A winner.
Tuesday, April 29, 2008
Sniff Sniff Sniff
It's weird how my sweat glands become so active after handing over from sports! I can never perspire till my whole shirt get wet even after hours of training usually, but recently, I've been perspiring as though the water in me is from a never ending supply of river somewhere in my body. Drip, drip, drip, drip, drip.
Walking up the hill everyday is like taking a 10mins run, no I dont mean the physical challenge but the perspiration. It's very uncomfortable especially in school uniform where it just sticks to your body and refuse to barge like a leech. Eeeew. So anyway, I don't know why I'm complaining but to my sweat glands, if you can read this, please be nice :)
Maybe it's my hormones, I'm suffering from weird sydromes like laughing out loud at times and feeling morosely at times. Towards some things, I just have a flippant attitude and basically, I experience a gamut of emotions 24 hours a day. Thank goodness I have my friends to keep my sanity!
Mid years are coming so let's not burn out! The weather is so hot nowadays so if you think you deserve it, go for a swim. As I'm writing this, I can already sense the wonderful sensation of water on my body, as I play in it, indifferent to the piercing heat of the sun.
It's going to be so awwwwwwesomeeee! ¶ 6:46 PM 0 Comments
Walking up the hill everyday is like taking a 10mins run, no I dont mean the physical challenge but the perspiration. It's very uncomfortable especially in school uniform where it just sticks to your body and refuse to barge like a leech. Eeeew. So anyway, I don't know why I'm complaining but to my sweat glands, if you can read this, please be nice :)
Maybe it's my hormones, I'm suffering from weird sydromes like laughing out loud at times and feeling morosely at times. Towards some things, I just have a flippant attitude and basically, I experience a gamut of emotions 24 hours a day. Thank goodness I have my friends to keep my sanity!
Mid years are coming so let's not burn out! The weather is so hot nowadays so if you think you deserve it, go for a swim. As I'm writing this, I can already sense the wonderful sensation of water on my body, as I play in it, indifferent to the piercing heat of the sun.
It's going to be so awwwwwwesomeeee! ¶ 6:46 PM 0 Comments
Friday, April 25, 2008
Past, Present, Future
I was looking through my pictures and I spotted this. I took it somewhere in p5, but I can't remember why I took it and how I felt when I took this photo. It's quite scary. Will all the photos I take be nothing but pictures by the time I turn 20? ¶ 6:52 PM 0 Comments
I was looking through my pictures and I spotted this. I took it somewhere in p5, but I can't remember why I took it and how I felt when I took this photo. It's quite scary. Will all the photos I take be nothing but pictures by the time I turn 20? ¶ 6:52 PM 0 Comments
Thursday, April 24, 2008
21st month
So yesterday, I met brenda after school and went air port to study. I had an impulse to buy a ticket and fly to some other parts of the world for fun. Thankfully I managed to study much at the airport, because by the time we had our dinner, it was already 10pm. I know it's almost average but I was absolutely knackered and my eyes kept on tearing. I reached home, bathed and just plonked down on my bed with my hair all wet and cold.
Today, I woke up to a very bad throat and hot head. I won't even go to school if not for the photoshoot. Part of me didn't wanna miss out being in the year book for the last year and of course being with classmates doing stupid things. Andrea was sick first, and then now it's me who's burning hot, with watery eyes, stuffed nose and sore throat.
Our signature pose, ha. We never fail not to do this!
Do you know what's the special occasion today?
Well, neither do I. But I guess today is world's-fall-sick-day. The whole clinic was flooded with people of all ages, and I spent my whole morning at the clinic with lousy service, and reached home only at noon. I'm hungry, but I have no appetite to eat anything. I'm tired, but I already slept the whole afternoon away. I don't ever think I'd be able to make it for school tomorrow, but if I'd have to go to the Government and civil district journey with another class, I'd just have to drag my sorry ass tomorrow anyhow. ¶ 8:18 PM 0 Comments
So yesterday, I met brenda after school and went air port to study. I had an impulse to buy a ticket and fly to some other parts of the world for fun. Thankfully I managed to study much at the airport, because by the time we had our dinner, it was already 10pm. I know it's almost average but I was absolutely knackered and my eyes kept on tearing. I reached home, bathed and just plonked down on my bed with my hair all wet and cold.
Today, I woke up to a very bad throat and hot head. I won't even go to school if not for the photoshoot. Part of me didn't wanna miss out being in the year book for the last year and of course being with classmates doing stupid things. Andrea was sick first, and then now it's me who's burning hot, with watery eyes, stuffed nose and sore throat.
Our signature pose, ha. We never fail not to do this!
Do you know what's the special occasion today?
Well, neither do I. But I guess today is world's-fall-sick-day. The whole clinic was flooded with people of all ages, and I spent my whole morning at the clinic with lousy service, and reached home only at noon. I'm hungry, but I have no appetite to eat anything. I'm tired, but I already slept the whole afternoon away. I don't ever think I'd be able to make it for school tomorrow, but if I'd have to go to the Government and civil district journey with another class, I'd just have to drag my sorry ass tomorrow anyhow. ¶ 8:18 PM 0 Comments
Saturday, April 19, 2008
All I ask for
".....Neh mer mine, I'm going to announ it now."
With much laughter and boo-ings credited to yesterday's farewell speaker, farewelcome ended much pleasantly. I really love the game badminton alot, even just playing for leisure, or helping our juniors now. As paradoxical as it may sound, I'm don't feel like continuing it in JC. There's a voice inside of me and the voice gets louder each day, urging me to go back to where I belong to. I've never much spoken to any one about this, but I think it's time to go back to something I was good at. I'm really really excited, but I feel someone out there is going to crush me down, be cynical, take my weak points and make the worst out of me. God, I'm paranoid. I wish I could fast forward time. (k not really, I just want to skip O lvls ha)
It is almost imperative that I make my feelings known, however, it's inconvenient here because I know there are many eyes reading.
I wished I was an early learner. I counted with wenjia the other day, by our extremely fast progress, the start of next year, I'd be green belt! (oh yay! -.-) That is, if only we managed to endure till then, so much about all those big talks. Next time, I'm not only going to limit my children to either sports or music, but allow them an array of choices and give them whatever interest them, when they are young, maybe three! They could be the next tigerwoods... ... hahahahaha.
I'm satisfied with the things I've done in the last one year. (Bear with my incoherence) I hope this year will be good. 4 months swept past again, and I'm not looking forward to making new friends in a new environment in 9 months time. I'm basically studying everyday. That's not the stressful part. The stressful part is, my classmates are secretly mugging like there's no tomorrow. To the extent where me, who seldom watch tv, and now decides to take out 2 hours each day to watch my favourite programs, is feeling guilty for the time which could be spent, well maybe revising. In my mind, I'm calculating, 2 hours a day, teevee serial 25 episodes.. Spent 50hours on teevee, and maybe it could be spent revising 25 chapters of physics. OH JUST SHUT UP, students need life too right? ¶ 7:09 PM 0 Comments
With much laughter and boo-ings credited to yesterday's farewell speaker, farewelcome ended much pleasantly. I really love the game badminton alot, even just playing for leisure, or helping our juniors now. As paradoxical as it may sound, I'm don't feel like continuing it in JC. There's a voice inside of me and the voice gets louder each day, urging me to go back to where I belong to. I've never much spoken to any one about this, but I think it's time to go back to something I was good at. I'm really really excited, but I feel someone out there is going to crush me down, be cynical, take my weak points and make the worst out of me. God, I'm paranoid. I wish I could fast forward time. (k not really, I just want to skip O lvls ha)
It is almost imperative that I make my feelings known, however, it's inconvenient here because I know there are many eyes reading.
I wished I was an early learner. I counted with wenjia the other day, by our extremely fast progress, the start of next year, I'd be green belt! (oh yay! -.-) That is, if only we managed to endure till then, so much about all those big talks. Next time, I'm not only going to limit my children to either sports or music, but allow them an array of choices and give them whatever interest them, when they are young, maybe three! They could be the next tigerwoods... ... hahahahaha.
I'm satisfied with the things I've done in the last one year. (Bear with my incoherence) I hope this year will be good. 4 months swept past again, and I'm not looking forward to making new friends in a new environment in 9 months time. I'm basically studying everyday. That's not the stressful part. The stressful part is, my classmates are secretly mugging like there's no tomorrow. To the extent where me, who seldom watch tv, and now decides to take out 2 hours each day to watch my favourite programs, is feeling guilty for the time which could be spent, well maybe revising. In my mind, I'm calculating, 2 hours a day, teevee serial 25 episodes.. Spent 50hours on teevee, and maybe it could be spent revising 25 chapters of physics. OH JUST SHUT UP, students need life too right? ¶ 7:09 PM 0 Comments
Sunday, April 06, 2008
My sport.
I've learned many things through badminton- confidence, perseverance, and simply just giving in your 100% to everything you do. Players who succeed believes they own every court they walk into. Although being "physically" weaker, our coaches always tell us not to show our fears, but just play our best. Every new ball is a new chance and there's no definite lost until the last ball is lost. We must believe it's possible to catch up even lagging by 10points because people have done it before. Winning or losing is not something that happens all at once, it is determined by your success on each play.
Most of us started in secondary 1, but I'm proud because this wasn't the reason we gave to "cover up" for our weaknesses. Instead, I'm sure all of us took trainings more seriously and train even harder. Sometimes, going up to the court, you know the opponents' ability is obviously stronger. But your inner voice just tells you to put up a good fight, and lose with a dignity. Lose, making the opponents feel, "My, Anglican High has improved tremendously!"
Badminton court is a cruel ground. Players fight hard to win. Like coach say, we're like actors. Every trainings are rehearsals, and why do we train so hard every time? Just for the day we can perform on the national court. Everyone deserves the right to win, and the one who showcases best on that day wins. So why hesitate to stretch to your potential? You've worked hard for this day, "I can accept failures, but not giving up." Needless to say, I hate to regret.
But I certainly do believe that passion is still the solid foundation. The fire for the sport you love will motivate you and allow you to play your best each time. Everytime I feel down, the passion Pan has for badminton just spurs me to fight on not for myself, but my teammates too. The values I learned from playing the game allowed me to apply to my daily life, and I'd definitely miss it!
My wonderful teammates, we've been through so much together, and this will be the last year together as a team. If ever we continue badminton again, we might even be rivals on courts. Scary to think, so I'm not going to.
FOUR YEARS IT'S TOO FAST LIKE BULLET TRAIN>>>>>>>>
SECONDARY ONE
SECONDARY TWO
SECONDARY THREE
SECONDARY FOUR
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Most of us started in secondary 1, but I'm proud because this wasn't the reason we gave to "cover up" for our weaknesses. Instead, I'm sure all of us took trainings more seriously and train even harder. Sometimes, going up to the court, you know the opponents' ability is obviously stronger. But your inner voice just tells you to put up a good fight, and lose with a dignity. Lose, making the opponents feel, "My, Anglican High has improved tremendously!"
Badminton court is a cruel ground. Players fight hard to win. Like coach say, we're like actors. Every trainings are rehearsals, and why do we train so hard every time? Just for the day we can perform on the national court. Everyone deserves the right to win, and the one who showcases best on that day wins. So why hesitate to stretch to your potential? You've worked hard for this day, "I can accept failures, but not giving up." Needless to say, I hate to regret.
But I certainly do believe that passion is still the solid foundation. The fire for the sport you love will motivate you and allow you to play your best each time. Everytime I feel down, the passion Pan has for badminton just spurs me to fight on not for myself, but my teammates too. The values I learned from playing the game allowed me to apply to my daily life, and I'd definitely miss it!
My wonderful teammates, we've been through so much together, and this will be the last year together as a team. If ever we continue badminton again, we might even be rivals on courts. Scary to think, so I'm not going to.
FOUR YEARS IT'S TOO FAST LIKE BULLET TRAIN>>>>>>>>
SECONDARY ONE
SECONDARY TWO
SECONDARY THREE
SECONDARY FOUR
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Thursday, April 03, 2008
Hey you.
I'm just............. LAZY.
Andrea and I swapped phones and I like to slide slide slide slide slide slide slide slide slide slide slide slide slide slide slide slide slide slide slide slide slide slide slide slide slide slide slide slide slide slide slide slide slide slide slide slide slide slide slide slide slide slide slide it.
Although training stopped for me, but I've still been staying back late in school this whole week. Dread it man. But good news is........ SCHOOL ENDS AT 1230 TOMORROW AND I'M GOING TO RUSH HOME TO SLEEEP (Y)(Y)(Y) I don't like the computer nowadays, I'd rather sleep seriously. Maybe I should go for a run too, haven't perspire in ages and I feel so heavy. Yea, that shall be my plan. Good weather please!
Busy weekends again, there's training, concert and grading. Tests for next week are managable right now and I hope it does not increase! I miss MY BROTHERR IN ARMYZZZ
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Andrea and I swapped phones and I like to slide slide slide slide slide slide slide slide slide slide slide slide slide slide slide slide slide slide slide slide slide slide slide slide slide slide slide slide slide slide slide slide slide slide slide slide slide slide slide slide slide slide slide it.
Although training stopped for me, but I've still been staying back late in school this whole week. Dread it man. But good news is........ SCHOOL ENDS AT 1230 TOMORROW AND I'M GOING TO RUSH HOME TO SLEEEP (Y)(Y)(Y) I don't like the computer nowadays, I'd rather sleep seriously. Maybe I should go for a run too, haven't perspire in ages and I feel so heavy. Yea, that shall be my plan. Good weather please!
Busy weekends again, there's training, concert and grading. Tests for next week are managable right now and I hope it does not increase! I miss MY BROTHERR IN ARMYZZZ
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