A winner.
GOOD BYE NATIONALS. NO FATE. SUCK SUCK SUCK SUCK SUCK SUCK SUCK SUCK SUCK SUCK SUCK SUCK SUCK SUCK SUCK. :'(
SO NEAR YET SO FAR. PASSION; BURNING DESIRE, THAT FIRE.WHERE WERE YOU ALL. WHAT A TERRIBLE FALL. REALLY NO FIGHTING SPIRIT. ALL I COULD SEE WAS THE POINTS GIVING AWAY TO THE OPPONENT AS EACH SECOND PASSES BY AND OUR SCORE DIFFERENCES GETTING WIDER. WHAT A DISAPPOINTMENT. THOUGHT THERE WAS A SECOND CHANCE BUT REALITY STRUCK ME THAT
ONCE IT'S GONE, IT'S GONE. NO ROOM FOR REGRET.
BAD DAY FOR AHS YESTERDAY. ALL SPORTS GROUP LOST. LIKE WTF WTF WTF WTF. BADMINTON, BASKETBALL, TABLE TENNIS AND NETBALL. WTF WTF WTF. ALRIGHT. TT AND BADMINTON C BOYS IS IN TO TOP8, PLEASE CLINCHED THAT TITLE THAT LONG BELONGED TO US. ALRIGHT I MISSED ALOT OF LESSONS AND I REALLY CAN'T CATCH UP NOW. MAYBE THIS IS A BLESSING IN DISGUISE, BUT STILL I CAN'T GET OVER IT. :(
thanks for that bubble tea bro, maybe it helped a little.
aww. we lost. am i sad. or am i not. don't know. cedar lost too. what a day. arrogant freaks, i hope you fall flat on your face, by then, i'll laugh my heads off at you. looks are deceiving, but the more i wanna deceive by the looks of it. who am i trying to bluff? myself. at least i have more hope then. why? :( FAITH FAITH FAITH, where are you? :'(CHEER UP DARLING.CHEER UP DARLING.CHEER UP DARLING. aww. bbss on wednesday. aww. aww. aww. must win please win can win sure wun would win. please, this is not gonna be a joke. Critical critical critical. k bye. i'm bored. study group. friends foe. lovers haters. good bad. truthful hyprocitical. which is which. what a world. okay. sleep on these. forget about today. muacks darling. cheer up.oh ya, HAPPY BIRTHDAY MEI XUAN. (:
JOSEPHINE IS A RETARD. :)
"ZHUTING is grace's and andrea's"
.zigaa.
clever guess though. AHAHAA. today i ate 3 roti pratas with sugar
and curry, going to cook dinner with
josephine later. anyhow experiment with whatever there is in the refrigerator, hope it'll turn out nice.
yay bye. sounds familiar? sure it do ;)
trying to supress my feelings but it's just wrenching my heart so tightly that i cannot take it. i really wanna break down. i really really tried to accept you for who you are. but i really can't take it anymore. i don't wanna try and i don't want to anymore. everytime i open my heart to you, you slash it real hard and the wounds come, deeper each time. i'm sorry but it's over. too many wounds, too many hurts. but i think you fucking don't care. you are just not sensitive enough; or maybe i'm over-sensitive. which ever way, we cant blend. i want loving people around me, i want to be at ease with them, and i know you can't give me all these. this is over. over over over. get up zhuting. get up and walk your way.
we looked so close on the outside. but deep down, we both know that it's nothing but an empty vessels. and im starting to wonder why are we even "close" in the first place. im so fake. so hypocrital. such an ass. i wanna vent my anger. i need to. these really have been pulling my down. PULLING ME DOWN. YES. THANKS to you, i can't concentrate in the things i do. THANKS to you, i've to keep supressing my feelings deep down in me. THANKS to you, i have many sleepless nights and have to restort to crying myself to sleep. THANKS to you, i'm feeling so fucked up now.
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NO, IT'S NOT VENTED OUT YET.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Uis6UX54IPI&feature=PlayList&p=887B7E5CCFD75941&index=11oh man, wen mei influenced me. I miss wang zi bian qing wa too! ARGH.
spent the past one hour watching and that was the best clip i found. :)
GO GO GO SEE. lol. xD
OMG OMG OMG! Nationals is coming so0o0o0on. Mistake made, we are not playing with Cedar on monday but St nic's on monday. Then Bukit batok on Wednesday. 2 matches in a week. )(#*($#&$*(@ Calm me down someone. GEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEe.
Alright today's lesson was so-so. :( but it was the last day for miss ng! :'( definately miss her, i mean it's so rare to get such a good teacher now who helped everyone in the class to pass their tests. Now I wonder who's our next teacher gonna be. Hope as nice as her! she took 2 class photos with us and different sports group photo. awwwww. :'(
well there's no training today, so i went back right after school. met rena and yishan at changcheng's gate so we walked down together. then we went to eat and rena treat me a packet of bandung. thanks anyway. :) i'm supposed to go doctor today for my cough. but i didn't want to. medicine's so awful, k, i mean medicine is okay, but eating too much of it will weaken your immune system. i've already eaten so much pills last year that i dread the smell of the clinic whenever i walked past one. i mean like, ya... you know my condition when i was sec1. bleah.
andrea won me in math! and she promised to get the same marks as me. :'( alright, it's okay, i'll try harder next round. she's one smart one right here. back to studying science, buck up tinGzzzzzzzz.
take care sweetheart! :)
MUNCH MUNCH MUNCH. MY MUM LETS ME GO FOR OUTSIDE TRAINING! :) :) :) uh-huh, wait. swimming or badminton? o.O
Well, church was fun yesterday. :) Grace came along and I really had a fun time. So it was Me, Grace, Nat, Jo and Nicco. The message was great! About how the Pharisees wanted to threaten Jesus and how Jesus, the clever one, replied. :) Well, Grace's super funny! Making us laugh at her funny talks and acts. Then Jo that vain pot wanted to take pictures. There's one that really funny with grace head sticking out from my armpit. I'll post it up here after marrilynn send me the pictures. We went tampines to eat later, woohoo, fish and co. Grace told us about her malu-ness and kept me laughing for 1 hour plus. My goodness, she's such a joker, what a waste she's not a comedian. ;)
Yesterday was just filled with laughter from church, to the train, from the train to fish and co, from fish and co to coffee bean, and from coffee bean to the taxi stand. WALAO grace, you're so evil, i was the one that offered to wait with you for the taxi one lar. :(
K, although i'm done with my homework, i still need to study for maths. So difficult to change my mood now! I'm still in the holiday mood and the playing mood! Can't even sit down and study for an hour, i'm so dead. :( alright, good luck alll.
LET THE REASON BE LOVE.
GO AWAY. I REJECT YOU IN JESUS NAME.
i wish i could cry. and i wish there was someone who can relate to me. but still it's that happy me you see. mixed feelings back, please stop haunting me.but still, there's something worth rejoycing for.
NICK AND HIS HOUSE SO ROCK (:
It was super duper fun at his place yesterday. And man, he's super sarcastic i swear. Pan and I were starting on the Powerpoint and then he was there "Wow, you guys are real fast, spent half-an-hour just on the starting 54321." But his mouse really suck big balls k, WE had difficulty controlling the direction of the mouse and Nick goes "Only the pro can do it". Yea, we were laughing like crazy for like practically most of the day at his place. Then at around 7pm, he start to say like "Yar, who's the smart one, just now still wanna go see what blog lar all those." Sure man Nick, at least we did something other than you standing there commenting on us. Nick and his "HUUH?!", Pan and her "WHAAAT!?" Me and my "sorry nick." Man, that day totally rocked.
Yea, after dinner we started talking about the past. Yea, it was super funny. Talking about Home Ec: Reemonds, Rarn, Ming sui. And NECK. lol. NICK RHYMES WITH _____? ahaa :) Lol, and they were talking about my presentation when I was sec 1 about the air-con and my lame joke before that. I didn't know I was so lame until they told me that. AND PAN THAT RETARD, when I was doing the powerpoint halfway, she just kicked the CPU's Shut Down button and poof. All my effort was gone. I shut it off the next time and it was so freaaaking lucky that he has system recovery. Well, his parents are very friendly too. :) Went back at around 9plus. I can't wait to get back to his house on wednesday again. :) THAT DAY SO ROCKED.
We went for pilot pen today. And before that, We went mac for breakfast. Gosh, my stomach still feeels so uncomfortable now. All thanks to pan and her mucus. I was eating my apple pie when she started blowing her nose, OH MY GOODNESS, you really don't wish to know how I was feeling then. So sick and grossed out; the apple pie looked so much like the mucus! alright, I shall stop talking about that. Well, we sort of "won" today coz the other party walked over. Kelly and Melek could have won their match, don't know what's with them. So we gotta go back on thursday for the match with Xinmin, and then welcome party in school thereafter! :)
OOHOOHOOO :D BYE PEEEPSPEOPSEU
I agree with Sue ean that time really pass super fast and that 1 term is already over. "Time passes the fastest when you're enjoying" Does it mean that I enjoyed my term 1? I think so. :)
Term one left me fond memories and I guessed it'll accompany me throughout this year. I remembered the times where we played netball in class, and many accidents happened from there. Like that Mingswee incident where he broke his colour pencils, Melek's expression when a ball hit her, the boys breaking the ceiling tiles and making the fan above me hung on a few wires.
I remembered home ec too. :) Where we get to cook pizza, pie, agar agar, and all. The food taste delicious, but I guessed what I enjoyed most was the preparation where we sometimes screwed things up and fluster over little things that went wrong.
The time where Graci and I were MC were cool too. We said the speech together and how we got so nervous and excited before the ceremony. And not to forget. "HIP HIP hurray. HIP HIP hurray. HIP HIP hurray."
Times where me and jo would talk and crap, times where we wanted to go up and shake Pst Kong/Pst Aries hands but had no courage too. Times where she told me about her tuition teachers and his jokes. Times we spent together.
PA, where Vivian meixuan and I would sit down together and pour our hearts out. Where we would rush and study for common test during Pa, where we would run like mad women to set the mikes up and all.
Class where Brenda, Pandora, Andrea and Isabel would help me in my studies, and my doubts. Times I spent studying with brenda, times I did project with Pandora, times Andrea taught me maths until I got the hook of it, times where isabel and I go to school together and getting her morning "massage". Grace jokes and Sue ean stupid dog expressions. :)
Trainings and competitions. Our fighting spirit and perseverance. Our sorrows and laughters. Remembered the jokes and entertainment from Yvonne and the support from xiwen before every match in east zones. I could also remembered the scene where we won Tampines and we were all jumping for joy, and two of them did not dare to come in. Well, everything seemed to me like it was just a week before. Sadly to say, 1 term, 10 weeks, 70days, 1680 hrs, 100800 min, and 60480000 sec had already passed.
And now, I'm looking forward to the next 7 months I'm gonna spent with them after the march holidays. :)
GREATEST THING IS THAT I ENDED MY SCHOOL LIFE TODAY HAPPILY. I found my walleeeeeeeet!! :)) Although all my money is gone, I've at least got that wallet with me! :) IT WAS SUPER DUPER scary inside the police station. It's so quiet and police officer inspect you whenever they see you. I swear I'm never gonna get in there again unless I'm forced too! But still the person there was friendly. Thanks Valentino. :)Pilot pen is coming soon. I'm scared and i just realised that I haven't got my racket re-stringed. How cool can I get? Now the best I could hope for is that i'll be able to get use to my string on that competition day itself. One-week holiday and teachers have been piling us up with tonnnes of holiday assignments. I've got trainings too, which means I'm left with a little time to finish all my homework. I don't wanna compete with cedar girls. :( I dread the feeling where either one is bound to get hurt. But still, I'll cheer for you, xiwen. :) This term results aren't that bad, but as I compare myself with others, I realised that I am too compleasant. Clara freaaaaaakking got an 81% for her average! I think I'm gonna be Clara number 2. :) Soon, just see in 3/4 years time. Miss Ng is the best teacher man. :D I feel so sorry that our group hug caused her heels to break. But she's nice and wasn't least angry with us. Thanks Miss Ng, I love science, but i'll love science more because of you. :) Man, wanted to blog a real long post but my brother wanna use the computer now, so i guessed, it's time for me to go. God bless.Thank you God for the people You put into my life. :)
This is a post I so wanted to post long ago. Note "long ago". Alright, today's post is dedicated to SUE EAN, my chemistry buddy! :)
1) We bought the same badminton shorts on the same day and wore it the day after on the match with dunman sec. ( we did not discuss before hand to buy it together)
2) We only button the first button of our badminton jersey! (only both of us in the team does that)
3) We have been getting the same marks English, Literature and Maths test. (that's is pure chemistry)
4) We always talk the saame things at the same time.
5) We scream a lot when together; especially during competition!
6) We always think of the same thoughts and end it with "are you thinking what i'm thinking?"
7) When we talk, we movved our hands.
8) We both use Organics hair shampooooooo.9) We use the SAME FONT on msn.
10) We love to use WOOOHOOO.
That's 10 things we have in similar! :D stupid dog, you rocked. =)
HEEEELLO people. :) long time no blog. sorry my com crashed, so i apologise for the inconvenience caused. ( if there were any) So here i am, at andrea's place, and with not much time left to blog. lol, but i'm really not able to blog for quite a short while SO please DO come my blog and TAG. :) I promise i'll reply to you once my com is alright k? I SAW YOUR TAGS :) just that I don't have the time to reply, yet.
ANYWAY, to sum up:
I love ZAG.
I love Andrea, sweetheart.
I love Grace, precious.
I love Yvonne.
I love Xiwen, darling.
I love JO that RETARD.
AND I love PICZBAGS. :)
Good bye.
today ; march o1 :)
Happy Birthday Joyce! :) Had not been posting for very long, although the zonal period is over, I wonder what is that which is always keeping me so busy and exhausted at the end of everyday. This was far worst then the east zone period; I could not take it but somehow and in some way, I was able to find encouragements to keep me going on. Everyday was just like a cycle repeating itself in different way, I had early nights but always have difficulties waking up in the morning. And then I'll be late for my usual bus and always have to squeeze in the 630 crowded bus just to get to school. Lifestyle was utmost boring and I thought it was beyond the realms of possibilty to make it interesting until today.I love today so much that I'm dedicating my post to both Andrea and Grace. Thanks so much you two! :D Assembly was so fun with them and Grace made the starting point of the assembly. We were supposed to sing the school song without the music and before anyone started, Grace sang it out loud. I think the whole school was stunned and everyone looked at her as if she did something real wrong. Everyone around her were laughing and if we weren't standing in attention, i'll burst it all out and roll on the floor man. Sorry Vivian and Meixuan for not going PA, anyway, i bet you all were slacking up there.It's proven that Andrea and I have telepathy. Although separated by Grace (sitting in a row, I'm first, Grace in the middle, Andrea, third one) , she still knows what I'm thinking and I can tell what she's thinking too. It happened four times, one time after another! =) 1st one: She told Grace that she thinks Rachel looks like the bigger version of chikoong and 1 sec later, I turned back said the same thing to Grace.2nd one: I told Grace "look at Jiajie's butt" and 1 sec later, she pulled Grace backwards and said the same thing.3rd one: I forgot. >.<4th one: She and I both told Alicia at the same time we wanted to go to bubble tea shop.HAHAA :) If it happened only once, I'll think it's coincidental, but it happened so many times! HAHA. Anyway I had real fun today. Andrea, Alicia, Isabel and me went to the bubble tea shop after school and chatted till 445. Now, I'm back home and i'm posting, gonna be off to study soon. I feel so highly encouraged. I got A1 for geograpyhy and 94 for ting xie. :) K, it has been a long post, already made up for the other entries i did not post. God bless. :)I told you to watch me.