Truth You know, sometimes I wonder how naive I can be towards life and people around me. I don't know if it's due to overload of math formulas or biology terms or chemistry equations or anything, and everything is driving me insane. I don't know how one's unintentional action can hurt me so much; true feelings is displayed most unintentionally? Oh give me a break. I may be oversensitive, but I do trust my most experienced feelings of how you react to things and I don't like it. For that matter, I can't pretend to be nonchalent. You must have read a book on how to lose a friend in 10days, and I wished I didn't stumble upon that book.

School's really sucking me dry. Besides coping with studies, I still have to be caught up with human relationships, just when I wish someone would be there for me and constantly provide me strength to carry on the drudgery. Tired of taking the intiative? Very well, so am I. I don't understand how drastic one's character can change for different people but thanks for opening my eyes to this wonderful world.

Life is not just about studying and studying and studying. Is your school life just measured by the number of As you have in your report book? That's more than shallow. Going out for competitions, coming back to school, untidy and lost, and for whatever reasons, I don't get the assistance I need. Has everything really sapped us of our energies that we even feel stingy to give a word of concern? I have not talked to almost alot of people since day 1, but I'd gladly lock myself and only open up to people I feel who cares for me.

If you're tired? Just end it, in the most gracious way like you always do, thanks love.  ¶ 4:24 PM 0 Comments

  Take me home Hiii all, I'm blogging again as you can see! :D

One week gone, and another week is going to go by and by, until O levels come. Wow, that had been the same old point the teachers are trying to bring across to us. I know it's time to feel the urgency if we haven't, let's just study. Training has officially ended for us, and after next week, which is the last week of nationals for us, we'd officially step down from badmintonz. That, I'd leave till then to say again.

Had been studying chapter 13 for 2 consecutive nights. All I can say is thank God for my brother. Chapter 13 already created a mental barrier for me after having failed chapter 11 and 12 last year, but thankfully, thankfully, my brother offered to help me one faithful night when I was struggling to understand the concept. I can't say how well I'd do for this test, but at least I'm sure I got back on track. Andrea and I have really been scraping through Amath, but what's scrap through to us man? Not going to let it continue. Mr Mok says it might be a misfortune that we got him for 4years, but I totally disagree. Since sec 2, I've been praying that Mr Mok remains my math teacher till sec 4. Firstly, he'd know my standard and my progress, and secondly, I'm already used to his teaching method so I'd be more familiarized. :)

Tests have deprived me of my homework time and sleep. I need to complete my work, so do I need sleep. Good night,



Time flies.  ¶ 10:34 PM 0 Comments

  March Babies HEAVY CONTENT>>>>
















I can never fail not to talk about Andrea everytime we meet up to eat. Yes, I think you're all tired of me saying, "When all of us were dying... She was still comtemplating to have another main course." But along that line, when we were all moving on the desert, she just started on her main course. T__T Kudos to her, Kuishinbo suffered a big blow.

The food there was really (Y)(Y)(Y). Amelia and I went rounds after rounds eating and I'm really upset I only get to eat the bacon mushroom once. It's really superb! And the chocolate creampuff, when you bite it, awwwww, all the cream burst into your mouth and you slowly savour it... But quite limited in a sense and their service sucks to rockbottom. Didn't hear me wrong, I'm sure I won't be going back there in the near future. Hahaha.



Went walking around with a bloated stomach. Saw cotton on sale, and as women instinct allowed us, we all streamed in and stayed there for at least an hour or so. Haha, "I think we can tell the rest it's free and easy now. " Fionna is whaaat? A tourguide man, haha. Split ways because it was too big a group to keep up with. While Andri and Viv went to watch Leap years; Chaijia, perle, yiern, janice went walk walk; Ame, Rach, Fauna and I went to shop and source for pipin' hot sales! Walked until we were super tired and decided to sit at one corner to rest.




Met up with the rest at 730 at the fountain of wealth, and before that, Andrea, Fionna, Rachel, Vivien went for Gelare Ice cream Waffle and Andrea actually bought pasta for dinner even after the super filling lunch buffet!!





Andrea brought the march babies to the fountain of wealth few minutes after we managed to ditch them while we rushed over to prepare the stuffs. They were caught surprised! Although I know that Vivien could roughly see through our acting skills.. Yea, right beloved? I'm as observant too. B-) Bought 12 doughnuts to replace birthday cake and the very creative Chaijia asked the person to write "Happy Birthday" on them. It looks super delicious. Dedicated "Happy birthday" to them and we wanted the song from The Click Five but it turned out that they do not have it! Emo Happy Birthday song by Corrine May but it was good too haha.






Train ride back was definitely a short one, and our voices literally filled the whole cabin, it was quite embarrassing to have people staring at you too. But anything. Then someone started saying, let's meet every 11th march, and the catch of the game is that all parties cannot remind or confirm or talk about the meeting and we are to have total faith and trust in one another to meet up yearly. I think it's quite cool if we can actually keep up with this but I'm sure there bound to be one or two who will forget. And I can't assure I won't be that one or two spoiler. :S Anyhow...... Let's just see!

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  OWNAGE I do not know how I survived this whole period without technology but aren't you all proud of me :-)

Basically, I was just packed in my schedule from dawn to dusk, no kid. Either training, competitions, council/pa duties, I'm drained and sick of doing this daily, and I hope to hand over real soon. Too occupied with tournaments too, neglecting alot of things. It's irresponsible, but duty of another call in another way. Am I making sense to you?

After 19 April, I've too much to catch up on. Electrolysis, Energetics, Meosis/Mitosis, Heredity, Globalisation, Plane geometry..
I've been doing everything I could to improve my English, but I don't know why, it's stuck. I got a C5 reflected on my CA term report and this is the only subject I'm unable to control. I'm unhappy, but I don't know what else I can do. There's a large chasm between the scores of my sciences & math and language humans. Why didn't I go NUS High? HAHA. Have been self studying practically every subject, most missed during tournament periods. To top it off, we'd be leaving school at 1130 for Nationals, Hooray! My ass.

Days had been.. tiring. Typical Singaporean School Kid Life, but I'd been able to find much rest and joy in the midst of the hectic yet ironically mundane routine.

Watched The Leap Years with Brenda on 29th Febuary and I really think it's a show worth watching! The storyline was totally unexpected and they presented it differently. Only able to confirm if your heart is true every four years, I won't be able to sustain man. Hey you, Same place, same time, every 29th Feb ;-) Caught L changed the world with classmates yesterday, and it's really touching.. "You'd always be Near when someone needs help". They cried but I didn't, and the show ended at 915pm on a school day?! Went home and for the first time left my bag untouched and brought it back to school the next day.

Mr Yow is damn funny. Okay not his personality, but the way he reacts to our questions, and the way he always think he's correct.

Example One [Andrea Seet Shi Mei]
(He was asking our class about some class list I think..)
Y, "I thought I passed the list to your classmate? Eh... What ah.. The name.. Oh, oh. Andri. *turns to Andrea* Right Andri?"
Z, " HAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHA"
Y, "Why? Wrong ah? Register number 1. Andri, correct right?
Class, "HAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAH x100000"
Y, "Don't try to bluff me ah.. I know it's Andri, Andri Shit."

Smelly ah Andrea.. haha!

Example two [Fionna Boh Tsue Ann]
Y, "Pass the worksheet to your chem rep, Fauna."
C, "Mr Yow, You pronounced wrongly again!"
Y, "You all always bluff me one. No no, I know. Fauna Boh"
C, "No No, it's Flora!"

Get the joke? Fauna and flora??? Lol, stop it lah why so lame.

Example three [Short forms]
Y, "Take out your text"
C, "Huh, what's text?"
Y, "Text book"
C, {Ooooh, lol he's weird.}
Y, "Okay this is high in con..."
C, (thought it's a new term) " What's con?"
Y, " Concentration"
C, {WALAO EH. DIAO -.-|||| }
Y, "Look at this para..."
Z, (cannot take it anymore) "Mr Yow, why do you like to use short forms so much?!?"
Y, "I don't like to say out the whole long word. Don't you all use short forms in smses too?"
C, "Yes, then you do know what's Lol? Rofl? Roflmao?"
Y, "No no, I don't use this kind. You know what's DIL?"
Z, "DILUTE!"
Y, "No, not in chem context. You all never use ah? Like, I'm DIL with you..."
C, "Huh? What can that be?"
Y, "Never use? Okay, then you all go find out yourselves. You all very good at it one right.."
C, "Huh... Don't like that lah, say leh........."
Y, "No no, you all go find out yourself. But don't anyhow say to people ah."

[Xinling turns to me, 'could it be something In Love?]
Z, "OH NO IS IT DEEPLY IN LOVE?!?!?!?"
C, "HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA"
Y, (quietly) "Yes..."
C, "HUH? WA LIKE THAT ALSO CAN AH.. HAHAHAHAhAHAHAHAHah"
Z, "EH MR YOW! WHO ARE YOU DEEPLY IN LOVE WITH!"
Y, "Don't talk about it already... It's over.. :( :( :("
C, "Mr Yow, say leh say leh.."
Y, "No, I want to teach already, stop talking about it. :( :( :( :( :( :( "

Are you thinking of what we were thinking? :O

Omg joker, I think chem periods should be carried out like that more often! Hahaha. Playing games during english is much enjoyable also.

Training without Xinqing and Shayln is rather boring. So, we got 4th for East Zones losing TKGS 1-4. We have really been wulin gaoshous, either we win it all, or lose it all. 4th in zonals means meeting Nanyang girls, Xinmin and Angmokio in Nationals, and it'd really be good if we get into top 8. That's an understatement.  ¶ 9:35 PM 0 Comments