A winner.
Wednesday, July 25, 2007
  Investiture


Investiture is finally over! The day councillors had been preparing for like crazy ended off much pleasantly, needless to say that there was intense excitement and nervous feeling all around each of us before the whole cremony began..


40th Student Council. / School functions (L)

LOVES OF MY LIFE.

PA FAMILY / Sec 3 functions girls +tab! :D

Secondary 3s

My Functions head/ My PA head ;D

There's always joy and tears whenever it comes to investiture because it's time when new people joins council, and it's also when the seniors leave us. This time rather, I'm only grateful to rather few people who have continuously gave me advice and guided me through toughest period of my life, care and love me for who I am; namely Tab & Bryan and rather few functions SMs. Perhaps it's also because I haven't been committing myself to council until recently, and things do change as I remembered the PA girls tearing very hard last year when Huimin's batch first left us, and we told one another we have to cherish our current sec 4s.. I won't say I won't miss them, but probably their whole impact on me wasn't as hard as the fact that 38th Student Council was leaving then.

Vivian came backk(I miss her alot lot!) and she speats lies thisss(speaks like this), unable to pronounce properly. I like to laugh at her! Food was rather satisfying, and Graci ate 5 mango puddings WOW. After all the photo-taking, hugs, talks, it was back to work for my beloved functions! We had to move 400 over chairs back over to Air Con hall and clear the remaining 1200 chairs in the hall. It was hell tired I swear, but it was fun carrying a whole stack of chairs with the juniors through the linkway, down the stairs, down the carpark and into the heritage center. And changing partners everytime! I injure my lil finger while carrying the first shift with Matthew :( and it was stuck between the legs of 10HEAVY chairs, I think equivilant to fingers being jammed in the lift. But nevermind........ Happy thing is, WE MANAGED TO FINISH!! (Y)

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This week was rather hectic, rather slack, but super tiring. Everyone in my class is taking turn to fall sick and our class attendance haven't been full since monday. Take care everyone, and Happy Birthday to all those July babies! I fell sick on the same time with my mum, and she has recovered but not me. :( Everyone says Panadol-C is superr effective, but looks like my body is a very good ecosystem, the flu bug can't bear to leave. I delay all those homework that can be delayed, and sleep as early as 1030 - 11 every night. This weekend I'm very grateful it's no longer gonna be busy(yay! one day to myself!) and I'm firstly gonna reward myself with extra hours of sleep, then finished up all those homework I failed to complete, and then play play play! Training is getting better for me as I slowly get back my touch but not my speed and stamina which I'd still have to work on! But one step at a time, 3cheers for me!

TGIF I'm very happy & I'm gonna indulge in my donuutssss; SPICY CHEESE IS A MUST TRY FOR EVERYBODY!! 10 stars for that :D
 
Saturday, July 21, 2007
  Obstacles
Life problems overwhelms me.

I'm thankful for those who stand by me, my teammates, netballers, functions, pa, Sm-exco.. They make everything I've been fighting so hard for worth it, and it makes me wanna go an extra mile for them. But we all have to be realistic, there's a limit to how much a person can do, no matter how capable they are. I contradict myself alot, whenever I say I'd give my 200%, yet I'm just too exhausted to give in 100%, what's more 200%. It's easy to say, "I'd do my best out of everything" but when given the real thing, it's just so different from saying it out. You just get exhausted.

Watched harry potter? "In school and real life, it's totally different. In school, when you make a mistake, you can go all over again, but in real life, you don't have the chance to restart. You all will never understand how is it to be at the phase of death, where any mistake made would result in you or your friend dying."

Precisely. What I am feeling now, not that I'm at the phase of dying, but the irritating feeling inside of me, get what I mean? Aiya whatever. There's no use complaining and worrying about how I can't handle the stuffs. Things need to be done anyway. Like what mingjun said, " Life is fair because it's unfair." He is really a nice person, one you could really trust. Perhaps life is fair to me in a way: Having so many problems, yet going through them with people, I gain friends I'd never exchange the whole world for. Life in Secondary 3 is really hectic, there's so much to do, as everyone rises up to a new role, a senior, get out of their comfort zones.. Everyone faces problems everyday, they help us mature. We'd all get through this, time will fly fast, just like how the past 7months flew. All these will come to past, and I love my friends and members more today than yesterday!

All I ask for is a willing heart, one that is willing to sacrifice, and go through this together with me.
You can be the one ;D Anyway how big can a problem get when we all solve it together? Well done for today functions, I love you all.
 
Wednesday, July 18, 2007
  Look beside you.
I feel very satisfied today and I'd tell you why.

Last night, I slept at 2am just to finish my work when my body urged me badly to go to bed. It's always something I can never achieve for my life, because nothing beats my sleep and seeing brenda/pan being able to study past midnight just wonders me everytime. Not like I'm such retard who gets amazed by little things, but I really couldn't understand how their body could just forgo the physical fatigue and continue with work. Tonight, I found My Way and I'm rejoicing inside!

I rearranged the position of my table lamp, which made the shadows of my head disappear, and changed my chair to a one without cushion so I wouldn't be tempted to sleep. After finishing my biology tys, I learnt tingxie, did math, and then debated to touch the stupid(I'm sorry) english proposal homework, basically I finished all my homework for the day, and was preparing to do something else when my brother came into my room and urge me to sleep because he sees bangla at the opposite block peeping into his room. He pointed middle finger at the person over there lawls and then closed the window and ask me to go to bed for he fears the bangla might come over to our block :O I didn't see the big deal anyway, (the guy must be gay?) but it gave me a very good reason to sleep hehehe(Y)!

Today, I was literally dying in all the lessons although the sense of accomplishment was overwhelming the night before. I survived through all the lessons except english where we had to do newsouthwales test and my mind was too dry to think of all the vocabs they bombarded me with. I expect a certificate of participation because I wasn't thinking at all! Slept past 2nd recess which was really good, and slept 15mins into chem lessons, when suddenly I hear stefanie calling my name and then the whole class bursting into laughter, I was embarrassed but too tired and blurr to react. But wait, as a good rolemodel, let me clarify that I didn't sleep during lessons hahaha & I really felt refreshed after the 45minutes sleep

Assembly was hilarious, jeremy you rock x91038295743mols.
Dance prac thereafter and thanks guys for helping of playing the music and POSTPONING your meeting to tmr just for this rehearsal ;D I feel guilty for skipping training like 10, 000 times but I weighed out the importance for the 2, and I'm sorry teammates, because I really felt that I have to get the dance steps right. You all may not understand, but why not let me prove to you all I will not slack during the other trainings I attend to make up for my absence for the past days. This kind of pay and loan debt is driving me insane.
 
Sunday, July 15, 2007
  Council camp
Other than my lousy appetite, council camp was rather fun on the whole. We finished learning the dance steps and practice many many times before we breakcamp. Attendance was slightly better, out of the 35 sec3s, we had at least 3/4 turning up. Miao and Cheryl did a great job choreographing the moves and teaching us, thumbs up for them!

Practiced dance from after school on friday(no cca) until 2am in the morning, with several breaks in between. I like doing cart-wheels with Graci, and I could finally do the dance steps smoother than before, self satisfaction. B-) Dinner sucks bad, I had the wrong choice of food which totally upset my stomach. "No milk, no oily food, no fried food, more soupy food." I had really no more appetite to eat anything but meixuan is a strict nurse who made sure I had my regular meals lest my gastric pain comes back. But seriously, I think the doctor prescribed the wrong medicine for my gastric!! He must have given me laxatives for it kept making my stomach hurts so badly!! Irritating.

Fionna & Joey ordered macs for supper and I believe Macdonalds have been making alot of business during our camp. Whenever we're hungry, we turn to Mac Delivery. Cleared the council room thereafter and boy oh boy, council room is so much bigger with at least half its content into the rubbish dump! I believe after the revamp it's gonna be even more homey. Bathed, practised a few more times and went to bed for I have sports dsa in the morning and I didnt wanna perform badly in front of P6s? We couldn't turned on the air con throughout the night and it was rather hot inside TEN with so many people inside without fan and poor ventilation but I guess many of us were too tired to bother.. I managed to fall into good sleep at 3am with meixuan fanning once in a while; caught up with at least 4hours of sleep.

"Functions wake up!!!!!"
There in the comfort of my beauty sleep, I hear my darling comhead's voice breaking into the peace atmosphere of the dawn, followed by meixuan's shaking of my body. I pushed myself up and surprisingly, I wasn't feeling grouchy hahaha. I really had a good sleep without dreaming(finally!) I felt rejuvenated. Functions had to usher parents around while I went for badmintonz. Sports dsa was overwhelming with more boys as usual, but we had rather good female players in our midst.

1)Sharonrose is cute and coming to our school. (Y)
2)Brenda is coach's capable secretary.
3)Pan's jokes are getting funnier..
4)I hope Jiayi would change her mind and come here.

After the trial, council had to rehearse for their walk in, and I applause functions for their efficient work done in arranging the chairs and keeping them, although the chairs are not that synchronized from top view.


Parallex error I guess, so it's okay for now.
Rehearsed until everyone familiarised with the formations and everything and basically, it's goood(Y). Mingjun came halfway during the walk in rehearsal to help me with the playing of music from the PA box, and I'm so thankful he came although he wasn't really keen to help at first. Sergeant Ko, it's really good to have you as my capable assistant! Fellow mates, do see us in investiture with our awesome walk-in(esp the SMs one) and dance! haahahah. ;D

We did many things during this 2days camp and it's so fantabulas I think it kinda bonded this batch as well. I guess we'd have continued to dance till 11pm if Uncle Hassan didn't come to shoooo us away from schoool. Went to get dinner with bro after camp and I bought breakfast cereals again(Y), I don't mind eating different kind of cereals all my life hahaha. I wanted to eat honey stars, but my brother wanted mini oreos; he wanted to buy milk for cereals but I couldnt drink and didn't want; so ended up, we compromised, he bought milk while I bought honey stars. My brother is a mean guy: "Pay separately." at the cashier when I didn't even bring my money out and ended up laughing so hardly at me at the side.

I wanted to take my revenge, but it backfired.
I told him Pan's joke:
"There are 3 wards in the mental hospital and to be the leader of it, you have to name the item the nurse takes. In ward A: the nurse took a bottle, and the patient named it right, so he becomes the leader. In ward B: the nurse took a chair but the patient said it was a table, so another patient who say it was a chair became the leader. In ward C: The nurse took the pour water out one... (mimicking pouring water out of a jug)"
"Funnel?"
"No, pour water out one."
"Cup?"
"ARGH!"
"Huh you tell me what it is lah"
"Walao eh, jug lah."
"YES LOSER, YOU'RE THE LEADER OF WARD C."

(supposedly, you're not supposed to be as retarded as my brother and name out "jug" so you'd be the leader of ward C)
Pan, there's someone colder than you living under the same roof as me, save meeee.
 
Thursday, July 12, 2007
 
I cannot bring myself to forgive lee's unreasonable act towards me/half the class on tuesday. She happily minus 2marks away from my common test which I did poorly enough, just because I left 2 pathetic questions I don't know how to do from workbook blank, and she conveniently said "I was just being lazy." For Goodness sake, if it's my fault, I'd have no complains, and no right to complain but now who's in the wrong? I feel so maligned, for this is the first time I was ever so serious to brush up and do her homework, while (some) copied and managed to escape this killer attack. What's most ridiculous was that vivien got another 1mark minus off because she was smiling when lee was angry. Wtf!! yes? I'm just pissed and I can't give her any simple inch of respect anymore. It's not about the marks, it's about... justice.

Dance practice have been almost everyday and I've yet to master the chorus part. Hopefully there'd be a camp during the weekends so I could at least master and not embarrass myself in front of 1600 people. Training yesterday was screwed up by my gastric and it hurts so badly again. Coach helped my press some nerves on my hand and it did helped but the pain came back after he stopped. It didn't even subside during the night and I was cringing and curling with my pillow pressed against the sides. I really didn't wanna skipped school but I couldn't even walk upright today. Looks like I missed quite alot, since there's 3periods of math today and lee gone through listening compre with the class.

"oh you're sick again? take care!"
Neh neh, why have I been so ill and weak since school reopened!!
 
Monday, July 09, 2007
  i'm laughing
I went to vist my brother at his camp yesterday at boon lay, safti which was sooooo farrrr! It's a nice place, basically like a hotel/resort where he gets his own room & computer, plus facilities like swimming pool, running tracks, gym, auditorium, dining hall, parade square... Okay, it's as big as 12 football field size :O But obviously my brother say training would be too tiring to even enjoy the facilities, what a waste! I'm going to let the pictures do the talking now ;D


This is the damn tallllll building I went up. There are 216 steps(which represents the days of trainings the officers undergo before graduating) and each step gets steeper(which represents that each day would get tougher and tougher). The building is also in a shape of triangle, which represents the 3 types of military forces- air, navy and land.


But at the end of the torturous hike, there's this magnificent view of Singapore and it also means that after much determination and perseverance, there'd be a rainbow after the rain! ;D






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Today, we had a "surprise! napha test" for sit-and-reach. I was so shocked because I just came back after 2weeks without training and then here I'm gonna take my fitness test! But fortunately, it's only sit-and-reach section and we had to run 6rounds around the field which I'm surprised my stamina's still there! ^^ But the thought of having 2.4km in a month's time totally turns me offf.....

My dear Andrea Sweetheart finally remembered my presence and brought me a donut from donut factory!! ;DDD It's so sweet and I've been receiving donuts always so I've decided! To queue for donuts and buy them for my family and friends tooooo! I was told there wouldn't be any cca on friday, and Andrea said school dismisses early on friday(??) but whichever, I'm keeping my hopes high and hopefully I'd be able to queue for donuts on friday!!

Training finally after a loonnggg break I know everyone (including coach) misses my presence ;D and coach was exceptionally sweet to me today ( HAHAHAHA ) because I haven't fully recovered! I think I've experience the sweet feeling chikoong has in her heart everytime coach favours her hehehe. I'm so glad I'm back to training and taking a long time to regain my touch but I would ensure I get it back soon and be on par with my mates because as sue ean said, "AHS badminton will be nothing without you! " Awww sooo sweet!

Brenda I'm waiting for you!! Hurryyyyy I'm so tempted to watch!
 
Thursday, July 05, 2007
  hi there
Hahahaha I'm supposed to be studying for my A math test but I can't seemed to find revision1 from heymath! Mr Mok please see this before tomorrow and save us, because the rest can't view either! But nevermind, I shall view from textbook for the time being.

This week was a boring routine again, other than my 1 3 5 being trainings, it's PA and council wooooooooo. Went to visit weihua on 2 other days after settling council/PA and he's going on strong ;D His operation is gonna be tomorrow and probably we'd go again to give him moral support! Yes, friday, finally a day to myself. I haven't been going back to my doctor's for my regular blood test(who cares lol) and I haven't went for the hospital check up they refered me to because of rehearsals almost everyday. But whateverrr I gave up on myself because see, I'm stilll alive and kicking in front of the computer!

Oh yes yes yesterday o lvl oral rocks/stinks bolllx. The passage to me was helll tough but to MELEK and Xinling, it was still "alright". So the potential full marks silent killers are here! Conversation on teenage publicly showing their affections, on the other hand was managable and I hope at least a 25. like that, with my suckiest passage reading which I'd most prob get 5(I'm not kidding neither being humble/inferior if you'd seen how I perform I think you'd fail me) I could at least get a 30, which in lee teacher's eye still is not the best for us. But I shall be contented since there's no second chance.... Alll the best for the remaining few classses especially people like brens bels pans leeyings graci cihuiiiii tenghuii!

GOODNESS GRACIOUS IT JUST RANG A BELL THAT I STILL HAVE GONG HAN AND ZUO WEN DUE TOMORROW BESIDES STUDYING FOR MY A MATH TEST AHHHH OK OK BYE BYE
 
Sunday, July 01, 2007
  FINE ;D
Today started out well, with church in the morning that really brightens up my day. Skipping church last week has really made me anticipate and hunger more for today's service and although pst kong isn't there(lol) I still enjoyed! ;D 3 of us talked like we never seen each other for a month or so haahaa, and I didn't noticed leeying cut her hair and got a big bruise until today! It must have hurt, take care!!!!!!!!!! If I'm fine, I'd really wanna go for the captain's ball game!

It's agape. It's love.
I felt it, so powerfully, I feel like doing more for Him.

I've been an asshole the last week, been so self-centered. I shalll do more for functions and PA, 2 weeks break from training, I'm sure and I believe I will have the strength to carry on my training like the me in 2006, goooo ZhuTing! Like the name ChaiJia gave me, I shall be "Little Miss Powerful", handling so many things, and handling them well, I'm not gonna let myself fall sick again after I recover and I'm gonna use myself fully each day from now onwards! It feels good to have a purpose and vision to work towards to, and sorry I hate to be so religious but pardon me, I'm sure God has put in here and would bring me through :) I read across someone's blog, "God will not put you in a situtaion that's too much for you to handle". I think in times like this, relying on my own ways and methods to survive would only bring much suffering and discomfort to myself, I shall fall towards ... GOD (L)

After church, I was debating whether to eat Macs or chicken rice for lunch. I didn't know what my illness allows me to eat and I haven't been eating good food(sigh) and the other time zigaa dinner turned failure and I didn't have my pasta mania in the end. :( But dinner with class at kobayashi was still fantastic and boy oh boy, my appetite decreased alot! Good thing for me, I lose 2kgs (haha brenda are you jealous), but bel say it wouldn't last and perhaps maybe if brenda ever fall sick again, she'd shooot up like sean tan! :O Oh yes, my lunch today lol, i decided to eat macs and on my way there, I had this great urge to visit brenda who is less than a stone's throw away!



DON'T YOU THINK SHE'S JUST SO __________ (fill in yourself) ^^
Yeah man guzheng rocks \m/

besides sleeping, i've been sleeping I suck I'm gonna do my homework now :( I'm free tomorrow, someone please date me out!!
 
When God gives us problems, He gives us solutions too. (:

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