Happy Training was really fantabulous today! It's been long since I ever let myself played so freely without worries and playing it well. I strongly encourage coach to let us all run before training because it keeps me warmed up and really free to fight it all out in court!

At first, when coach brought us to the track, I was rather reluctant because all I wanted to do was the normal routine and just touch the racket. You could expect my reaction when coach asked us to run 2.4km right before training starts and then without even a slightest chance of bargaining. Thank God the weather was to my liking today, the air was filled with smell of rain, and the wind was cooling and soothing, just whatever you needed most to feel comfortable running the long journey. It was so refreshing after the run, not forgetting the sense of accomplishment, followed by something I really loved: into the game! 8 of us squeezed into one small court and did routines but my legs didn't felt heavy and lazy (finally) hehehe.

Rush hour 3 with lovely classmates yesterday and we managed to smuggle a whole macdonald meal into the cinema. The cinema was filled with smell of fries and we were praying so hard not to be caught. The movie was superr hilarious and it kept us all laughing for the whole show especially the scene where... ( shan't spoil the suspense, go catch it for yourself :P ) My classmates are fun people to be with, and it has been long since we last had a class outing.. :/ (HINTS** SK and dreA) Amelia left for tuition after the movie, Beloved had to reach home by 7, so Andrea, Perle, Fionna and I went to maccc to do our homework. so loser lol. But I'm glad I finished my bao zhang bao dao with them, and I think we should do compos like this more often together because it not only helps with more brains thinking, it also motivates me to do faster. or I believe, I'd fall asleep while doing at home, like always haha. Thursday night was really good, I felt so free without worries of any upcoming tests.

Weekends would be another busy one yet again. Audition for teacher's day tomorrow, church and captain's ball on sunday. I really hope I'd find time to finish my homework and revise the the last 2 test of the semester. I've haven't been a hardworking girl... Lighter note, it's weekends for me, and and and and and and and and and school's ending in 2 weeks time and and and and I'm gonna catch secret with dreA, yinGz, graci next thurs and and and alot of nice movies are coming up and and and OBS is coming! and and and and and and and there's only 2 more tests!
Flip side of the coin: One week of OBS would make me unable to attend training and lose the touch I've just gotten back today. --- It's time I learn to let go and stop wanting everything to be so perfect, I will find a way.

p/s: Brenda, your name is as nice as you in person HAHAHA. I didn't say it ;P  ¶ 8:31 PM 0 Comments

  Communication Today, something bad happened.
Today, I felt very frustrated with myself for being so blunt with my words.
Today, I caused hurt due to my one sided conclusion.
Today, I felt lost and confused after what I said to them.
Today, I felt like a complete idiot/loser.

Tonight, mingjun pointed out to me...
Tonight, I realised I should take things from two sides.
Tonight, I realised how inconsiderate I've been.
Tonight, I learnt to keep calm first before saying stuff that could hurt the other party.
Tonight, I found that communication is vital.
Tonight, I learnt that we all have sacrificed and contributed equally.
Tonight, I love mingjun, weihua, jinghan, meixuan more today than yesterday.

Now, I'm off to study for my math.
All humans make mistakes. We shall all learn together as we go on.

"Can we put all these that happened today to the back of our heads?"
"Just throw it away."
Love you guys.  ¶ 8:33 PM 0 Comments

  Love of my life I'm super upset with my stupid phone for automatically turning itself on and off. I can't finish typing a message within 2 seconds and it shuts down again and again and again and again. Sorry Andrea for the disappearance! But I guess you wont get to read this either hahaha. Looks like I can get a new phone :O But I really wouldn't want to now since there're so many memories stored in my phone,

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Mai gawd i can memorise it backwards even. Long holiday but rushed one for me again. Wednesday was national day performance and then simpsons for me. It's really a funny funny funny show (Y) with right company and I think you all should watch soon! Brenda came over and we searched for videos in youtube, in which some are really funny which made us laughed whole big time. We abandoned the plan to go swimming and then later cycling because I was lazy and tired and just wanted to stone........ But I think Jurong water park is really a fun idea so shall we go there next time brenda!!! Thursday was supposed to be homework day for me but lester texted me asking to go out so since it's light years since we met up, I did not decline. Initial plan to bowl but then the alley was closed down they went lan shop and played for goodness how longggggg. (N) Even maureen played along so I had no reason to grumble but they compromised and we ended up playing pooool. Freddy grew alot.

Initiation camp.
Started quite badly for me but the ending took a 180 degree turn and we dismissed very much pleasantly. Thankyou Mingjun x100000000000 It's really not within my vocab to thank you enough. ;DD Dirty games was the worst and I had starch, smashed tofus, soy sauce, chilli sauce anything disgusting and smelly all over my body throughout the whole game. For 2hours, I was nothing but a walking "air refresher". I guess all the games bonded functions altogether all over again(Y)(Y). Night games was made uber scary and I felt so guilty for accepting matthew's offer to disappear and scare people leaving my comm alone :( But through crisis, people's real feelings surface and really, it's heartwarming to receive 20 over missed calls from almost everyone in comm to find me. Graci & I are best partners in scaring people, and we've been red riding hoods since I dont know when hahaha.





Functions! I'm very lazy to update about the camp anymore but I believe the rest would have a more detailed one. The 5day holiday really ended to my disappointment because tomorrow, I'm greeted with 3 tests, of which I haven't started any, and my plan to study during the 5days obviously did not even come to past.

Church yesterday was a torture for my flesh as I tried to keep awake but then the message was really enrichingggg. The quote that impacted me most, and I think for leeying too is "We are hard-pressed on every side, yet not crushed; We are perplexed, but not in despair; Persecuted, but not forsaken; Struck down, yet not destroyed." It reminded me of the quote, "attacked but not defeated" and I felt warmth as I read it over and over again. Whatever capacity I am, I know who lives inside of me and will never leave unless I shoo him away. I know and I know and I know that in life there're many things I can't be assured of, but in Him, things like "forever" made sense.  ¶ 3:00 PM 0 Comments

  This whole weekend was really power packed and I've only been home to sleep, gosh. Friday was NDP rehearsal which I screwed up pretty badly in the beginning and then things started to pick up. I felt so offended when teachers showed their distrust in me, but looks like I've to work harder to gain it all back! Then I rushed down for FOP! leaving school at 6.30, and FOP was so so so so good! Thankyou W115 for going early to get seats which was really the best spot I've ever sat, for it was so near the speaker and pastor Kong ha ha ha. Bused down with Leeying, Alicia, Bel &cousin to supposedly tenah merah but we all overslept so ended up at Bedok! I was really exhausted to brim and there was this 2.4km run the next day!! My brother was being nice to offer to walk me home from MRT station yesterday and offering his macdonald supper to me(Y).

I was awaken by darling pee's morning call which I complained why time passed so fast even when I'm sleeping. :( I have been so tired, I've been utilizing all free bus time to sleep instead of talking! Met Andrea and Alicia and made our way there where we cheered for everyone then waited in anxiety for our turn. The need-to-shit-before-race syndrome came yet again and the queue was as long as those in donuts factory and 4D booth! You cannot believe it... It would make you wanna be a guy for this purpose sometimes.

Our run began and this time everyone crowded and sprinted as soon as the horn sounded. I heard from beloved the sec3s wanted to "chiong" this year because it's their last year running at ECP. But whatever, what I'm trying to say is, this year's starting wasn't as smooth as last year's. And I was pretty discouraged at the 5th station; I don't like running the same route, because for me, when I know where's the finishing line, I'd tend to keep focusing on the end and dread the whole run. I felt so lonely throughout the whole run, and ocassionally only see Army man in sight, overtaking. I heard those of you cheering for me, thankyou so much! Especially near the finishing line when I heard Mr Mok saying, "last 100m already, sprint!!!!" I like encouragements during runs :) And Natalia came down to run with us!!

Guorong was damn funny yesterday. While louisa, graci and leeying were cheering for julian, all our attention focused on him and then all of the sudden, we hear guorong saying, 'walao what about me?' Guys stamina are always the best, I can never talk while running and my human reaction time was 30seconds yesterday. Nevertheless, I hear you cheering for me guorong!!! ^^

Went to library with Andrea to finish our biology project but I ended up sleeping while waiting for Andrea and then we decided to go to TM instead. HAHAHA. Saw sexy pan(tura) there. Finished our project and rushed home, rushed for 2nd session of FOP. Now as I look back, I think I'm not human. I slept less for 4hours, managed to finish the run, and then project, then FOP till midnight again. But then, because I'm human, I woke up 15hours later at 4pm today. Fortunately not much homework during this weekend. Off to sleep again, long week next week and I guess I won't be blogging much again.  ¶ 5:16 PM 0 Comments