IF YOU THINK THAT BEING SO HARSH ON ME WILL MAKE ME WORK FASTER, YOU ARE SO WRONG.

i know everyone is pissed at my working pace but it's not like i'm doing it on purpose. i'm trying very hard for this if you can't see it. i'm not what so ever genius that can memorise something so unfamiliar to me in such a short time. and the worst thing is that you all cant understand the stress i'm going through. try working under so much pressure and tension and trying to meet everyone's expectations of me. thanks for being so harsh on me lar, it wasn't to any help for your info. i know it's getting late. i also wanna get it done as soon as possible but all these shoutings seriously dont work on me at that kinda situation at that point of time.

sports day tmr. i hope i win all events. and get all three medals. dorts whatever.  ¶ 9:08 PM 0 Comments

  nothing much happened today.

went bedok stadium to train after school. did physical for 1.2hr and then coach gave us time to train for sports day. well we ran again and i think i improved in my 400m. got 1.18 :) i hope on sports day we'll all do better. 100m's timing was very unstable. 14-16sec. i'm freaking nervous for sports day. can't wait for it to be over. i hate this anxiety in me coz it causes me to feel insecure. zzz

there's alot of homework today. i hope i'll finish them tonight. i will.

thankyou alicia for waiting for us to go back. lol, kelly, the busstop you brought us to is SERIOUSLY not near. the bus trip was shit. reached home at 7.45. stupid bus stupid trip stupid leg stupid mind stupid me.


FUCKING BAD MOOD. goodbye.  ¶ 8:57 PM 0 Comments

  walkathon today. -___- they said it would end at 6 but at 4.20, practically all the sec 2s were climbing up the hill already.

geog lesson today was the best! mingswee was crapping like crazy today. and when mr tan was teaching us but the earth moving around its axis, he did a stupid action that made the whole class laugh like mad- ultra man hand sign. okay, it's class joke but it's super funny!

we only had one recess today. the school is mad but lucky i've got teachers like lee teacher! =DD miss her so much, finally saw her today! wahaha. we splited into groups again. this time i'm in cihui's group! :D okay, what was i saying? oh ya, after doing all the things, we had around 20mins left. she told us to do our comprehension while she go canteen to eat. then we complained about we having only one recess and not eating much in the first one. and then, i didn't expect her to let the whole class down to eat with her! =D hahahah she's so nice. wahaha. i'll be real sad next year coz i doubt i'll be having her as my chinese teacher again. :(

zzzzzzzzzzzz okay i go watch aqmfs then study. zzzzzzz maths my enemy once again! zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz

CANNOT! CANNOT, use fatigue to waste time ;)  ¶ 8:23 PM 0 Comments

  HAHAHAH first day of school was okay.

Man, grace and cihui has grown BLACKER. literally black. especially grace! hahaha. common test today was screwed. okay not really, i'm confident to get.. at least a pass? :) okay. then what's next? normal lessons, new science teacher, i hope she'll teach well, i think so.

grace sure do know how to say joke! =DD
"where the snake bite i will suck."
"where the snake bite i will suck."
"where the snake bite i will suck."
"where the snake bite i will suck."
........

hahaha okay, watched top fun just now. stupid show but it makes you laugh your head off for like an hour. shit man i'm so addicted to it! LOL. talking to isabel and alicia now. shall stop here. :)  ¶ 9:15 PM 0 Comments

  HAPPY BIRTHDAY JOSEPHINE! :)

okay, today is the last day of the holidays. :) / :( okay i see many people rushing through their homework, including me. I know jo dont care coz she still have the mood to watch dvds when school's just like 1 day away. -__- went tm just now. man, it's super crowded! there are still people shopping now at this time. those ppl are much cooler than i ;( haha lol
got my pen refills, post-it board, and my brother's bookstand. the queue is freaking long and i think i saw someone familiar but he didn't smile at me, so neither did i. finally got my ice-cream(which i had to wait for very long coz of that stupid diarhoea), and then went back.

i'm left with one chinese book, 20yanyus, erm. xinling's and my chinese blog, and then.. =DDDDDDDDD i'm done. but all in one day? lol. chinese homeworks are never easy to do! what's more asking us to finish 2 books and 20yanyus and blogging about daily stuffs or inspirational ones.. not complaining but i just think that time's abit too little for me now. lol okay. the next web i shall go to is leelaoshi, then to xinling's. ;)

GRACE IS BACK! =DDD

i finally finished my chengnanjiushi. i wanted to finish it off last night but i couldn't. let's do a recap.
i started the book at 12am and then read till 1.30, my mum was going to bed so it was left with my brother and i. i was lazy to go back to my room so i went to his room. he was studying for his mid-years lar. at first he wanted to shoo me out of his room but he didn't anyway. =D i sat on his bed, read the book until i fell asleep there and woke up at 3am. he was half studying and half playing hexic with his friends. =/ he asked me to go back to my room to sleep and told me to stop reading the books coz my eyes were red. so i went back, read two pages, and then fell asleep and woke up at 11. ate, then continued till 1 when i finished.

okay hope it didn't bore you coz i'm really bored and really feel like typing shit all the way. :) forget it. good bye.  ¶ 5:19 PM 0 Comments

  ARIELLNA =DDDD I'm deprived of peace now xD

Firstly, I only get to read until page 50 of my book coz of someone.

Secondly, I have to leave school at 5.30pm(latest) so that she won't be bored to death.

Thirdly, she forces me to say goodbye to her EVERYTIME before i go offline.

Last but not least, she wants me to bring her out for dinner now at this time. :(

Worst of all, i'm to treat her.

okay being such a nice person like me. i shall go. but wait, let me post a little more.

Hmm i'm staying at her place tonight! =D So today I packed my bag, left the house and then before i went out i received a call from alicia. She wants me to go school to study with her and help her with maths. So i agreed and decided to bring my her along. okay, nothing much happened just that she kept complaining that she's tired and wants to go home. went 85 to eat and then left home.

my hp now has a cool function that tells me where i am where ever i go ;)

  ¶ 9:10 PM 0 Comments

  AHHHHHHH CHARMAINE IS IN FUNCTIONS AND PA! :DDDDD you rock man girl! :D

i dont know what to blog. train of thoughts currently cut because of many distractions. talking to many ppl online and i need to finish my homework! GOSH. sorry people i'll blog soon.  ¶ 7:18 PM 0 Comments

  THANKS SUE EAN for your concern! :D hahaha how was training without me? xD lol, i'm fine. i suppose i'll be back on wednesday? haha.

okay went to the doc just now. it was food poisoning. =/ no milk or oily food. luckily the other day charmaine told me not to eat ice cream or i think my stomach would have suffered even more! lol. it's so boring at home and i seriously cant concentrate on reading the stupid cheng nan jiu shi lar! :( still stuck at the first chapter. zzzzzZ still got two more books to go!! argh.

my stomach's hurting so badly that i wonder how much more toxic is in there! =/  ¶ 6:46 PM 0 Comments

  How's the feeling of not being able to sleep peacefully throughout the night just because your stomach hurts so badly that you want to just cut it off?

I woke up at 3.26am yesterday after enduring the pain in my stomach since midnight. Went to the bathroom, did whatever i could, came out and went back to sleep. The air-con is killing me but I couldn't off it coz my mum still in the room sleeping. Wrapped my stomach with a pillow and crouched back to sleep. Woke up again at 6.30am. The pain was seriously unbearable and I was too weak to call for help. Struggled my way to the toilet, spent 12mins there, then i came out, not intending to sleep again.

I have been having diarrhoea for 3 days but only last night it became so unbearable. I wondered what I've ate wrong that makes me so prone to shitting. My dad dont allow me to go for training :( My mum's gonna bring me to some polyclinic later in the afternoon. holy crap my last week of the holidays is not gonna be spent on shitting i hope! :'(

well thanks yvonne for your concern! :D  ¶ 12:44 PM 0 Comments

  DAMN YOU TAN BING MIN.

"can i use the com?" (at 10am)
"wait."
"can i use the com already not!?!" (at 11.10am)
"wait lar!"
"I've waited for one hour plus already k!"
"So?"

DAMN YOU LAR. What are you doing with the com? Playing your bloody warcraft game. And what do I need to do with the com? DO MY HOLIDAY ASSIGNMENT. shit you really. you unreasonable bastard. if this is the first time, i wont mind, but this is the dont know how many thousand times you bloody idiot.

(trying to be VERY POLITE ALREADY)
"You're playing warcraft and I need to do my HOMEWORK."
"can you just fucking wait and stop kaopeing. walao eh knn, cb )#(@)#@&*."
"damn you lar, go study for your o lvls."
-keepquiet.
"walao eh you ass, i hope you fail your o lvl."
"thankyou."

oh shit you. you think that using all these vulgarities in one whole line makes me intimidated?! I don't know what has gone into you but even if you are in a bad mood, you don't have to let your anger out on me. You ARE RUDE TO EVERYBODY, and if this is your growing period, I hope you never grew up.

AND DOESNT MEAN THAT WHEN I DONT BUG YOU FOR THE COM FOR ONE HOUR MEANS I DONT NEED IT. IT MEANS THAT I'M LETTING YOU USE AND WAITING FOR YOU TO GIVE IT TO ME ON YOUR OWN ACCORD. But apparently, I can see that you don't deserve this.
so you want me to bug you until you give me? well, that'll be the case then.  ¶ 11:17 AM 0 Comments

  TODAY WAS GREAT. (:

Woke up at 10plus, eat my breakfast then started to read the curious incident of the dog in the night-time. It's a real simple book and it makes me hooked on it. I couldn't put the book down but I had to in the end coz it was running late and I was meeting isabel and brenda at 130. So I rushed and I thought I would be early so I took my time again. But then, I was the latest again and I reached at 1.36 and isabel wasn't happy. :(

So we went cathay and watched She's the men. Ha, I support everybody to go watch it man. This is the first show that made me laugh almost the whole time there! It's super nice and I think everyone of us enjoyed it. :D There are many nice shows coming up but sad to say, I may not have the time to watch them all! :( Okay, I've 1 week more to complete all my homework but with the trainings that are coming up, I'm afraid... :(

Homework not done:(practically everything)
1) History
2) Science
3) 2 chinese books
4) 1 english book
5) 20 yan yu
6) Maths
7) Geog

freak i forgot the last 3. I rmbed there were 11 things not done.
NO MORE YOUTUBE ):  ¶ 10:51 PM 0 Comments

  WOO CONGRATS YICHENG ON GETTING THE TOP SCORER! :)
hahaha, you surely did do us proud. cihui's and my yan guang not bad lar. continue to score! i'll support you always! AHAH xD

woke up at 6 today and went isabel's house to do geog project. you wont believe this, i was the earliest to reach the busstop! :D i reached at 640 and no one was there. and you wouldn't believe this either, isabel was the last. ! lol reached her house at 7 plus and we started on our project! :D her house is big. and spacious, and neat =/ so unlike her. =P haha. and her clock is like half an hour later so alicia and i always panick when we see the time just to realised that we got tricked. -___- ate lunch at 11 and i cooked my own magggie nooooodles! :D hahha, okay, isabel did help me. ah whatever. but i still cooked it! heehehe. going her house again tmr! :D but this time, we're meeting at 0900.

training thereafter.
okay didn't really did much pt today. stroke with the tns ppl. they are quite good considering that they are only p6s. that's all. and i'm so proud of myself because i did 500 skipping, 10x60secs crunches, 60x4 dumbells without coach asking. :D but whatever, i was quite pissed off due to some things. everyone played singles while me chikoong and kelly did not. played doubles with chikoong against kelly and shiling. ..

went bbt with bel brenda and sue ean. :D hahaha, sue ean and i are so lame. we are less than 1metre apart and we keep smsing each other. -.-

1) I'm gonna get a new badminton shoes with brenda.
2) I'm gonna watch she's the men with isabel and brenda.
3) We are gonna run on wednesday morning.
4) The badminton tee this year is light blue.
5) I still have not completed any of my holiday homework. worst still, not started. =/  ¶ 8:38 PM 0 Comments

    ¶ 7:55 PM 0 Comments

  review/reward camp was so fun! (:

day 1
reached malacca at around 12pm. went for lunch at some restuarant, buffet of some sort, but the food wasn't that pleasant. then went in the conference room and had our review till 6.30. the air con was freaking cold and everyone was shivering like mad. checked into our apartments and went down for dinner. it was at the same restuarant. by the end of the dinner, everyone concluded that the resturant looks nice but the food really sucks. there were flies all around. =/ then it was slacking time till they called us down for night games. couldn't make too much noise because it wasn't our place. i was the earliest to sleep that night. around 1am plus. =X day one was just slack.

day 2
woke up at 7 and went down for breakfast at the same restuarant. :( all meals were supposed to be settled there. played station games and the last station was the nicest, where each commity gets to jump down the pool and play water captain's ball. :D it was so fun especially when it was burning hot there. functions won the game. !!!! :D then rne and welfare joined in. after that, it was the guys that played the game. swam around in the pool but my clothes were too heavy. so i went to the slide to play! the slide is steep and when your butt hits the ground, it's pain! but the fun is just sooo ... nice! hahaha. went up bathe and gathered at 1.45 ( we are going makorta sq to shop! ) trip there was like an hour plus. played cards with leonard and daryl on the way there. the rest just slept. didn't get anything there. coz everyone was just shopping for snacks to bring back for world cup later in the night. lip tat bought me socks and chocolates and gave me a spicy hot nugget! :) hahaha, he is really nice! tab and he were the ones talking to me all while during the shopping trip. LOL. i slept the earliest that night again coz i wasn't interested in worldcup. =/

day 3
breakfast, pack up and then check out. left water city at 9.30. reached city mall at 1plus. we only get to shop for 2 hrs. =/ everyone wasn't pleased because they didn't got anything the day before and was all saving up and looking forward to this day when the sec 3s suddenly changed their mind and decided to leave jb at 3. we were allowed to shop from 2-7 at first. i guess the drastic change made everyone pissed off? lol, the whole shopping trip was in a rush. we went as a commity but i was the only junior there so i left with yulin instead. i didnt get anything while she bought many things. in the end, i left malaysia with a bag, a shoe and a t-shirt. i left so many shops un-visited. everyone else too. we reached sch at 430 when we were supposed to reach at around 9-10. indeed, this trip was fun but not that fufilling. i still got so many things not bought! :(

went dinner with jo and miaoqian at hans. they serve good food and it's affordable! :D ate and chat till 7. then we went walking aimlessly around century sq with our huge bags. then miaoqian suggested neos. hahah. i tell you, i didn't know that neos was so nice until yesterday! miaoqian taught jo and i so many nice designs that i in my whole life didn't know about! neos are just so cool :D hahaa, designing the pictures just give you so much sense of accomplishment. heee hee now i really dont mind taking more. reached home at 9, unpack my stuffs, and went to sleep as early as i could. (:

that's all. okay, as i promised, it's studying time. :(  ¶ 6:49 PM 0 Comments

  brb my brother not happy. :( wanted to post but nevermind. =/ the com has been on since 2, the time i woke up today. so that's the reason for him not being very please.
okay whatever. take care all.

i'll miss you guys! :(  ¶ 10:26 PM 0 Comments

  060606 finally back (: ,HAPPY BIRTHDAY GRACI!

chalet was okay. fell down in the chalet on the first night. on my knee. and now my knee has a big bruise that's red, blue, orange, pink, maroon, purple, brown and black. not exxagerating. if i can post a picture of it for you to see you'll know what i'm talking about. freaking painful when i pressurised it, and when i bend my knee too much or straighten it to some extend. :(

we were playing card games like mad, uno, dai deeeeeee, stress.... the bbq was nice too. and marshmallow eating is fun. hahahaha. delicious delicious delicous. yummy yum yum. lol. slept at 6am in the morning and woke up at 11 plus. woke up many times throughout my sleep. and now, i'm trying to survive the night again. i can't go training tmr because of my knee. and bloody shit. i'm going overseas on thursday. !!!!!! great. i miss 3 trainings in a row. =/

2 weeks gone for me. i really hope the next 1 and a half week wont go down the drain. i've nothing done yet. no books read, no assignment done, no project completed. i'm soo0o0o0o0o bloody coool.
gonna go money changer tmr with my mum and get my moneyyyy.. $$$$$ $_$ lol. i'll enjoy again for this one last week and from next week onwards, it's studying time. :D

let nature take it's course for goodness sake.
it's alright if you all want it this way but I DONT.
you all can carry your plans out but just leave me out of this. i dont wanna be like that. why must i do it just because everyone thinks that i must do it or else i'll be named a bitch? i have my rights.
people just freaking have no rights to curse or blame others when things cannot and did not go their way.
and, i'm not making my problems yours. who says i wont settle it myself? i still did it anyway. so what's the big deal?   ¶ 1:39 AM 0 Comments

  EMERGE 2oo6 is over. :D / :'(

these 4 days really passed very fast and i've been caught in many surprises. who would ever imagine seeing kelly poon, hong junyang, taufik, sunho, belinda, milk (from energy) and miss taiwan in these four days?! HAHAHa. who'll ever thought that we'll see them in a church? cityharvest proved it! :D ahhhhhh just why, pst kong are you so cool! ;D the praise and worship is nice, the sermon is nice, the entertainment is nice, everything is nice. so are all the pastors! :DDDDDDD

i'm so in love with God and all His creations.
and i'm gonna join the extreme sports in emerge next year. (: hahahaha easst cluster gonna win this time. we just missed 134 points to win south.

chalet tmr. :DDDDDDDDDDD woohooooooooo. another day of fun-filled activities. it's 12.32am now. and i'm rather tired due to the loss of sleep and abrupt waking up everytime. lol, this time i think i'm gonna sleep till 12 noon. :D

sue ean! i wanna go your house k! (: and yes, andrea is good at warming ppl, maybe your house too lar. ^^  ¶ 12:16 AM 0 Comments

  yesterday was a rush day for me.

i woke up at 9am when aaron called, and thought i was still early. okay i was supposed to be there at 9. so i rushed like a mad woman and my mum wasn't happy after i told her i'll be out the whole day. i ran down at 920 and when i reached the bus stop at 925, i realised that i forgot to bring my bible. )(@*#(@#&^#!*@&$ i wanted to just go but after thinking of the inconvenience it'll cost and after what pst kong said the other night, i decided to RUN back again to take it. zzz i climbed up 6 storeys and i was half dead. so i ran down again and went to the main road. this time no cab. dortz. then after walking down to find cab i finally saw one. :) after that i ran into the hall just to find that, i'm not very late.

well, service ended at 1.15(which doesn't seemed long). and my training is at 130. (*)^$^#@ by right, from expo to tenah merah, it takes 5mins. but you still needa count the walking time. i went 7-eleven, grab a bite and then went up the the platform. 9 mins for the train to come. !! reach tenah merah and ran up under the hot blazing sun.. finally reached school and i was panting like ... coach madee me run around the hall while the rest did footwork. then i was suppose to join them right after i finished my rounds. no pt today :D but i was still perspiring alot.

glen house is freaking big and i like the burger ;D
1K is nice.

rushed for session 3 again. i felt so blesssed today although i hate the rushing part. the songs are nice. :) hahha, kelly poon, junyang and taufik came to perform. wow, really didn't imagine that i'll see them in church? ahaha i had a close up view of them because we were sitting very near the stage :)

take all of me, i give you my all, for all of you.
move in your power, open the heavens lord today.
take all of me, make us your light for all to see.
change this world we live in, let your harvest in, let your harvest in..  ¶ 11:33 AM 0 Comments

  The reason why i hate crowded bus is because i don't get to sit. and i can't stand, firm. =(

Training and we did lots of PT again. didn't get to play any match again. Coach keeps training our physical. did 600 skipping. 90x4 dumbels, 3 mins crutches and 15 rounds around the courts. my whole towel was soaked, for the first time ever. training on friday, without brenda. :(

waited for alicia's training to end and we went home together. andrea didn't come for training today. i miss her!!!!!!! :'( went bbt and slacked till 645. alicia and her boobswings. :) hahaha took bus 17 home and the bus broke down at the stop before mine. but it got back to work again and shortly after i alighted, it broke down again :) ahaha.

concerns to send out:
take care xiwen darling! get well soon!
take care andrea sweetheart! and get well soon too!
take care of your knee sue ean! i wont want to see you with a knee guard either! =P
take care brenda, have a safe journey and enjoy yourself at KL!
take care of your finger leeying! i hope the cut wasnt that deep.
take care everybody and don't get sick this holiday! :D

emerge's coming! :D  ¶ 9:54 AM 0 Comments