A winner.
Monday, January 30, 2006
Yea sure. CNY is suppose to be nice.
Let's recount on what I did on NEW YEAR DAY itself.
I practically sleep my whole new year day off. And what can you tell from the word SLEEP?
1) You're too tired.
2) You've got nothing better to do so sleeping is the best way to kill time.
Well I guessed I belong to the 2nd category. Chinese New Year after 2003 was never fun already. I used to have handmade chinese new year goodies and all. House filled with noise and laughter. NOW, CNY SUCKS.
I miss my grandma. :'( ¶ 11:20 AM 0 Comments
Let's recount on what I did on NEW YEAR DAY itself.
I practically sleep my whole new year day off. And what can you tell from the word SLEEP?
1) You're too tired.
2) You've got nothing better to do so sleeping is the best way to kill time.
Well I guessed I belong to the 2nd category. Chinese New Year after 2003 was never fun already. I used to have handmade chinese new year goodies and all. House filled with noise and laughter. NOW, CNY SUCKS.
I miss my grandma. :'( ¶ 11:20 AM 0 Comments
Sunday, January 29, 2006
my birthday?
It was my birthday on 27th January. But my birthday wishes don't go away as my birthday fade. :)
I got pratically everything in my wishlist fufiled! =)) Left that Zinc bag and MORE badminton shorts. I wanted Sandra to get me that badminton shorts, but... ... THE STUPID SHOP IS CLOSED FOR NEW YEAR!!
So we met at 1 on saturday. Short Peter Silver for lunch and Sandra don't wanna fufil my wish by getting mayonise from the cashier which is just right behind her. Went Ntuc to get drinks later for renunion dinner and that was the first mistake made by me. It was so heavy and we had to carry it up and down and up and down and up and down and up and down TM in search for my presents. To no avail, we went to century square instead, we walked from tm to cs, tm to cs, up and down, up and down, with that plastic bag of heavy drinks. Lucky she helped me take a packet or I'll die carrying both. Finally after hours of walking, I manage to get my nice beloved present. :)
who says CNY is nice shall get a smack from me. ¶ 5:40 PM 0 Comments
I got pratically everything in my wishlist fufiled! =)) Left that Zinc bag and MORE badminton shorts. I wanted Sandra to get me that badminton shorts, but... ... THE STUPID SHOP IS CLOSED FOR NEW YEAR!!
So we met at 1 on saturday. Short Peter Silver for lunch and Sandra don't wanna fufil my wish by getting mayonise from the cashier which is just right behind her. Went Ntuc to get drinks later for renunion dinner and that was the first mistake made by me. It was so heavy and we had to carry it up and down and up and down and up and down and up and down TM in search for my presents. To no avail, we went to century square instead, we walked from tm to cs, tm to cs, up and down, up and down, with that plastic bag of heavy drinks. Lucky she helped me take a packet or I'll die carrying both. Finally after hours of walking, I manage to get my nice beloved present. :)
who says CNY is nice shall get a smack from me. ¶ 5:40 PM 0 Comments
Monday, January 23, 2006
We won Dunman. 5-0
The rest is more exciting and we can't slack already! Jiayou AHS. :)
Brenda, thanks for everything and I'm ultra sorry that I broke the glass. :'( Urgh, I'm super guilty. but. ARGH.
Anyway, people, you did well today. :) I'm so proud of AHS. I guess my motivational talk was to use man. =X I'm glad we passed a level. 6 more to go!
Sue ean : Nice match you played and thanks for bringing us to a higher confidence level by winning the first match. :)
Isabel : Thanks for being my so-good partner and not losing your temper when playing the match.
Chi-koong : Constant player! :) Your smashes were really great and sometimes I really wonder what's going through your mind during the match. Nice strategies!
Melek and Kelly : Good that you manage to win but you can do better. Be more serious next match. All the Best!
Brenda : Nice one Brenda, I saw you tapping balls! :) You've done great and continue doing that! Have more confidence and we have faith in you! :) JIAYOU BRENDA. :D
Pan : Thanks for cheering with me and cheering everyone on! :)
Tired day, I'm going off.
PEOPLE, HELP ME FIND A NICE BLOGSKIN FOR MY CHINESE BLOG. ¶ 6:36 PM 0 Comments
The rest is more exciting and we can't slack already! Jiayou AHS. :)
Brenda, thanks for everything and I'm ultra sorry that I broke the glass. :'( Urgh, I'm super guilty. but. ARGH.
Anyway, people, you did well today. :) I'm so proud of AHS. I guess my motivational talk was to use man. =X I'm glad we passed a level. 6 more to go!
Sue ean : Nice match you played and thanks for bringing us to a higher confidence level by winning the first match. :)
Isabel : Thanks for being my so-good partner and not losing your temper when playing the match.
Chi-koong : Constant player! :) Your smashes were really great and sometimes I really wonder what's going through your mind during the match. Nice strategies!
Melek and Kelly : Good that you manage to win but you can do better. Be more serious next match. All the Best!
Brenda : Nice one Brenda, I saw you tapping balls! :) You've done great and continue doing that! Have more confidence and we have faith in you! :) JIAYOU BRENDA. :D
Pan : Thanks for cheering with me and cheering everyone on! :)
Tired day, I'm going off.
PEOPLE, HELP ME FIND A NICE BLOGSKIN FOR MY CHINESE BLOG. ¶ 6:36 PM 0 Comments
Thursday, January 19, 2006
:)
Finally, this is the first day we don't have homework to do. After being so busy for 2 weeks, I can finally rest. So I guess I'm blogging more, later updating my chinese blog too. :)
JIAYOU netballers! I know you can thrash them.
Last training tomorrow before the tournament starts and it's the last chance to get all my strokes right and all. I hope coach brings my racket tomorrow or I'll cry my eyes off. I've been changing rackets for so many times and my mind can't settle down on the strength. This time, I had my racket re-stringed, and my new shoes too. FAITH FAITH FAITH. We're playing with Dunman sec on 23rd. =O
You came at such a wrong time. ¶ 4:48 PM 0 Comments
JIAYOU netballers! I know you can thrash them.
Last training tomorrow before the tournament starts and it's the last chance to get all my strokes right and all. I hope coach brings my racket tomorrow or I'll cry my eyes off. I've been changing rackets for so many times and my mind can't settle down on the strength. This time, I had my racket re-stringed, and my new shoes too. FAITH FAITH FAITH. We're playing with Dunman sec on 23rd. =O
You came at such a wrong time. ¶ 4:48 PM 0 Comments
Wednesday, January 18, 2006
phew.
School ended super early today. :) Went Grace house to do CmE project. And guessed what? We FINISHED it in 2hrs! It isn't those sloppy work though, it's super-ultra-extremely-really nice. And we managed to laugh most of the time and enjoyed each other's presense. :)
One of the joke was that grace wanted her maid to bring water up for us, so she called her maid who was downstairs with her phone. The house phone was ringing and the maid I guess wasn't convenient to answer it, so she shouted, "GRACE! GRACE! GRACE!"
"YA?"
"ANSWER THE PHONE!"
"I'M THE ONE CALLING!"
:) Grace gave up in the end and went down to take the water for us herself. We finished and went to Sembang Bedok to eat roti-prata. Then headed back at 5pm. I finished my science revision so I'm here blogging. But I'm tired, so I'm going off. :)
Yes, The Tournament starts on 23rd. ¶ 7:51 PM 0 Comments
One of the joke was that grace wanted her maid to bring water up for us, so she called her maid who was downstairs with her phone. The house phone was ringing and the maid I guess wasn't convenient to answer it, so she shouted, "GRACE! GRACE! GRACE!"
"YA?"
"ANSWER THE PHONE!"
"I'M THE ONE CALLING!"
:) Grace gave up in the end and went down to take the water for us herself. We finished and went to Sembang Bedok to eat roti-prata. Then headed back at 5pm. I finished my science revision so I'm here blogging. But I'm tired, so I'm going off. :)
Yes, The Tournament starts on 23rd. ¶ 7:51 PM 0 Comments
Sunday, January 15, 2006
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School's starting again. :
Finally after slacking and wasting my time on the computer for 2 days, I'm gonna study again. 2g is gonna be like so empty without the netballers and badminton players. The teachers are gonna teach the Table Tennis boys only, wonderful. Hopefully we can catch up with the rest of the levels.
There's so much things to do this week and I doubt I'll have anytime to blog. Training tmr and I have to go for a hair cut. Then project at grace's hse on tuesday. The rest are trainings again. Man, I hope I'll be less stress after the east zone! There are 3 projects so far and I can't really manage. Please, less hw okay! :)
Went to the library to find books on the fall of singapore. Found two, and THEY WERE ____ HEAVY. Then went east point with my mum and I bought 4 pens, 2 shirts, and a shoe. SALES PERSON DO NEEDA BE MORE FLEXIBLE. Who says jacket MUST be the one for working class?! AND who says besides for the working class, there's only sweater that's also called jacket? GOSH, I was patiently explaning when I decided to give up.
okay, I needa go post on my chinese blog already, if I can come back during this week, good, if not, wait till the weekends. Till then, bye blog and God bless world. ¶ 9:57 PM 0 Comments
Finally after slacking and wasting my time on the computer for 2 days, I'm gonna study again. 2g is gonna be like so empty without the netballers and badminton players. The teachers are gonna teach the Table Tennis boys only, wonderful. Hopefully we can catch up with the rest of the levels.
There's so much things to do this week and I doubt I'll have anytime to blog. Training tmr and I have to go for a hair cut. Then project at grace's hse on tuesday. The rest are trainings again. Man, I hope I'll be less stress after the east zone! There are 3 projects so far and I can't really manage. Please, less hw okay! :)
Went to the library to find books on the fall of singapore. Found two, and THEY WERE ____ HEAVY. Then went east point with my mum and I bought 4 pens, 2 shirts, and a shoe. SALES PERSON DO NEEDA BE MORE FLEXIBLE. Who says jacket MUST be the one for working class?! AND who says besides for the working class, there's only sweater that's also called jacket? GOSH, I was patiently explaning when I decided to give up.
okay, I needa go post on my chinese blog already, if I can come back during this week, good, if not, wait till the weekends. Till then, bye blog and God bless world. ¶ 9:57 PM 0 Comments
This is so freaking insane. And if I know it's reality, I might as well die. Over the past few months, I realised a drastic change in everyone. And sad to say, some became worst than what they were already. And in shortly 4months, I can declare that I really lost all those that were really precious to me once in my life. It's sad to say that but sometimes, things just needa go a step further while I was still enjoying my state. I don't hate moving forward, but I hate to be over-happy that I forgot to move up and when I realised, all has already gone a step further.
Since 5th of December until now, have I been really moving along and trying to catch up? I thought through this, and the answer just came by as a straight "NO!". Well I really thought that I was, but fact just pop up and occur to me that, NO!, no you're not, just shoo.
There's no one that really understand what's in me and going through me. There isn't a simple trust and the worst thing you can find out is that they have been backstabbing you all the while. Why am I placed in this time and in this period of unsettlement? Reality like arrows came shooting back at me. What's the use of having so many friends but when you're in need, they just run away like I'm an alien or something? Why when they dislike me, they have to look as if they like me because the others does and they don't wanna be left out? And why those who like me have to just go away and be with others when I need them? WHY WHY WHY?
No one could answer all these that have been in my mind forcing me to break down? Love can't win anything. You can love others, but others can choose not to love you. Just accept it.
Love? ¶ 10:37 AM 0 Comments
Since 5th of December until now, have I been really moving along and trying to catch up? I thought through this, and the answer just came by as a straight "NO!". Well I really thought that I was, but fact just pop up and occur to me that, NO!, no you're not, just shoo.
There's no one that really understand what's in me and going through me. There isn't a simple trust and the worst thing you can find out is that they have been backstabbing you all the while. Why am I placed in this time and in this period of unsettlement? Reality like arrows came shooting back at me. What's the use of having so many friends but when you're in need, they just run away like I'm an alien or something? Why when they dislike me, they have to look as if they like me because the others does and they don't wanna be left out? And why those who like me have to just go away and be with others when I need them? WHY WHY WHY?
No one could answer all these that have been in my mind forcing me to break down? Love can't win anything. You can love others, but others can choose not to love you. Just accept it.
Love? ¶ 10:37 AM 0 Comments
Saturday, January 14, 2006
I so hate the current position I am now.
But I don't wish to express it.
Smile can't win anything, that's my point of view. But who cares, anyway? :'(
I hate it when tears form around my eyes and I feel so hopeless. (for that moment)
I wish there was someone for me.
I wish that I could be happier.
Hang on for Jesus.
If I think I'm lonely, go find someone lonelier and talk to her.
But the problem is, there's no one lonelier than I am.
At least for now. ¶ 11:16 PM 0 Comments
But I don't wish to express it.
Smile can't win anything, that's my point of view. But who cares, anyway? :'(
I hate it when tears form around my eyes and I feel so hopeless. (for that moment)
I wish there was someone for me.
I wish that I could be happier.
Hang on for Jesus.
If I think I'm lonely, go find someone lonelier and talk to her.
But the problem is, there's no one lonelier than I am.
At least for now. ¶ 11:16 PM 0 Comments
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I was rudely interrupted in my dreams by my mum's smack and many attempts trying to pull my blanket away. I had to go to the doctor for my sore throat which has been for days, and today, being a saturday, was my only free morning. I wanted to strangle myself when I found out that my throat was all right in the morning.
So still in the midst of slacking. I'll do my homework and some revision later. I'm so jealous that my brothers get to go and get their freaking scholarships later. I'll get it this year, I promise. Oh yes, that SIX PACS too.
SUE EAN, WHERE ARE YOU? ¶ 1:46 PM 0 Comments
So still in the midst of slacking. I'll do my homework and some revision later. I'm so jealous that my brothers get to go and get their freaking scholarships later. I'll get it this year, I promise. Oh yes, that SIX PACS too.
SUE EAN, WHERE ARE YOU? ¶ 1:46 PM 0 Comments
Friday, January 13, 2006
o.O
I'm deleting this blog soon. Should I, should I not?
I really have no time for computer and every time I come online, I update my chinese blog first. Free to go, and a must to tag.
www.colourmixtures.blogspot.com
Like I said, it's my chinese blog, which means everything (or most of it) is gonna be in chinese. Ya, and I'll be practically repeating whatever I wrote there to here, except that it'll be in english. Well, first week of school is really strangling me till i could hardly breathe.
Monday-Training
Tuesday-Study
Wednesday-MORE training
Thursday-SPT
Friday-MORE AND MORE AND MORE training
Worst part is, we've got so many trainings, we also got alot of people going for training! We hardly got enough courts for ourselves. I'm burning out. I still have my studies to do, and it's a promise I made to many. There's only saturday sunday and tuesday for studies? Is it too unbalanced? No entertainment time and no computer. =) / =(
bye blog. not forever, yet.
Shut up, can't you see i'm trying to make it different. ¶ 8:52 PM 0 Comments
I really have no time for computer and every time I come online, I update my chinese blog first. Free to go, and a must to tag.
Like I said, it's my chinese blog, which means everything (or most of it) is gonna be in chinese. Ya, and I'll be practically repeating whatever I wrote there to here, except that it'll be in english. Well, first week of school is really strangling me till i could hardly breathe.
Monday-Training
Tuesday-Study
Wednesday-MORE training
Thursday-SPT
Friday-MORE AND MORE AND MORE training
Worst part is, we've got so many trainings, we also got alot of people going for training! We hardly got enough courts for ourselves. I'm burning out. I still have my studies to do, and it's a promise I made to many. There's only saturday sunday and tuesday for studies? Is it too unbalanced? No entertainment time and no computer. =) / =(
bye blog. not forever, yet.
Shut up, can't you see i'm trying to make it different. ¶ 8:52 PM 0 Comments
Monday, January 09, 2006
GOSH I'M SO FREAKING TIRED. =(
Trained for 6 hrs today coz school ended at 1235?! Man, I can fall flat on the bed NOW and sleep like a log for the next 24hrs! And there's still lit project at Chi Koong's hse tmr. I wonder if I can still survive the week. I CAN'T BELIEVE BRENDA READS FASTER THAN ME. Gotta feel the urge now man, she's so freaking fast like 100 pages ahead?! argh.
Some tips from Nat :
nAtÄLa] nth to say... no voice to talk too... =) says:
during class MUZ pay attention and absorb everything the teachers are going thru. den if need.. recess you stay back in class to do your work lor..
if really tired.. sleep earlier.. and the next day make sure you're awake..
if not recess also juz sleep in class..free period do your work or sleep..
before trng starts you juz complete most of your hw lor..
=D She never fail to help me whenever I need help or advices. And always place that smile back on me with her smile. Thanks Nat! =) So glad to have such a great sister. okay, i think i better be off to my work or i'll really lag behind. God bless and take care. ¶ 8:25 PM 0 Comments
Trained for 6 hrs today coz school ended at 1235?! Man, I can fall flat on the bed NOW and sleep like a log for the next 24hrs! And there's still lit project at Chi Koong's hse tmr. I wonder if I can still survive the week. I CAN'T BELIEVE BRENDA READS FASTER THAN ME. Gotta feel the urge now man, she's so freaking fast like 100 pages ahead?! argh.
Some tips from Nat :
nAtÄLa] nth to say... no voice to talk too... =) says:
during class MUZ pay attention and absorb everything the teachers are going thru. den if need.. recess you stay back in class to do your work lor..
if really tired.. sleep earlier.. and the next day make sure you're awake..
if not recess also juz sleep in class..free period do your work or sleep..
before trng starts you juz complete most of your hw lor..
=D She never fail to help me whenever I need help or advices. And always place that smile back on me with her smile. Thanks Nat! =) So glad to have such a great sister. okay, i think i better be off to my work or i'll really lag behind. God bless and take care. ¶ 8:25 PM 0 Comments
Sunday, January 08, 2006
argh
Service was great yesterday with Joyce meyer. =) She's really great! Love yourself and your life, interesting message, yar, I can't deny that love keeps everything going and it's from love that things started going. =) Man, I wanted to buy that book she wrote but guess the price.
$96!!
lol, okay. that's all. I finally finish my chinese blog! GO GO GO read and comment it. =) thanks. Those who don't know the address ask me. PLEASE OKAY.
This is such a short entry i can rush out cause I really spent too much time on the com. okay, that's all i have to say! =) bye ppl!
*it's so retarded that you can don't bother to read this post. ¶ 2:13 PM 0 Comments
lol, okay. that's all. I finally finish my chinese blog! GO GO GO read and comment it. =) thanks. Those who don't know the address ask me. PLEASE OKAY.
This is such a short entry i can rush out cause I really spent too much time on the com. okay, that's all i have to say! =) bye ppl!
*it's so retarded that you can don't bother to read this post. ¶ 2:13 PM 0 Comments
Friday, January 06, 2006
RAFFLES?!
Hey people I'm BACK.
Gosh the feel of typing on the keyboard and using the computer is just ever so great. A pity there's a limit I can blog today cause I wanna study! =) There's so much to do this weekend. Read 2 books - chinese and literature.
AND I FORGOT TO BRING MY SCIENCE BOOK BACK!
Wth, i'm gotta SELF STUDY for science later. MR TAN DOESN'T WANT 2G anymore and he doesn't mind seeing us fall down. ='( FINE. Oh ya, The match with rgs was @!*#^@&*$%^#%$&. How great, They are the national champions! No one is C'division won and the highest we got was 6 points?! okay, I don't wanna disgrace myself here anymore. =)
Back to studying, BRENDA, I'm catching up. FEEL THE PRESSURE. AHAHAHAHAHAA. ¶ 8:21 PM 0 Comments
Gosh the feel of typing on the keyboard and using the computer is just ever so great. A pity there's a limit I can blog today cause I wanna study! =) There's so much to do this weekend. Read 2 books - chinese and literature.
AND I FORGOT TO BRING MY SCIENCE BOOK BACK!
Wth, i'm gotta SELF STUDY for science later. MR TAN DOESN'T WANT 2G anymore and he doesn't mind seeing us fall down. ='( FINE. Oh ya, The match with rgs was @!*#^@&*$%^#%$&. How great, They are the national champions! No one is C'division won and the highest we got was 6 points?! okay, I don't wanna disgrace myself here anymore. =)
Back to studying, BRENDA, I'm catching up. FEEL THE PRESSURE. AHAHAHAHAHAA. ¶ 8:21 PM 0 Comments
