christmas. CHRISTMAS IS ENJOYABLE ENOUGH TO ENJOY. hohoho.

Ate at long beach marina, super full after that man!! My aunt and brother both got me bags. What a baggy christmas, we were exchanging bags. My brother got me this super cute ginger bread house with that santa from taiwan, i was admiring it until i decided to end its life at 1.47pm. Should have taken a picture of it man, super cute, yummy too. My cousin got me this nice butterfly necklace which is blue. that's all.

I'm going to watch King Kong FINALLY. The show starts at 430 so there's still plenty of time left. I needa get welcome gifts for the sec ones little kiddies too. Wrist bands with their names on for memorance sake and bandanas for group indentification. o.O Hole in my pocket. :( SEC ONES NEXT YEAR, you better don't make my life miserable in the camp, or I'll make yours worst! LOLOLOL.  ¶ 2:41 PM 0 Comments

  merry christmas MERRY CHRISTMAS!!

Let's see what I've got for christmas so far:

Xiwen gave a wallet.
Yvonne gave a cross necklace + zero point.
Brenda gave a pencil case + 6 pairs of socks.
Pandora gave a BIGG pooh soft toy.
Sue ean gave a pig handphone holder.
Lester gave an AVERAGE size tigger + a LONG pig.
Grace is gonna give me a piglet.

All i need now is a HUGE size eeyore to complete my happy family of "pooh and friends". Maybe anyone who knows or bump into roo could get it for me? Thanks peeps. My brother and xiwen came back last night!! But he's too tired to distribute the gifts yet. =( It's 1.o6pm and he's still sleeping. I saw a big bag of gifts!! *rubs hands* hohohoho.
Going aunt's house to celebrate later when he wakes up. And then ... more presents!! =)) Yippee!! I love christmas seasons so much!! Gifts + food + laughter + more. BUT most importantly Christmas is all about JESUS!! =)

Have a blessed christmas this year!! My wishlist is almost complete!! =)  ¶ 1:00 PM 0 Comments

  Xaviere OG 20kristy and zhutingWappo.
HOW COULD THE JUNIORS GET THAT LIME GREEN SHIRT WE WANTED?! UNFAIR. Thanks Brenda, Pan, Sue ean for my christmas presents! =)) BIRTHDAY BIRTHDAY BIRTHDAY.
maybe pan, you could get the 7 flowers cd for me if it's still popular then. =)
i want THAT bible. ='(

It's still means that i updated. seeya peeps. and bye blog.



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  brenda. THESE ARE THE THINGS I NEED, SHOULD,WANT,WILL AND MUST DO.


I need to treat brenda better. o.O
I should treat brenda better. x)
I want to treat brenda better. =)
I will treat brenda better. (:
I must treat brenda better.


SO SHOULD SHE.
SO SHOULD SHE.
SO SHOULD SHE.
SO SHOULD SHE.
SO SHOULD SHE.  ¶ 5:55 PM 0 Comments

  it's over "I use my life as a pledge to you."

it's finally over! Broken free, finally. =) But as I promised, you shall monitor me and I will know my limits. Results you better do pay! I miss my brother. He's gonna be back only on christmas eve. Wonder what he'll get for me over there. Hopefully Wang Zi Bian Qing Wa VCD. But I know he won't that meanie. =( "I won't get you anything that will disrupt the house." Oh whatever. Xiwen's gonna be back too on christmas eve, maybe they'll meet hahaha.
I JUST REALISED THAT IT'S ONE MORE WEEK TO SCHOOL REOPEN.

Okay, say i'm slow someone. AND I haven't finish any homework. AND I haven't started on all the homework. Well done. I still find the topic on RENYAO stupid. -__- wth?! @&#@$ My chinese standard haven't allow me to understand that yet. And I've got camps for 6 days which means I'm left with a few more days to finish up all my work. ='(
okay, i wanna go get my long wanted shoes. bye blog and God bless.

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  =) Quick replies:
Xiwen: okay, CEDAR then. cedars for short form lar. LOL. take care for your trip. =) will miss you one. =) GO pack your bag and rmb to sms me your flight details. Eat until you FAT ar. >.<
Sue ean: =) i'll have it changed after christmas. Now let you all get into the christmas mood first! LOL. so you want me to change it all to lime green or change only the red to hot pink? o.O
Sandra: lol, nope. is that "shaina" you?
Shaina: you use com so late?! FIRST TIME LOR. =/

Woke up at 1.15pm. Went service after that and GOSH, it was totally wonderfully beautifully awesome. We had candle light service and the candles were really beautiful when we looked down. Lucky we sat on the top and the view down was....WOW. :) Josephine brought her mum down. =) I LOVE HER man! First she brought her brother, then her mum. My turn will come i hope.


Feliz navidadFeliz navidad
Feliz navidad
Prospero ano felizcidad
I wanna wish you a merry christmas,
I wanna wish you a merry christmas,
I wanna wish you a merry christmas
from the bottom of my heart.

hohoho. merry christmas. =) take care. bye world.

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  .. I wanted to change this template but I was afraid that you would mind. HAHA, so I'm gonna change it soon! =)

Friendly with Cedars again! Played only 2 games. One with Pan and another with Sue ean. Draw all. DOT DOT DOT. We took so long then we could play a match. Seniors took two courts and we had to take one. They can play rubber set while we have to just stop after two sets. SO FAIR. Went back with Xiwen Yvonne Brenda Sue ean Pandora and Grace after the match. Took 100 then train back. Actually nothing much to post about. o.O i'm tired. mentally, physically.and There's so many things to do so no time for post. Ciaos.

"All I want for Christmas is... YOU!"  ¶ 8:33 PM 0 Comments

  take care Take care Isabel, Sue-ean and Phildia. (:
Take lotsa lotsa care okay!!

Friendly. Isabel injured her ankle just before the match started so I had to partner Kelly. Played the first match and we drawed. That was the stupidest match ever. I did the same stroke over and over again letting them smash me six times. 8-15, 15-13. No time for rubber set ; so off to resting.

Second one with Brenda. It was a thrash. We thrashed them. 15-0, 15-4. Wasn't really that competitive coz the other player gave up. She wasn't really pleased with me by then I could see and she was eager to end this match. We were leading the game by my serve and she was pissed. And coz she was pissed, she did many things that coz her to lose the 2nd set.

3rd with Kelly again. With the two singles player. Oh man, they're really strong! High balls are real high and with such an impact I cannot withstand. Gosh. They were leading VERY ahead. 2-14. Match point but we kept perservering. We got a score of 7 when they won. We could have lost at 2 points but we kept on. No fighting spirit huh? And it was a big thrash of scolding we got after the match. So encouraging. 7-15, 6-15. I dashed for all the balls, and you saw it ; dare deny again?

Maybe it's my actions that affect the way you look at me, but just you see, friendly on friday. Be more aggressive. But no more with Isabel. ='(

Take care and till then, bye blog.  ¶ 1:11 PM 0 Comments

  Why should I care? My friend, I stand in judgment now,
and feel that you are to blame somehow.
On earth I walked with you by day,
and never did you show the way.
You knew the Savior in truth and glory,
But never did you tell the story.
My knowledge then was very dim.
You could have led me safe to Him.
Though we lived together, here on earth,
you never told me of the second birth.
And now I stand before eternal hell,
because of heaven’s glory you did not tell!

Jo sent me this. I found it super meaningful. I once felt super guilty for not telling others the good news ; but you know what now? I've told you guys the news, it's your turn to accept it or not. I won't take any blame if you should ever regret one day cause i did my part. Get this super clear. I'll wait, I'll wait, and I'll wait again till the day you've woken up from your dream. But I hope you won't take too long.

You said that, but in your heart, you know the answer. =)
Search your conscience and stop talking as if you're in the right.

Today's service was great. =) The hall is super big and COOL. =) The sound system was WAAAAAAA zai man. I'm gonna spent 3-4 years here. Can't waste this chance. Jo's brother was there. =)) So happy. Pastor Sun was there too, oh man, her voice superrrrrrrrr..... :) Msg was great, praise and worship was awesome. We will shine!  ¶ 11:07 PM 0 Comments

  Bro not in singapore, may use com more often. 2 friendly next week ; ang mo kio and cedars.

First cell of ahs and bvs. Ahs one side and Bvs one side. Where's the love? "It's time with go up to a higher level." With them? I'm not saying anything bad about them but I really don't feel the acceptance as it is in W115. I miss/want brother ken!!

That pat on my shoulder was great and encouraging. I will for you and for myself work hard and build a strong CG. But it doesn't mean I don't wish for us to go back and be under you. I'm waiting.

Thanks JO.

Angel of Music says:
zhuting, rmb to ask God before u ask anyone, and no matter what, we'll be there for each other. I dont wanna it to be like last time ; stressed out, do this the right way.

Jo, For bk, ourselves, and our big plan, we will do our best. And we'll do it the right way. =) Nat and Ming Wei, you guys too.  ¶ 12:54 PM 0 Comments

  :) 2 days not online. Replies to tag. =)

Yvonne : hehehe. =) okay, you tag and i'll try to reply okay? =)
Sue ean : Hahaha, let's change to each other's blog song. O.o so now you come to my blog to listen to my song? =) thank you supporter of my blog. =) We'll drink our milo slowly, but not from the same shop already i guess. HOHOHO. Yeah, it grew ALOT, i think twice bigger. Help me edit some things in tagboard okay?
Sandra : hannah. see wrongly lar, you never say it was making the tagboard bigger what. lolol. eh, you faster come online, i wanna ask you sth. QUICK QUICK QUICK.
Cihui ; Grace ; Xiwen : Thank you. =) Grace, take lotsa care for your hand ar.

Okay done, miss out anyone? O.o Back to normal post.
Saturday
When out to watch Chicken little with Sandra and her sis. Was late again. Show was nice on the whole if I wasn't kick on the chair and spit and the hand. Alien kid is super cute. =) Went to her house there after. Played dai dee, dice game 1 & 2? HEHE. Loser had to drink a mixture of H2o, Coke, Ribena, Chrysanthemum, EGG, maple syrup, chocolate syrup. The egg SUCKS big time and poor Sandra drank it 4 times in a row. Left her hse at 2plus and I DID MY HOME WORK when I reached home. =) Then went for wedding dinner. Wow, the bride SUPER pretty lar. o.O 8-course meal, reached home at about 11.

Sunday
Joalin woke up late so I was kinda blessed. Taxi fare $26++? Shall not elaborate about the service but I really enjoyed it. Last service there and I made it. I forgot the guest's speaker name but she shared her life story and some thoughts went past me. I wanted to hide it like I used to, for I thought I'll just slide away again so there's no use to go back now. But the more I avoid it, the more I faced it. I didn't like the first feeling but when it hit on the bull eyes, it just hit it. She did it, her story was amazing. Pst Kong do have a way to deal with my heart. He asked and said the correct question and things. And I chose not to turn my face away from my first love and deny that I love Him again. I shaked and cried, and the feeling was different from the first time when I decided to surrender myself to Him on easter this year. It's just different and I can't explain it. I hope this is the last time I turn away again. Went to airport after service to sent tobbie off. Waited for Jo to come back. =) Went back at around 10 plus after dinner.

Today
Training in the morning but we didn't do alot of things. Time passed quite fast. Me Brenda Pan and Sue ean went to the new bubble tea shop after that. Service not as good, drink too. Sue ean had to leave early amd we went back to the old shop. Bought fries and we talked. Then Pan went back to go Ikea with her mum while brenda accompany me to buy my mum's birthday present. HAHA, many funny things happened on the way and we were laughing our heads off. First are the cockroaches. We only saw one cockroach on the wall so I wasn't that freaked out yet. And I was still laughing at brenda's reaction. You know brenda.. That funny girl. All her actions can make you laugh. =) When you walked further we started seeing NINE DEAD ones. I wanted to scare brenda but I got scared myself. We tried the other route but there was 3 dead ones. WTH. Blk 141, time to clean your block. =) So we took the BIG LONG route instead. We were screaming and laughing all the way and I think the people at the bus stop thinks we're crazy. I wanted to buy wallet/handbag but gosh. They were super expensive. Lipstick? We spent a very long time in finding the lipstick colours. Then in missha I saw this styling wax. I decided to buy that instead. Styling gel, Styling wax-soft, styling wax-hard. Brenda told me to take either the soft or hard wax. -HAHA smile- Both of us never bought this kinda things and our knowledge on it were 0%. We played those "luck games" and 4 times, it was all the styling wax-soft that we chose. Got it. Then brenda treated me to T____ _____? oops I forgot the name. Well it's nice lar. Sent her to the bus stop after that. Now, I'm waiting for my brother to come back so that we can go for dinner. Hey, I saved an empty stomach for this meal so it better be a good one. Bye guys. =)  ¶ 6:01 PM 0 Comments

  No longer the same The blogskin is finally changed! =)) Thanks sandra! =)
I got the songs from sue-ean at last!
HEH. I'm happy today. I mean now. My brother went over his friend place so I have the com! =)

http://www.morpheme.co.uk/frenzy/

try this. Sandra introduced that to me. Hey she got high score of 2.221? Try beating that. AND, i'll improve. =) SATURDAY hahahahahahaha. silly laugh? heh. confused laugh. A laugh to get away from answering.

No, but I really couldn't make it. My mum even got clothes for me to attend the dinner. No more reasons to reject. Sunday. It's my last chance. And our last visit there. I'll better get my ass there. See you peeps. Sandra, thanks for ending dec 2 nicely and starting dec 3 beautifully with me. Bye world now.  ¶ 12:55 AM 0 Comments

  Next year 1) Get top 10 in class.
2) Get top 100 in level.
3) Excel in badminton.
4) Do my duties as a councillor.
5) Pa. pa. pa.
6) Save money $$$$$.
7) Great relationship with friends.
****Daddy is my priority. First of firsts.

BUT for now.

1) Finish all holiday homeworks.
2) Train 100% ; full concentration.
3) Chemistry with Isabel.
4) Good Fabulous terms with all badminton players.
5) Pack my room for a good study environment.
6) Improve on all my subjects.
7) Sacrifice.
**** Sacrifice. That's the word. I depend on that for a good year next year. Daddy? =)  ¶ 12:06 PM 0 Comments

  - Match yesterday. Wow. Total off-form. It was only after the whole training that I realised both isabel and I were pissed with each other during the match. so wow. still managed to play 2 games ; 4 sets with her though both were pissed. Lost though but WE could have won!! 13-15, 12-15. the empire was really poor at counting scores. 1set she said it was 14-14 match point, OURS, then after the match, she said the scores were 13-15 ??????? I wanted a re-match but isabel said can't coz it's over. GEEE. I can't remember details of the second match but I remembered a few of isabel's tyco shot that pissed the other players off.

One was with pan. lost 7-15, 7-15. Sometimes i think coach really don't understand us. Me and pan weren't even train together before. HOHO, last minute put us together. I don't understand her playing style, neither does she. First part I thought they would thrash us. Really. They were getting points after points. 0-7. It was then when my mind started to remind me. "No giving up. Do your best. Gain points, not a must to win. Just gain points first!" I was also kinda "don't let them thrash us. very malu one!" Yeah, that's how we started our gaining of points. Quite slow, but I was rather pleased when we got 6, at least it won't be a thrash, and I've shown myself that perseverance do pay. A pity mine started a little too late. Second set they got the lead again. And it was at their 7 point that we started catching up too. Although lost, it was a lesson learned.

One with Sue ean was the nicest. 1-4. Then time out. It was our service so we were at the lead. HAHA, we were about to win already then they had to call off the game! 14 more points, we could have thrashed them inside out make them fall flat on the ground! =X Almost win lar, gee. 14 more points, just take 5 more mins we could have gotten them. heh.
Zhuting rocks, Sue ean stones, WE pebbles!!
Went out for dinner with Mr Ho, Miss Lim, Zhen fang and Zeng woon. Fish and co. yummy yum. "once bitten gets hooked" lol. We wanted to get dessert but it was too expensive and little. So Mr Ho foot the bill and we went to swensen for ice cream! =) HOHOHOH. I found out from Miss Lim that our mentality is very strong. Positive thinking from now on. =) Ate Earth quake. 8 flavours. YUM. This time Miss Lim foot the bill. Really enjoyed the dinner and all the conversations. Some were pure crap but some were really those chim chim thoughts. I think I'll get smarter if I keep talking to them. Filling my brains with new knowledge and words. HAHA. Laughter ended at 10.00pm when Mr Ho started sending us home. All were tired but I could notice a pleasant smile on each and every's face. =) Even Mr Ho was smiling to himself all the way since we left the airport. Fruitful day. I enjoyed myself. =) Totally.  ¶ 12:52 PM 0 Comments