A winner.
Saturday, June 30, 2007
  DIE

Viral infection: Infection caused by the presence of a virus in
the body. Depending on the virus and the person's state of health, various
viruses can infect almost any type of body tissue, from the brain to the skin.
Viral infections cannot be treated with antibiotics; in fact, in some cases the
use of antibiotics makes the infection worse. The vast majority of human viral
infections can be effectively fought by the body's own immune
system
, with a little help in the form of proper diet, hydration, and rest.
As for the rest, treatment depends on the type and location of the virus, and
may include anti-viral or other drugs.



I was rather curious with what the doctor has diagnosed me with, and upon searching the net, I found this. "Cannot be treated with antibiotics", that's bad, because the doctor just given me several packets of anti-biotic and I am supposed to finish the course. Should I print this out for her? Loll, my white blood cell count apparently was very low resulting in my immune system being weak too, because there wouldn't be enough white blood cells to fight the bacteria. Sigh, within 2days, I've taken 2 blood test and the sight of needles seriously makes my whole body go weak. On Monday, I'd have to take another blood test kns, and face the pain of needles poking into my flesh. Luckily, the nurses there have been very friendly and caring towards me muahahaha.

But then, I also don't feel like going back on Monday again because today to me was kinda redundant. I waited an hour plus for my turn for a blood test, then to see the doctor, just to confirm if my white blood cells has increased, and it did gladly, and then I footed the bill and that's all. All the doctor could say is "If it worsens, go to the hospital immediately." I believe, on Monday, if my condition deteriorates, the most they could do is to "send me to the hospital straight away"-.- I don't know how the my condition has become so bad, when I was only down with high fever and headache last saturday. Now, my white blood cells died, my headache comes back in the night, and worst of all, I'm banned from 2weeeks of training. After this, I realised I can't even afford one second to be sick, so sad boohoo sob sob. I'd better be recovering, with my sexy voice, I believe the teachers would not understand whatever I'm saying on O lvls chinese oral next wednesday. I happily broke my record of not getting sick since my severe pneunomia in sec1! Brenda, no one can win you liaos lahs sianssssssss

WALAO EH I WANNA POP IN ALL THE PILLS AND SLEEP AND PRAY THAT I DONT DIE OF OVERDOSAGE BUT RECOVER BY TONIGHT. 2 WEEKS OF ANTIBIOTIC AND NO TRAINING PIANGGG SIANx 2mols. PLEASE SYMPATHISE WITH ME KNS I KNOW IT'S DIFFICULT TO RELATE WITH ME BECAUSE YOU'RE NOT IN THE SITUATION BUT JUST IMAGINE YOU'RE A BIRD THAT'S TRAPPED IN THE CAGE I'M HAVING EMOTIONAL TURMOIL GAGAGA

Alright I shall not complain..............................................
THANKYOU everyone for your concern still and thanks brenda you're so sweet to come visit and buy me fruits on monday ^^
"How much are the fruits?"
"Eh... I cannot remember"
You're the best still hahaha I love your joke manx! ;D
 
Wednesday, June 27, 2007
  steam.
MY HEAD IS SO PAIN AND I NEED REST WHICH I NEVER CAN GET IN THIS WEEK.

I can't run or walk to fast because my head is just heavy and it's as though I'm experiencing inertia, my head moves but my brain lags awhile and all the nerves starts pulling. I'm very frustrated, pissed, disappointed, upset with myself. My fever went up another notch, 39degrees today, and I really don't wanna go schoool tomorrow because I'm really tired and worn out. It's difficult to work with a frail body. I know it's rather impossible for me not to turn up for school tomorrow because I've too much responsibilities. I just have too many things undone and I find irresponsible for me to just not go tomorrow.

Homeworks are starting to pour in freely adding on to my burden. Maths is getting more fast paced and CWs unlike beginning of the year is impossible to finish in class resulting in HOMEwork. And pat wong is pressing us for english report tomorrow. I haven't done! I don't know how to explain to her, I'm so tired and I can't find the patience to explain point by point to her why I couldn't finish the work. But really, if I'm in the pink of health, even with alot of commitments, I'd do my homework, like in the beginning of the year. It's just that... argh, I don't feel like conversing with her either. Green Form? Out of council? Wonderfoooool.

I expected this pressure, but in the midst of handling all the things on hand, I neglected myself, got sick at such a wrong time no one understand my agony it's really hurting me. I just wanna sleep and sleep until I recover and then wouldn't it be better for me to handle things? Things are not that simple and easy as abc and that's what's hurting me most.

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Friday, June 22, 2007
  Annual general meeting.
I know you all forgotten but I did not!

Happy 15th month anniversary zigaa!

Today's agm went pretty smoothly. The candidates for functions are out and now I shall start headhunting for female PA members!

Okay I really wanna applause for brenda for actually being able to finish her 400pages book within a day. Compared to me, I'm such a luzzarrr. I stayed up to 6am this morning wanting to finish my homework but ended up watching(re-watching) dramas. This shall be the last time anyway! Since I doubt I'd have time to watch when school reopens, good thing "The greatest love of all" is ending on monday! I actually sacrificed the show today to finish the mike plans for tomorrow and to call up all the cca leaders. Nevermind since brenda said jiaxuan and wenxin's scene weren't alot hahaha. I was annoyed by my mum when I came home from a long and tired day yet to receive a huge pile of scolding because my phone bill exceeded.. No, not my smses, but my calls this time. It's just so natural to me to pick up my handphone and dial the person's number that I totally forgotten money is flying each minute. Perhaps I should learn to use my house phone since I'd do much more callings from now on-

Tomorrow, I'd have to be in school by 7.30am so it's impossible to stay up tonight because I'm duper tired now due to the lack of sleep and excessive screaming and cheering for agm today. I felt so good after today, playing childish games that bond functions, had a great laugh I hadn't had with them for ages and really my cheeks are still hurting. ;D Council feel really secure with Meixuan, and I'm very thankful for her whenever I needed assurance(L)(L)! Games were really fun, we had a full attendance of 10sec 3s & 8sec 2s! I don't remember having such good attendance for a long time.. hahaha! ^^ Recruited 9 sec 1s, hopefully attendance would be as good as today!

There's much more serious stuff to do from now till invest is over, so just pray that I'd tide over this period, and come out stronger!
 
  Today's rehearsal.
It's 2.40am in the morning now, I don't know why I can't get to sleep tonight. The night is cool and there seemed to be a bright star alone, like me at home now. Everyone's sleeping...

I'm left with quite a pile of homework that has been left stagnant for days. I'm just done with bio so let me take a break; brenda I need your help with molesssss!

Today's rehearsal;
First hand experience of what the seniors felt a year ago. It feels totally different to be a leader than a servant, I'd never picture myself to be the one calling shots, doing the planning and coordinations. To hell with all my cannot-do-it attitude because I don't wanna live in self added stress anymore, I need to stand up, confront my fears and conquer them! To be frank, I really felt weird ordering them around because I really felt I wasn't up to it for I hadn't work with them or did their job before. But the responsibility is just there, I know I can't feel so inferior because there's a handful of people under me and if I were to stop, nothing goes on.. There are many decisions the seniors make that I don't understand, but I believe they are much more forward looking than me, because all I could think is I want to focus on my studies, badminton and PA. Fullstop & that's all.

I have to start from basic, scratch, but I'm willing to be teachable and learn with my juniors. Today's rehearsal went quite smoothly yet not smoothly, bittersweet feeling. The feeling of being accomplished was great, however I know they can do better. again however I feel that since it's the first time we sec3s run the rehearsals, we shouldn't expect so much more. In any case, you know what I mean... Dilemma.

Takes time, really. I feel the bond within PA has gone up another level just by this simple rehearsal cum training cum PArty. We too, took a long time to understand each other, like each other, work well together, but it's always better to be late than never. PA family it shall always be, I like it small, compact, close, because no one gets left out that way. OHANA means family, family means nobody gets left out or forgotten. This was our catch phrase in sec 2, time flies.. Thinking back, actually those late nights, outings, trainings and rehearsals were quite worth it because unknowningly, we get to bond so much!

Taking up another role means to neglect PA in some way or another, yet having being in PA also means I'd neglect functions in a way or another. My ultimate goal in the beginning of the year was to focus much in badminton. Looks like there's a change of plan. . . .. .. .. . ... but this time even I myself don't know what I want.

TIME MANAGEMENT.
 
Sunday, June 17, 2007
  ICE PERSON
How shall this post start? Hmmmmm it started off as any boring saturday and I was supposed to wake up early in the morning for council meeting, well I did, but while waiting for Jia Jie's reply, I fell asleep again and happily overslept all the way...

Then I went online, while watching 200pounds of beauty, Chaijia the birthday girl started to talk to me and sounded quite disappointed when I haven't wish her after 15mins of chat time. HAHAHA,
I tried talking to her again and found out she didn't have any plans on for her birthday, and I felt that I should do something memorable for her in that case. I started calling people if they wanted to go over to her place to surprise her, but others had already other plans and only SK the "on" guy could make it. We had alot of crazy ideas but had to abandon them afterall because I called literally everyone but no one knew the way to her house. :( Nevermind, shan't be the case next year!

Thanks to Fionna who also wanted to prepare a little party for her after their tuition, we offered to buy the cake and prepare everything so that cj wouldn't suspect anything muahahaha. Indeeed, everything carried out as planned and I was so excited as this is the first time I'm doing it last minute!! Sk, Jiajie and I went to buy "greatest hero" from four leaves and then made our way to East Point bubbletea shop to settle down. I hid behind the shop while waiting for them but I actually overlooked the point that they too are girls and dily daly alot until all the chocolate was melting. But finally,




Everything went well and Chaijia was so shock I knew you were going to cry any moment??? ^^ Sang in english & chinese, made her wish, and we started digging in with our spoooons, making a whole mess but I think cake felt exceptionally sweet that day :D It was so difficult to take a proper picture of her that day because she was too happy laughing and I had alot of NG shots!!







As Amelia had to go to her grandma house, the remaining few of us went to JJ place and raid his place. Sk taught me Fur elise and I finally mastered 2hands I'm so excited to play it over and over again and Fionna and I completed "Long long ago" ! :D I feel my fire for music instrument ignite but I know my mum wouldn't want me to tire out and I cannot overlook my other commitments. :(( Sigh, if I could, I'd really wanna take up pianoooooooooooooooooo. Oh yessssss, Fionna, Perle and I left at 2345 just before midnight and Fionna's dad gave us a ride home, thanks uncle! and once again,

HAPPY BIRTHDAY KO CHAI JIA! (L)

Ps; Brenda I can't wait to see you with your new hair HAHAHA ^^

 
Saturday, June 16, 2007
  585 67852
Hi there! Actually I've bought a new computer long before today but I was just too lazy to update loll. This computer does not allow me to install my sony ericsson PC suite, which is a totally heartbreaking news because now, all the pictures have to be put on hold! Sorry Pee!

This holiday have been a busy one and despite me harping that I'm only packed for the first two weeks, actually the rest of the days have been packed with training and council/PA, I'm not kidding. Sigh, I don't even have time to go shopping with during GSS! But it's okay, as the saying goes, and goes well, "With greater authority comes greater responsibility". Now I'm putting my studies aside, so the stresss is still managable but when school reopens, ohmytian, god please protect me, I'll have to manage functions, pa, badminton and studies.

Okay... I have training 3 times a week, probably 3tests a week on average; and there are only 5days of school so obviously something would clash, Pa, duty every morning and assembly shouldn't be much of a problem. Functions, when big events like teachers day comes, I'd have to stay back late to rehearse and coordinate and probably skip trainings for that. Let me prepare my heart for something really clashing like:

Rehearsals on day1,
Training on day2,
Tests and actual performance on day3,

I mustn't commit sucide... hahahaha. I must learn to come out stronger!! And if I'm faint-hearted, probably I'd die of heart attack in the middle of the night ;D Well, holidays are always busier than school days. Easy to say, to tell myself, "Zhu Ting, when you skip training for rehearsals, the next training you have to put in much more effort than others to catch up. You don't have much time to waste because next year would be your final year in EZ." But get a life, when you're so tied down by duties and roles, it's even harder to meet your expectations. Duties, events, human relationships, role model, training, church, studies, wonderful wonderful I'm so smart. >=)

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Zigaa outing was fab fab fabulouss! Andrea made a surprise launch appearance but fail to deceive me with her story of meeting her parents at vivo muahahaha. B-) But together the 4 of us managed to trick Grace that Andrea's meeting Ben and watching Shrek in the same movie theatre with us until 1 hour later, when we were going to buy tickets. GRACE YOU'RE A FOOOOL ;DD Shrek was stupidly funny and Alicia actually fell asleep(?!) beside me when all the ridiculous parts were out!!! >=( Yes grace I neeed to sit beside you next time, =[ to alicia!! hahaha =D Shopped for a while, Alicia and I bought a top each from forever21, my first ever new clothing this holiday so pathetic loll. Dinner was great, I had my salmon baked rice, while the rest had spagetti, luckily I didnt get your aglio oglio for it was spiccccyyy! I strongly recommend salmon baked rice from Terra for it's totally nice and you wouldn't regret it! The cheese still lingers in my mouth and omg I'm hungry! =X Thanks for comprising Andrea & Grace and like Alicia, I appreciate your effort to convince your parents to let you come out :D






Leeying, did last night make a difference to you? :) Head on, bingo! I only had bread the whole of yesterday, and rushed down after training, which result in me having gastric pain and it was so freaking pain bending forward or pushing my sides did no help! Thanks nat for feeding and stuffing me with bread and hot soup hahahaha. Hot milo does help, thankyou for last night yinGGGGGz :D
 
Sunday, June 03, 2007
  AGAPE YOU.
I'm now slacking at leeying's place, waiting for time to past and it's gonna be emerge conference FINALE NIGHT. Oh yes so much you know how much I've been waiting for this. Just last year, I had a fun time tooo with _, and Leeying told me I shouldn't make her my biggest regret in my secondary school life, very well yes. I'm not being sarcastic.

My computer is currently spoilt which explains the reason for my unfrequent updates. Besides that, I've also been caught up in many activities, leaving house as early as 8 and reaching home slightly before midnight. I haven't really spent time with my mummy. :( Alicia told me she saw my mum the other day and I realised that I haven't been seeing her for damn long since. It hurts me last night when she told me, "No one was at home, I was alone the whole day and doing the housework alone, and there was no one I could talk to..." But at least supper with her kinda compensate it. After this there's still a sports class chalet and then finally i hope no more intense activities that need me out the whole day. I think Leeying's gonna spent most of her time in the chalet sleeping right? Loll and probably doing her homework during the student camp.. I haven't touched on any of my homeworks and I just don't bother to go ACP because my computer is failing me.

EMERGE HAS BEEN A BLAST! A totally life-changing, impacting and benefiting conference. It's something I'd always look forward to each year and church never fails to surprise me with many new things. We had tank, FIR, liu geng hong&vivi wang, darren and diya coming over to perform. Last night's service was really roof breaking! It's really heart warming with the proposal, evryone getting lovely doovey, love filling the air. It was also Sun's actual birthday and we had the whole church singing and praying for her. A price worth to pay. We had close to 5hrs service and it actually surprises me that we all have so much stamina! In fact, it didn't feel as if 5hrs had past, was really wonderful.. Today's service was also great with the drama and brenda!! I had my Ben & Jerry's ice cream for the first time hahaha, and leeying and I went to check brenda out! at her guzhengggg class! I have a photo of her playing in my phone but I'm lazy to upload now. Teehee brenda i got your ba bing now, why were you so focused you didnt even answer my call!!!

It's going to be four in about 30mins time, and I'm so excited for later's service. I wonder what time it's going to end tonight considering the fact that it's starting at the same time as yesterday but I believe it's gonna be more powerful than yesterday.

Okay bye guys I'd be back on the 6th which is also Graci's birthday!! :DDD

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You know I'd follow
One Heart
Broken to You
 
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