 14?
PA? HMMMM. council i think.

2. What would you do if you've never met 1?
grateful coz i wouldn't be so retarded. JK :) i'll jump off the building coz i didn't have to chance to be friends with her.

3. What would you do if 20 and 9 dated?
can consider lar. =X no lar, 20 got target already.

4. Did you ever like 19?
needless to say :) brotherly and sisterly love. (L)

5. Would 6 and 17 make a good couple?
DEFINATE NO!

6. Describe 3.
lovable, smart and nice to be with :)

7. Do you think 8 is attractive?
SHE attractive then no one not attractive already. =X jk, i'm gonna die if she reads this.

8. Tell me something about 7.
looks scary at first sight but when you get to know him, he's nice :)

9. Do you know any of 12's family?
i know she has 2 sisters.

10. What's 8's favourite?
ME DUH. :) HAHA sun yan zi or jay, for second choice.

11. What would you do if 18 just confessed he/she likes you?
HAHA, not bad lar, si4 da4 tian1 wang2 zhi1 yi1. >.<

12. What language does 15 speak?
malay and indian.

13. Who is 9 going out with?
Nick? x) NBA. lol jk.

14. How old is 16 now?
same as me! :)

15. When's the last time you talked to 13?
last wednesday during assembly? =/

16. What is 2's favourite band/singer?
hillsongs?

17. Would you ever date 4?
already did.

18. Would you ever date 7?
STUPID QUESTION. but he's really nice :)

19. Is 15 single?
CHEEPO CHEEPO CHEEPO.

20. What is 10's last name?
Ng?

21. Would you ever be in a serious relationship with 11?
I WOULD DUH. I love her. muacks to her. :)

22. What school does 3 go to?
Anglican High School

23. Where does 6 live?
Pasir ris.

24. What's your fav thing about 5?
Her smile and hug? :)

25. Have you seen number 1 naked?
close to seeing. =X her sexy thighs and tummy. lol  ¶ 9:02 PM 0 Comments

  I LOVE RAYMOND AND MINGSWEE.
how hot can they get? their presentation rocks so much. but i doubt mrs koh will give them high marks. but still, they are the best jokers in town. can't wait to see their performance for lit.

Mid years coming. How slack can i get since march holidays. well i've practically been wasting my time on tv and more tv. none on studies and some on computers. i dont want that stupid slacking attitude to come back again. i dont wanna regret yet again. i hate that feeling and i hate to say "how i wished i studied better then." or "if time could turn back.." I HATE SIGNS OF REGRETS. either i do well now, or good bye to my life. no room just no room for regrets coz it's hurting me too much. too much to take. top 10 top 10 top 10. my results depends on me now. back to study. dont miss me. byebye.

neither do i want this back. all these insecurities keep filling my heart. i dont like this feeling. why am i feeling this way? helplessly hoping. hoping for this to end. someone please give me that assurance. and no, it's not about studies. well thanks bel for crushing my head. lol, no i meant thanks.

Stop being so stubborn. This is a man eat man world. Face up to reality. SO TRUE.
  ¶ 11:21 PM 0 Comments

  Yesterday was alright. Had the same lessons, same teachers, and the same topic. But somehow the time passed by a little too fast. Maths test was rather okay but i left question 4 blank. My mind was blank and mr mok didn't wanted to give me extra time to do.. so i just forfeited my chance.. the lessons were alright but mr ben tan was a little pissed with the class.

We wanted to go support the b boys so we asked miss tan. plead.
"I'm sorry you all cant go. We will go support if they made it to their finals"
:( But still, we tried our luck again after school and miss tan let! WOOOHOOO. So the netballers and us made our way there to tampines sports hall. and on the way down, grace helped me tie my shoelace. thanks grace, coz i was too lazy to bend down. :) when we were on their way there, yicheng told us that we lost 2-0 already. So valentino was going to play the deciding match. when we reached, he just finished his first set so we decided to cheer for him. "hey 1 2 3, valentino jiaoyou okay?" "orh" 123. i was the only only cheering. i was super paiseh lar. ...... everyone was looking at me as if i was some kinda mad lady or something. =X Then the next time. "erm, valentino persevere k." *nod heads* but only grace and i shouted. thanks grace :)

so they lost in the end.

we went mac to eat. at first it was quite a big group but it shrunk to only me, alicia, isabel, liangkai, ivan, yicheng and kenneth. kenneth went back while i walk the rest to the 17 bus stop. what to do, i so nice. lol. alicia and isabel went back and it was left with me and the other 3 boys. had a long chat before we went off at... 715? yupp, yesterday was a fun day. :)

i'm at the com lab now with grace precious! :) she's doing her lit poem while i'm here wasting my time blogging. =/ i keep dosing off today. all the lessons were so boring. BOOOHOO, i'm so lack of sleep. waiting for alicia and andrea then i'll be home sleeping. :) DOCTOR, will you come to me instead?  ¶ 3:36 PM 0 Comments

  Yesterday was a fun day, still. :)

Went out with sweetheart and precious to plaza sing to get some stuffs for the lit banner. And I was late because I waited for a long 20mins just to get my card topped up. So i thought i would be the first, :( But still I met them on the train. :) Sorry guys! I know you all forgive me. :) So yea, we sat the train to city hall and we chance upon a few INTERESTING advertisement.

HE IS A GAY, not.


THINK CROOKED, not.

ADULTER, not.

So WHO THE HELL IS JAMES?! ahahaha. such a gay advertisement. Letting people have wrong idea. But they do know how to catch our attention though. SO WHO THE HELL IS JAMES? WELL...


I know it's anti climax. That was our reaction too. But still. Nice advertisement. :)

We got our cloth from spotlight which is 1.5m long and white in colour. Then we went KFC to eat. HOHOHO. It's andrea's FIRST TIME THERE. LIKE WOW. SWEETIEPIE, I WANNA BE THE FIRST TO GO BK WITH YOU TOO! <3 lol, we got superstar meal and began eating. Then grace and I started the "who can blow more mucus game". I know it's sick, coz i'm just kidding. LOL. -.- okay nvm, yea, we started blowing our nose and digusting andrea out. I know how she feels coz pan once did that to me too when i was eating apple pie. PUI. lol, then we went window shopping. It was raining when we wanted to go back. AND ANDREA SACRIFICE HER UMBRELLA FOR US. But to no avail coz grace still went mad. =X Went grace hse and we did the banner. NICE WHEN I LEFT, but will be nicer after all the touching up. :) I painted HAPPY and did some of the outlining before going to church. GRRRRRR-ACE! :( NO STEAMBOAT, NOT FIRST ONE ANYMORE. :'( nvm, andrea, may i have the honour to book the meal? AHAA.

Church was alright but no nat today :'(

I know i'm slowly drifting apart from this. I dont want to but things cant go back to last time. I miss the old times but it would only remain as memories to me. i thank you for these wonderful memories that will always stay with me. but too bad, i'm not going back. unless, ... ... a change of my mindset. .. ?? o.O cos i know you guys are slowly giving up on me..

Good bye.

  ¶ 8:04 PM 0 Comments

  Today was a slack day, and i love it just the way it was today :) SPT ended around 2 and i went down with bel to the canteen. saw jo and chat with her. she can hold her breathe for a freaking 1 min blowing that mouth piece. WOWOWOW. LOL.

went the history room with matthew to do the newspaper report thereafter. k lar, not that bad. lolol. after that me alicia andrea and bel sat at the umbrella and chatted. went back around 6. deep in thoughts. ISABEL IS SUPER KNOWLEDGABLE. wise man's words. blah.

... nothing last forever. holding on the that fact but i hope someone will prove it wrong to me. why does happy ending only happens in fairy tales? sigh.

RYAN IS SUPER DARING.
"HI DEAR!"
"DEAR, LATER I CALL YOU."
"WAIT FOR MY CALL."
"DEAR, WHY YOU IGNORE ME?"

WE WERE LIKE OMG. but i think he's sweet and his actions are caring. :) if he really meant it.

I miss my dad :'( it has been one week since we met. :'( absence makes the heart grow fonder. aww. my school's life still so hectic. looks like i've lost my direction in school. i cant balance. neither can i concentrate on studies. should i risk? coz below me is just a pitch dark pit hole.  ¶ 8:20 PM 0 Comments

  I AM SO DEAD. I've been wasting my precious time watching tv and playing the computer. gosh. please la zhuting feel the pressure. streaming. triple science, your goal lar. c'mon wake up wake up wake up! NO MORE PLAY TIME.

.zigaa. = zhuting isabel grace andrea alicia.
= zhuting is grace's and andrea's.

:) I AM SO DEAD. GOOD BYE.

wait, i love zigaa. :) thanks for all the joy you guys have added into my life. :) all the morning breakfast, the toilet trips, recess, and pratically everything. :) you made me feel that school life is so much fun and exciting. you gave me love when all that fill my heart was hatred. you gave me joy when all that filled my heart was sorrow. you been through with me my sadess times and showed me the way out. i love you all. (L) and thanks for always waiting for me after school to go back with me :) MUACKS.  ¶ 11:10 PM 0 Comments

  HAHAA. Pastor Aries waved at me! :) Should have gone up and say something like "hello, i'm also from anglican high badminton." ahaa, no chance. :( Brother Poh's eyes are......... CAPTIVATING. Those that makes your heart melt and wanna see more of it. I saw all the pastor except Pastor Kong. :( I wanna stand next to him and have a CLOSE UP view of him. At least have a handshake or a photo taken? AHAA. dream on. well not really, maybe i have the chance. but at the rate i'm going, not so soon. :( Don't you admire those children of great man of woman? I do.

Dayan and Javier are cute. I predict they'll be best friends in a few years time. LOL. Sun's friendly but I didn't get a chance to shake her hands. :( Well, AT LEAST I WAS IN THE MOST EXCITING PLACE YOU COULD BE IN ON SATURDAY. Richard Roberts makes you so wanna adore him. "You said and I claimed it" Maybe i should try.

People tend to not believe unless things happen upon them. But that's why faith is needed. I don't care what you think about me but as long as I know I'm on the right track, you can't shake me. If everything was to be so true, then why is there a need to believe. You have faith because you know it's gonna happen, not because you know it's not gonna happen but hope it'll happen. Two woman was able to walk after being wheelchaired bound. Because they had faith. 3 deaf was able to hear, because they had faith. It's in front of your eyes? Why wouldn't you believe it?!

HUMANS ARE WIERD CREATURES. and i'm one of them. if you choose to give up on me. i'll definately prove you wrong. what's with that attitude change?!  ¶ 10:11 PM 0 Comments

  what a sad life we live.

but it's okay. there's only win or lose in competitions. win, that's good; lose, that's it. you just gotta blame yourself for not grabbing the opportunity when you have it. chances only comes once in a life time.
"it's okay, you'll make your mark one day." hope so.

training hard for b girls. tension tension. do we play better than them? that's why we need concentration and lots of determination. lalilo. it's the last time we'll be playing nationals. at least get a top 12. lol. whatever. gtg bye.

YIYEEEEEE YOU RETARD FACE THE FACT. DENIAL WONT MAKE YOU FEEL BETTER. :)  ¶ 3:08 PM 0 Comments