i'm back from my camp (:

supposed to break camp at 12 but we had aar until 5.30. had to cancel the meeting with isabel. sorry! i slept for 12 hours last night and i'm still feeling tired. lol. many leg cramps throughout the night. =/ there's training today! :D

natty, wey jian and i are the facilitators of group 1. lol, once again, charmaine is in my group. so fated. xD haha, but this is it's different, coz we are not supposed to lead them, we're just to guide them along. the overall camp was alright coz we weren't doing much things but just bringing them around. night game was scary for the first part but as we get along.. not that le.. nicole acts well. :D we slacked our way from 11 plus to 12 while the group came up with a storyline. everyone was super tired but they tried their best to participate in the discussion.

hahaha i slept at 4 plus that night. sheena and i went to ka jiao the sec 1s. i went to kajiao charmaine and kelyn. lol. they crap super alot. =X chat till 3 plus and i'm super tired already. charmaine that siao one dont needa sleep. kelyn fell dead right after she lie on the sleeping bag. and there was a cockroach in the room! haha, it was right beside sheena, luckily i spotted it or it would have crawled into someone's bed .... LOL. then charmaine to the rescue. first girl i see that's so brave. lol. with a tissue paper, she killed the cockroach. w h a t t h e h e l l?! haha.

overall,
1) the camp is nice.
2) the banner nice.
3) i've learnt new pa skills :D
4) wey jian's very gentlemanly.
5) sheena is nice.
6) charmaine and kelyn knows how to bully me. -.-
7) yun xuan is cute!!!!!!! xD
8) charmaine is strong.
9) i love beach rally but i still can't beat wey jian's high score.
10) i've made 2 new friends. - kelyn and yun xuan!! :D  ¶ 11:36 AM 0 Comments

  actually, it has been a long time since i last talk to many people. =/

i've been packing my house since friday night and now, it's rest time coz i'm going down to Anglican High for the council selection camp. 2 days 1 night which means i'll only be back tomorrow. okay, like what isabel had told me to do, i hope i won't get sick again after this camp. but it's typical for me to get sick after each camp so if i don't get sick by tmr.. HAHAh.

i've failed terribly.
i wonder why it's so difficult for me to give my concerns out. maybe i'm afraid to hit the sensitive issue so i act as if i didn't know about it. i really wanna know how you're going on now. this holiday hopefully won't make us drift apart.
bel, how are you? grace, how are you? alicia, how are you? andrea, how are you?
i miss you guys loads.  ¶ 10:20 AM 0 Comments

  this is the test of strength.

is our foundation strong?
will this last?
it depends on our will now.

i believe in life, there are ups and downs; and this, is just the first obstacle. please don't make this a regret. i don't care what others say, as long as i know i'm on the right track, i move on. i don't know about you but me, i know what i'm doing and yes, it doesn't mean that what others expect of me, i must abide. i choose who i wanna be with. i choose which way i wanna go. and even if i regret it in the later part of my life, it's me that's in hurt. can you just stop commenting on the way i live my life?

and you just pretty have no right to call us fuckers, neither do you to fuck us.  ¶ 2:52 PM 0 Comments

  i'm in com lab now. :)

pan's beside me now! hahahaha. hope she's enjoying wangzibianqingwa! we're all so crazy over taiwan shows! LOL. next show i'm watching is FINALLY e zuo ju zhi wen. but if only my dispute with my brother will end. :( today's lessons are so boring. four main and home ec. i'm reading angels and demons now! ahhhhh i need more books. flood me with books someone. although i know that my speed of reading is still... =/

okay heats finally over. ran all my events. 200m, 4x100, 4x400.

well, i've got 1st for my individual but 2nd for both relays. =/ brenda's the best! she's really good. at least we managed to caught up from last to second. we're all disappointed but i hope we'll do well for sports day. lost to SJAB. basketballers and netballers are real fast. :( / :) i mean they got the stamina and speed. probably they'll be leading us by 100m on the actual day? no, can't let that happen, i'm going train during the june holidays. no, actually, we.

the b boys run real fast. i think practically sprinting the whole round?! OMG i admire them. wonder if i could ever be like them.. LOL, but many of them fell on the ground after that. hah. badminton b boys are cool. :D songhan's reallllll fast. so are zhengyi, leon and another sec 4 senior. second for them.

thanks for cheering me on yesterday :D i heard your cheers when i was running. LOL. sports day geeeeeeeeeeeee. i'm so scared. i'm so lucky to catch my breathe. =/

(after running 4x100m)
teacher: okay, c div girls for 4x400m, please gather now.
me: HUH?! that's fast. (still drinking water)

luckily there are heats one and two and i'm on heats two do there's sufficient time to rest. :D sports day maybe much faster. well good luck then.

CI HUI IS NICE :D thanks for the heat rub.  ¶ 10:49 AM 0 Comments

  thanks brenda for your encouragement! (: you're the first in the 24hours to motivate me. that's what i needed most now. zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz.

LANE e i g h t . . . . the last and outest lane. w h a t t h e h e l l. i hate the last lane and i'm having it for TWO events. >.- ah whatver.
congrats belbel for getting champ! :D you're the first to get a medal and you're the first in badminton to get one! we're so proud of you. :D

brenda, don't be scared! you've done very well today! beat your own timing. :D don't stress yourself too much k! you can do it, we can do it! :D

juniors, all the best; netballers, all the best; badminton de, all the best; zhuting, all the best. :D tmr tmr tmr is the blooooday big day we've been waiting for. .

i'm trying my best to supress this feeling. please. not now.  ¶ 9:10 PM 0 Comments

  what a waste of another day.

started reading angels and demons. everyone says it's the best book dan brown wrote.. well, i don't know, it just happen to me that i went to school so early in the morning and the book was on ryan's table so i took it. :P anyway, ryan don't wanna read the book anymore. so i probably have to finish it before fu seng goes shanghai? zzz.

my sense of timing is getting lousier. :( i keep catching the earliest bus resulting in me reaching school at 6.30 when no one is there and the sky is so dark. but i don't wanna take the later one coz i hate squeeezing in that darn crowded bus. . .

trained for heats today. all turned up except chikoong. she's sick again. get well soon chikoony puny! (: we need you on heats man. hehe. we've got more projects to do. now with geog and history. geog is group of 4(dortz) while history is individual. zzzzz and for the first two week of june holidays, i'll be away or either that, i've a whole day of activities. so cool. and we've got 2 projects and 2 chinese books to read. seeee. i hate this. now time's rushing me again. :'(

you're such a bastard. you.  ¶ 10:10 PM 0 Comments

  andrea's place :D hello (:

today is a happy day! i was at andrea's house for almost 12 hours. hahah. and i just reached home, which is 11pm now. i love her house so much lar! and she's such a good host.. :D so we started off with the science project. and we finished it off with 10 slides. but it was a lot of information! well, i hope we can score well, we took so long to do these projects. the maths was the worst. we didn't understand what probability was. then we just started on the end product which wasn't really a success. but uncle gave us ideas and helped us! he's nice (: but we were running out of time. can you imagine a group work that has to be done by 5 ppl now shrunk to 3? and then bel bel had to go home at 6. . . . by then, we still did not have anything done for math.

so andrea and i just stared into to blank space until we got enlightened. we did the slides and all the scenarios! this time is pair work k! the rest of the zigaa member, you guys owe us a treat! :P i'm so glad we managed to finish! and we randomly tyco-ly got an answer which all the numbers matched each other! :D oh ya, btw, the name of our new game is "add+them+up". i love that game! :D it's so nice. shall play it another time!

uncle is really friendly. he bought us dinner and lunch for us. almost everytime when we go her house. hahha, although we took a rather long time(coz there's only andrea and i left to do the project), i enjoyed every moment with andrea! (: haha, many inside jokes! "tease that toe"? hahaha. oh yes, i'm the first to have dinner at her place! woohoo. lol. probability's really tough. i'll cry if mr mok ever say we did it all wrongly! coz we did 25 slides all by ourselves! and there're alot of mind-racking, brain-nerving, self-destruction moments! lol. my brain juice are almost gone by now...

so we finished the project at 10.30 sharp. and uncle drove me back. (: hahha, full of praises for the seet family! :D then andrea and her dad both walked me to my doorstep. they are nice ppl! (: coz louisa said that there's a chain of raping/molest case around the area of tampines and well, my block's under construction and there are many bangla sleeping in the void deck. =/ so here i am, safe and sound coz of them! :D

well, thanks belbel for your concern too! (: i had movie marathon at andrea's place and i'm sleeping over there! don't be jealous k! :P

seet family is a family of nice and caring ppl. <3
even my mum thinks so ;)  ¶ 11:22 PM 0 Comments

  Today's bbq was a success :D it is the first bbq that everything went well, the food, the people, the bonding. mr mok came with the drinks! he's super nice form teacher i can say (: okay maybe i'm beginning to like him again. (:

but we're not halfway done the projects! gonna go andrea's house again at 10 again to finish up. hopefully we can coz the deadlines are on monday. maths science math science. oh no, can anyone tell me if we had done english? =/ had movie screening at andrea's place today. of course after doing 10 slides of the science project. but we only managed to watch a show. we watched herbieeee. was a nice show. and grace was laughing super duper loudly! gosh. but she's nicee (: the show was nice. and andrea's room IS nice and cool ;)

isabel, "hello, look(surname) here."
alicia, "hello, pe(pee) here."
andrea, "hello, seet(sit) here."
mr mok's one sounds the best! "hello, mok here." :D

oh yes. bbq. tropica is nice. went there around 5 plus. and taking the merry-go-round is a big big no no! i couldn't take it lar! and i feel like puking after taking a few rounds. =/ i wonder how ppl like geraldine can stand the spinning. you can't see the surroundings but you can hear them. it's really scary. and when you stop, your head turns in circle and that makes you feel worst! i was pale according to them, well that was how weak i felt i was at least. then me and brenda(the victims) lost our appetites. so we played some card games- daidee and cheat. lolol, pandora keeps getting conned! xD grace says i'm a good liar. :P but we didn't finish the game coz the food were ready by then.

we took shifts and i did the third shift with pandora and grace. pan and i are the cooking partners! hahaha, thanks brenda for bringing drinks to me everytime i'm cooking. (: so sweet isn't she? woohoo, fuseng is nice too. he didn't went to play with the boys but stayed behind to help the girls with the charcoal and all.

the watermelon competition was fun but filling. gosh, brenda eats water melons fast! i think she finished the whole piece in 10secs. she's the only calm one that isn't laughing. the rest were just laughing their heads off, including me. and we couldn't swallow the watermelon and the juice starts dripping down. looks gross but we weren't looking, we were busy laughing with fuseng at the side" walao so sick, stop laughing leh.. then the juice drip and drip..." lolol. i'm sooo0o0o full. went back at 10. funday. :D i love this gathering. alot. and i learnt that wenjia licks people. HAHA.

heats is coming. :D what now with an aching body and painful muscles? ..  ¶ 10:53 PM 0 Comments

  i thought i scored high for my mid years. at least higher than i expected. but actually i couldnt even hit a 70%. what the fuck.
this is so ridiculous. i'm not regretting anything because i'm very sure that i did put in alot of effort. i don't think i've put in lesser than anyone. maybe for some but hello, i really worked hard for this. i started weeeks and weeks before and now my results are telling me that i can't friggin get an average of 70%?! this is so unbelievable. i studied so freaking hard and this is what i get. so all the attitude about being able to persevere, and all are just a piece of shit? damn.
top 10 in class,you seeemed to be getting further and further away.

one thing worth being happy for: i've learnt double skip.  ¶ 7:09 PM 0 Comments

  SORRY ANDREA FOR MAKING YOU WORRY.
but i know you'll still love me right <3

muacks love you, forgive me k! lol really sorrrrrrryyyyyyyyy.

okay, it's lesson time and i'm not lessoning to mr mok. so dead. sorry bye. and SORRY ANDREA. (: gonna get back lit later, hope i can do well. see ya peeps.
i came to blog just for to apologise to you sweetheart! hahahahaha byebye.  ¶ 1:40 PM 0 Comments

  hello (:

got back results like i said. . some disappointments while some surprises. MR YAT YOU IDIOT. second time you're doing this to me. you suck lar. it's so obvious that the stupid water particles are liquid state yet you just wont mark me right. and you taught us that way. go and die you ass.

"erm no, i cant give you the marks.. this is marked by other teachers lar, so sorry can't help you."

such an ass. cant you have your own stand. GEEEEEEEEEE. what you mean you cant seee that the particles are close together yet in random motion?! it's so obvious because i drew more than the air particles but less than the solid particles. gosh.
lesson learnt: to depend on yourself more. coz sometimes there are just stupid ppl who wont go your way because they dont have a mind of their own.

AHHHH training rocks (: saw jiaolian finally! miss him so much lar. but he made us run 30 rounds around the main school hall, did 500 skipping and 4 positions for dumbels, 100 each. i'm so tired after that. ahhh. i tried 283 times to obtain my double skip. sad to say, i still failed and i have alot of whip marks on my leg =/ somehow, it's not painful. hahaha, double skip is so bloooday coool. saw how jiaolian did it? that'll be me in the near future ;D AHAA.
i'm so motivated to learn that double skip.  ¶ 8:29 PM 0 Comments

  happpy mamamma day! i'm still feeling tired although i slept alot today. =/ let me tell you my sleeping story:

okay, so i stayed up until 5am today and then when to sleep. then i woke up around 9 coz my brother was at the bedside waking me up. oh freak, i merely had enough sleep. =/ well it's mother's day and he wants me to give the present together. so i being such a nice sister woke up and gave the present with him. awwww so sweet. went to eat honey star. sunday is such a boring day. i wanted to watch some dvd but my brother wanna watch power rangers. can you believe it?! he has been watching that since dont know when. well, dont blame him, he has a bad childhood. xD jkg. okay, so i went back to sleep until 4plus. ithinkiamcool. (: practically three-quarter day gone.

when i woke up practically everyone was sleeping except my second brother. hahahaha, we were having family bonding in dreamland actually. lol. so my day today, being the most boring one again, is filled with sleeping. thanks for letting me bore you with my sleeping story.

THE END

whee~ another treat from my brother for mama day. love you bro. (:  ¶ 7:10 PM 0 Comments

  okay, i guessed i really cant survive in loneliness. hahahahahaa i broke freeeeeeeeee. happy pom pee pee. spirit of prayer.. ahhhh dont you think it's so coool? just so amazed at what dr phil said. saw the holy spirit. and his encounter and all. omg, if this could ever happen to me, i guessed i already moved another level higher. !!! ahaha.

i want to create that ambience! AHHH.

okay, charmaine came today! (: service rocks and i love the songs they sang today. so much. it's really really nice. felt so refreshed even by just 10 mins of prayer! weee. went tampines after service as charmaine was in the rush home. but in the end, she went with us to get mother's day present coz she got consent from her mum. (: so it's just me her and nat. i enjoyed their presence. they're nice people to be with. love them ahahahah. (: got a hangbag for my mum. hope she'll like it.

wenmei you're a nice person (: i hope you'll be deeply blessed coz you are always going around blessing people! (: thanks for all your tags which really brighten up my heart!

so we're getting back our results on monday! i'm hoping for the best. although not much hopes on language, i still hope i'll do well. $10 for each A1. i really hope i can get it. coz i'm getting into a stupid financial crisis. happy mother's day in advance!

it has been 2 days and counting.  ¶ 10:42 PM 0 Comments

  so maybe it's fated for me to lose connection with the world.

my dad just brought my nokia charger to china and i couldn't use my brother's charger because his phone's charger is for the newer version. weeeelll, i thought all nokia chargers are the same? that's why i gave my dad my charger without hesitation. argh, so i'm wrong anyway. greaat, so my phone's left with 2 bars and my dad will only come back 5 days later. somebody tell me i rock man. i think it could hardly survived the weekend. so i turned my phone off to reserve the battterieeee.

hahaha. coool. it was the first time in my whole sec school life that i switched off my phone for the whole day. on my own accord. and it just feels so great to have no one to disturb me. or rather, they had no means to contact me. but it feeels greater when i on my phone and a whole list of msges starts appearing. at least i know i'm missed by people around me. heeee. i'll start to on my phone 24/7 again after my dad comes home probably. i miss my charger, i miss the dvd he's gonna buy back, but most importantly, i miss him. sigh, thought i could spent my looong weeekend with him but he gotta leave!! argh, reality really hurts. boohoo.

meanwhile, don't worry coz i won't reply instantly. but at least i'll try my best to reply, depending on the content. (: ahhhhhhhhhh. gonna cut my hair later. man, this weekend is of a total waste.

ISABEL, your phone really suck big time. =/  ¶ 10:02 AM 0 Comments

  disillusioned by life with good reason to frown,
for the world was intent on dragging me down.

a few days back, time was rushing me. now, it's my turn to rush it back. i seriously wouldn't mind exams to project works. project works are killing me. 3 project works to be done by 22may. 10 days. and i'm wasting 3 days already. the teachers are crazy, no post exams but full of shit projects. i cant wait for that movie marathon. i just wanna keep myself occupied. it sucks to have nothing to do and it sucks more to have too many things to do. i miss zigaa. it seems like we havent met for ages although we just met yesterday morning.

the problem isn't with the world,
the problem is me.

feeling bored. bored. bored.bored. boredom kills zhuting. boredom kills me. bored.bored.bored. if you dont want me to die then kill boredom for me. i'll name you my hero and idolise you forever. lolololololollololololol. have you ever been filled with alot of thoughts in your mind that you dont know how to react to it? then you just feel sad all day long. and you feel like talking to someone but you dont know where to start and how to start from? then you'll shut up and think about it and try to overcome the stress and sadness in you yourself? and you'll sinkkk into a deeeeep pit and close yourself up in your own world. then you'll just die and no one will care? hahaha happy ending. i looovvvve it.

to hell with the world and the devil.  ¶ 1:30 PM 0 Comments

  i'm closed up again.

i feel like shit now. shit, you know shit. yes, shit.

i'm the least surprise.
first, you left without saying bye.
second, you refused to answer any of my calls.
third, you hung up on me without saying bye.
what wrong have i done to deserve this treatment. nothing, just to clarify. you all didn't even ask if i wanted it.

life, what a joke. you've turned me round and round. thanks alot.

it was all messed up.  ¶ 8:25 PM 0 Comments

  exams ended like a breeze. 3 days and *poof* it's over.

went out with zigaa after that. grace finally came! :D lololol. hmmmm. wanted to watch poisedon but the show starts at 5.30. BOOOHOOOO. :( i wanna watch that! anyone wants to? :) so we decided on aquarmarine in the end. HAHAHAH, like i expected, it was an awesome show :D the ending wasn't expected and it ended nicely. like what andrea said, it's good for friends bonding. =/ the show is funny yet it makes you wanna cry at some part. it's like i not stupid too, just that i not stupid too is nicer. :D much much nicer. i thought it was the best show i've ever seen coz it really relates to me. and that jerry, he's so nice. "i just wanna buy 1 hour of your time." ahhhhhhh. okay. today is a happy day though lit ended awfully. :( cathay is nice. :D very very.... classy. but it's rather cold there.

went back darn early which is now because everyone had to be home early. O.o now i'm stucked at home but luckily my brother's asleep so the com is mine! :D i predict i'll be sick tmr. don't feel like going to school tmr. it just feel so holiday now dont you think so? hahaha, it's okay. training training training now! i've totally forgotten about it until sue ean reminded me. argh. lost the passion for it but i'll get it back as soon as i get back on court; well at least i hope so.

awwwwwwww exams are over, that means no more geraldine beside me. :( gonna miss her so much. she's nice she's nice :D but i dont mind sitting beside bel bel too. although she broke my heart when she say that with the exam sitting arrangement, she had peace to the ears for a week. :'( ah whatever. actually, i dont mind sitting with anyone in class coz it's the time we spent that makes us closer. so well... :D

so now, the cycle has been reversed. trainings will make up most of my life. i hope to improve fast enough to catch up with the sec 3s. and my running! AHHHHHHH sprint sprint sprint. my knee hurts so much nowadays that i have difficulties even when walking. but the pain comes and goes so.. depends. champion, i place my eyes on you and can't wait to have you soon. :) now at least i have a goal to work towards for the rest of the term.

exams are over, so who's gonna start studying for end year now?  ¶ 5:38 PM 0 Comments

  :D "until you feared you'll lose it, you'll never love it" how true.
as i ponder over this sentence, i realised that, actually, we are really taking many things for granted. but well, just because something is always there, you assume that it'll always be there and don't care about it. until one day it's gone. you'll start blaming yourself for not cherishing it. why?

i really don't like the feeling of regret. i fear what the future may brings. i dont want and dont wish to think about it. but as i look and observed at people's lives, there are many people who are hurt by reality yet stay strong. no matter how hurt they are inside, they still put on their greatest smile for you. i admire them for their courage but i'm always wondering what's going on in their mind..  ¶ 11:03 AM 0 Comments

  andrea's house. HAHAHAHAHHAHA nightmare has finally been over! :D wheee i so rock. xD
hehehehehe so it has been over for my hatest subject maths, which is andrea's favourite. =/ science was alright. :) studied like mad last night. and i didn't manage to finish, luckily the paper didn't really go indept so i was able to answer some question base on general knowledge. but stilllll. . i hope i can get an A1. =/ less than 10 qns i really didn't understand. the rest still can make it. :D hmmm so maths and science is over, which means, i'm only left with lit. :D hahahahahahahahha, i'm so glad exams end so quickly. i'm going out with zigaaa aaaa aaaaa tmr. no minus the 10 a(s) hahahahahahahahah tooo many alicia(S) i'll die. kk, just kiddding. let you relax before exam just like that teacher who helped us "relief our stress" just now.

"alright class, 5 mins left. " (when there's 30mins more)
"HUH?!"
"no meh?"
"HUH? no what....#*(@&$*(&amp;amp;#(&*!(#&@($&#*(%"
"OH OHH. sorry sorry, see wrongly."
"HAIYOH!"
"hahaha, see you all very stress let you all relax abit so that you all can do the test properly."

whheeeee~ diao diao diao. -.-
okay, since i'm at andrea's house now, i shall let you see what i've done so far. :D


washing after eating.


i'm so0o0o0o0o considerate.


we're such a go0o0o0od guest because andrea's a good host! :D


ali, dong zuo kuai yi dian lar!

hahahhahahah! yeah! home ec at andrea's house :D she has the same dish drainer as the one in the home ec room. hahahha. so coincidental.


this was taken on the first day of exam. seeeeeee that rainbow? :D hahahahhahahaha. rainbow rocks. nice way of starting the exams. tmr i'm gonna observe the sky coz i want to end the exams nicely! :D  ¶ 12:13 PM 0 Comments

  YES 12 more hrs to go to end this torture. :D 12 more hrs to do touch up on my revision, and i'm off to the examination hall! :D HAHAHAHAHAHA can you imagine after the exams... it's playing time...? hahahahaHAHAHAHaha. okay. not this now.

weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.

weEEEEEEEEEEEEEeee .

fun over studying. who doesn't. what's called self discipline? what's called perseverance? what's called you reap what you sowed? what does it mean by no room for regret? lol. that's my motivation :)

you need that right attitude. you need to have that self discipline to sit there for hours concentrating on your work. and with that you need perseverance. coz you know if that without this little perseverance, you can do nothing big. when you feel like giving up, what tells you to continue? when your mind starts drifting away, what reminds you that you have real business to do? what tells you and help you prioritise? you must know that you reap what you sow. if you sow in quality time into your study, why won't you get back quality results? and if you know you didn't study now, you'll regret as time passes by, so why live a life of regret? just do what you're suppose to do, and you reap what you sowed, and you won't regret. wouldn't that live be great?

i sure know it is. but sometimes, i just need someone there to keep reminding me. who don't prefer taking the easy and shortest way out? but sometimes, these ways aren't always the best. life is a long way, and sometimes, we'll get lost. we make mistakes. but, i just dont want this to be the greatest mistake and biggest regret of my life.

back to study.  ¶ 12:27 PM 0 Comments

  HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA :)

no, i'm not studying. and i can't study. :(

someone give me a little more pressure and more encouragement please......... i've got 0% of urgency now. i bet i'm gonna panick on sunday night. . . .

and then the whole cycle of what's gonna happen on monday, i can predict. ;D maths geog maths geog math math math math geog geog geog. good luck to the pityfool me.

pastoral farming- rearing of animals.
arable farming- growing of crops.
pastoral nomadism- rearing of animals and moving from place the place in search of pastures.
shifting cultivation- cultivating a piece of land until it's no longer fertile and move to the next site.
sedentary- staying on a place.
subsistence farming- farming for own use.
commercial farming- crops grown or animal reared for sale. (one main type of crops)
`hydroponics and aeroponics.
this is the summarised version of chapter 40.

i'm dying as each day passes by.. . . . . .

  ¶ 1:43 PM 0 Comments

  HELLO BELLO MELLO WELLO HAPPY BIRTHDAY ANDREA! :D

i'm very tired today. fatigue fatigue fatigue. .my eyes are forcing close while's i'm forcing it open. but well, i still think it's worth it for andrea. :) and i think andrea's love for me has grown alot more after today. HEHE. yes, for alicia and bel bel too :D we took a long, back-breaking, tedious, tiring 4hrs sitting at BK without going toilet or resting for even 1 min to complete it. and time was rushing us like mad that there was just a point we all got so irritated, frustrated, annoyed, pissed off, that we just feel like shouting out loud. but we perservered for this dear girl by the name of andrea. and I pieced the last piece! :) sense of accomplishment. and it was a great bonding time with alicia and bel bel. =/ we were so stress that we started laughing to ourselves. . . .
well my dear andrea, i hope you like the present we gave if not, either me, licia or bel is very willing to have it back :)

i'm sure she enjoyed her birthday today! :) but is the finale gonna be better again? hahaha, this time get it warmer k! now raining very cold one. xD hahahahaha.

"her grandmother was raped."
that was the most retarded thing grace said today. if even an old lady is a target for rape, i guess singapore isn't that safe afterall. but that's only if, coz no man in a right state goes for old woman.
today's school ended at 1230. was rushing through my compo which i think, is screwed up. thanks geraldine for helping me! :D she practically helped me with 1/4 of my compo. :D went 85 to eat thereafter. well thanks ivan for that bowl of chengteng. hahhaaaaaaaa. take care yicheng! exams coming already you better go see the doctor soon! 3 days of intense studying cause... i've not been studying for the whole of yesterday, AND exams are on monday. ahhhh. just at this time. alicia left her book in my bag. probably pop by her house and pass her the book while i'll spent my afternoon studying with her again :)

goods byes mdms teos. i'm sure to miss you.
and the times where you come to my rescue.  ¶ 2:17 PM 0 Comments

  SORRY FOR THE INCONVENIENCE CAUSED! my itchy hands caused me my blogskin!! :'(

today was a long day, but it passed fast again. (: lessons werent that boring like before although i still feel like dozing off during science period. mr tay used a new device to teach. i guess it's because there's an examiner behind. but he's monotonous voice still turns me off. hmmmm hmmm. i'm beginning to fall in love with maths all over again. but not FRACTIONS. actually. . if i'm gonna pick out topics i hate, it'll be a long list. so well. just try to love it. :D

went to study after school again. this time at 201 mac. bad choice.
firstly, it wasn't as condusive as the airport.
secondly, they play kiddie songs everytime.
thirdly, a catfight may happen anytime.

for the first time in my life, i actually feared so much that i was rooted to the ground. and i couldn't hide behind anyone or they'll find fault with me. so just me there, stoned, just praying and hoping they wont come near me. our distance were less than one metre apart. and they were slapping, scratching, strangling and pulling each other's hair; practically whatever normal people do during a catfight. i tried not to stare but true enough, when i turn my head, i saw one of the girl's lip piercing bleeding. gosh, it's sick. to the extreme that even police officers were called up.
staring is fatal.

when the commotion was over. andrea cracked a super lame joke.
"oh my, police, later maybe we'll need to write witness report."
wow. three of us stared back at her and it took us one min to get what she was saying. =/ badly trumatised. alicia was trembling. we were all shocked. speechless. i feel so blessed that the manager was there :)

i had a fun day though. :) muacks to alicia andrea bel. :D  ¶ 7:26 PM 0 Comments

  SEXY POM PEE PEEEEEEEEEE. (: someone say i rock please! i spent the whole day doing mathhhhhss.. .
can you imagine that..
mathssssssssss?!??!?
my hatest subject on planet earth..........
aAHH! AHHHH! and i actually did it. so proud of myself (: yay! okay, i'm going crazyyyy ..
AHHAAHAHAHHA..

MATHS MATHS MATHS.
MATHS MATHS MATHS.
MATHS MATHS MATHS.
MATHS MATHS MATHS.
MATHS MATHS MATHS

AHAHHAHAHAHAHHAHAHHAHHA. CRAZY IS ME WHO IS IN THE HOUSE THAN THEY WHO IS IN THE MENTAL HOSPITAL. .... lolol. .. yay man! i rock. shall reward myself with one hour of playtime. wheee~ okay i sound like i'm a three-year-old. hmm.

thanks guys so much for encouraging me! (: brenda, sue ean, nat. .. . . .. . thank you for having so much faith in me when i actually have none. =/ and yvonne!! thanks for your smses! really kept me glued to my chair for hours! i hope it wont explode your bill! heheh. (: i'm really happy. but there are alot more practices i need to do. that's sad. but it's okay! if i can survive today, other days shall not be an exception! and to my dear bel bel: thanks for teaching me maths so patiently. LOL, but really thanks for always being my study-cum-doubles partner! (: in class, when i'm at home. anywhere, you'll always be here for me. but i really need to say that you're super smart. =/ both of us seldom listen in class but you seemed to know more things then me. >=/ lol, it's okay, you'll teach me somehow! thanks for teaching me maths and science always. (: and helping me in anything whenever i need help. you're really smart, that's what i gotta say :)

i'm super happy today. (: today rocks rocks rocks. my dad just blessed me with money... and my mum blessed me with lots of clothings at the OG sales yesterday (: yay! okay, i think time's up. ciaos and byebye! :D

; as much as i love science.  ¶ 7:45 PM 0 Comments