Totally tired from council selection camp/class chalet.

The 2 days were fun, and I am very glad I managed to juggle between 2places very well. Night games with Graci totally rock heavens and the girls who came in were all very spontaneous except for _ who broke my specs(again!) and knew like level 10 kungfu *$(&@*#(% Scared the blardy hell of me I seriously thought she would punch me and I was very shocked when she kicked Graci when Graci grabbed her leg! But anyway, it wasn't as scary ourselves because we got used to the lightings, but I swear the make ups on me was horrible it made me jumped when I looked at myself in the mirror.

Mr Mok totally rock and I love him love him love him love him. SK called and said Mr Mok was coming over to AHS to drive us to chalet :O! "just wanna make sure you'll are safe since it's so late already." WA HEART MELTS DAMN NICE RIGHTSSSSSSSS. Thankyou Beloved, dreA, and amelialialia for saving food for us, I'm still the corn-woman as usual B-) Played a few rounds of card with Mr Mok and friends, then had pass the parcel where one of the forfeit i tried (stuffing 5marshmallows into your mouth and singing a song) was seriously tough! Fun though, kudossss to Yiern! Then I went for night cycling with SK, Junzhi, Yiern to the other end of pasir ris park and back to the chalet. The smell of the flowers was bagus(Y) and I don't mind having that smell in my room. Cycled for half hour and reached back chalet at 2am.

Bathed, and gossip sessions started, chaijia started going crazy pinching everyone's poor lil cheeks and messing up everone's hair; getting moodswings and scolding everyone who opened without closing the the door again(SK AND JOEYTAYYYYYYY!), perle and amelia started to get frightened and not willing to bathe, beloved and yiern getting tired and "resting their eyes", andrea, rachel and xinling crazy over through-night majong, Fionna and I disturbing JJ all the way......

Ended up sleeping at 5, and waking up an hour later feeling grumpy, neither here nor there, and made our way down to MAC MAC MAC. Meanwhile, thankyou Meixuan for setting up mikes for the public speaking in school with your injured legs!! (L) Finished 2bottles of sparkling juice, found remote control in amelia's bag(?!), and Mr Mok sent Fionna, Junzhi and I back to schoool before going for his course REALLY THANKYOU MR MOK, YOU'RE REALLY LIKE OUR BIG DADDY; LOVES LOVES (L) ^^

The rest of the day was fun and I like my group 5 you guys rock i love you all!

ANDREA DARLING PLEASE CHEER UP
I LOVE YOU MAN  ¶ 10:02 PM 0 Comments

  Invisible Hi there I know you all miss my regular postings.

I didn't have alot of time to blog and use the computer because this week was very packed for me with PA and council stuffs zzz but at least my classmates made me feeel very comforted when I go into class and they all say they missed my presence, whether sarcastic or not HAHA. Why am I still not contented. >=(

This snail pacing week is finally over HALLELUJAH. I reach home late everyday and the most I can do is catch a short 1hr Mars vs Venus before giving into my bed. It sucks basically, this week, in emotional, mental and physical aspect. I'm like taking a emotional roller coaster alone that never seemed to slow down. I haven't talked to people like brenda, alicia, leeying, bel, andrea, vivien, ..... or the least see them for this week. I seriously thought I was going to sink into depression and close up from everyone and close this blog and live in my self pity for the rest of my life and and and wth whatever. It feels even worst seeing them writing in the blogs how they were enjoying and stuffs and me having so many things and unable to join them, I felt like throwing in the towel and just give up and stop thinking about anything.

Quoted from bentwy, "... after a few cycles of being passionate about what you do and doing well, people around you start expecting you to produce that same result. You feel the weight of your success upon your shoulders. You lose that interest, but you continue ploughing through your task because it has become a sheer duty" That's precisely what the sec3s are feeling now for PA, am I right to say that? After this week, I realised do not really have what it takes to lead my team well. I'm not prepared to give up everything for it, just like how everyone is unwilling to give up fun for work. I cannot live up to the expectations others give of me and I don't wanna live in other's view of me. We are all not ready to get out of our comfort zone. Probably last time, we had Bryan to take care of many things, now having take over, I realised it's not just a task of just being to lead but also to take up all the burdens and be readily available for teachers whenever they need us. Where can I find this passion back for everyone of us? I'm very sure that if this continues, all of us would be drained out. "We're gonna lift up the standards of PA and make this batch the best it can ever go." Remember? Where has this batch of sec 3s of a few months ago disappear to...

Training on monday
Johor trip on tuesday
DOS (pa) on wednesday
DOS (pa) on thursday
PTC (pa) on friday
Council & pa training on sat

WOW I WONDER WHAT WOULD HAPPENED IF I HAD TRAINING. WORST STILL I DIDN'T REALLY HAD A CONSTANT SUPPORT ALL THROUGH THE DAYS OF WEEK. No one cared, too busy enjoying themselves? Please tell me I'm over reacting.





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  Something tangible I've been oversleeping each day as the weeks go by, but I'm cool with it. Besides being early for school just to catch an empty bus or to monitor the PA duties, I don't see why I have to go school so early anymore. I don't mind taking the mrt or transfering bus or cab to school if that could means more sleep now. I'm someone desperate and totally deprived of sleep that I'd pay you to give me more sleep. Sleep = bliss = happy me lawlss beloved look at what you've done!

Friday morning started out well. I overslept by half and hour and I was wondering how to make it to school on time, and I thought reaching the Mrt station at 7 was totally late and I have to run up the hill thereafter. You all couldn't imagine how much relief I felt when I saw Andrea and sis on train because their dad was too tired to sent them to school. And upon reaching tenah merah, saw alicia and bel was even more surprising I was like a little kid jumping hahaha. Just so coincidental that alicia's guy was sick, bel had took the earlier train, andrea's dad couldn't drive her to school and I overslept. Anyone who saw us that day wouldnt believe that we did not arrange to meet at all but it's so cool having to meet zigaa early in the morning to go school together. We haven't been doing that for ages huh.

Yesterday was fully utilized. From morning 0620 I left my house for Emerge Track and Field, to 18hrs later 0045, when I reached home feeling dirty / smelly / sticky / itchy from Family Day camp.

MUCH LOVE & THANKS TO LEE YING AND ISABEL FOR BEING MY SUPPORTER ALL THE WAY FROM MORNING TO MID NOOON. CAN'T EXPRESS THIS THROUGH WORDS SO TELL ME WHAT I CAN DO FOR YOU ALL MAN. YOU ALL ROCK I LOVE YOU GUYS.
And thank you Alicia too for smsing me in the morning ;)


Bused down to Pungol, took train to Potong Pasir and walked to SA village. Leeying, shall we go explore singapore with bus concessions one day? ^^ Registration toook a rather long time to finish and the supposedly event that was supposed to start at 8 started 2hours later, at 10 making me feel so super nervous as Ruben started to point out all the outstanding runners to me(red and yellow rangers included!!). 100m B girls was the second event but it was only heats, and finals was the last. There was a long long wait till my next event and the most exciting one that caught my attention and would most probably catch yours too is Chew Han Yu, a -st nicks damn pro runner until you cannot stand it, have to sit down probably bow down with your mouth agape- girl who ran 1500m within 6mins and 40 secs even winning A div (7mins +) Yes she's the boss man!

400m was competiting with her and her 2 other good friends, gg. And I came in 4th and I could hear leeying cheering for me loudly! ;D They were really fast and their strides were really huge. Chew Han Yu ran 400m in 1mins 1secs?! (Y)(Y)! St Nicks really produced alot of talented and good runners, I cannot help but feel so inferior now. Of all the events, all the first/second placing were taken by our dear St. Nicholas' girls. Nevertheless, I've still enjoyed myself and gain insights through this event.



I've got both 3rd for B div 100m and A div 4x100m. Red ranger(first) and Yellow ranger(second). Don't you all think red ranger look VERY VERY VERY LIKE AMANDA PE!? I mistaken her for Amanda when I first saw her and I thought I waas the only one because I didn't wear my specs but bel feels so too! Coooliosss. Nat got 1st for 1500m, 2nd for 400m and 3rd for 4x100m(same), (Y)!!

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Family day camp was fun! Barbecue dinner for 2hrs which further stinked me up and then proceeded to tower hall for performance. Things started to get rather sentimental towards the end as this would be the last camp together with the Sec 4s. Although I may not have felt it, I still can't deny that after last night, it further confirmed to me that I'm much more attached to many of them than I thought. As I looked at each and everyone of them, I realised I do share a certain memory with them, but a pity people do drift apart. Oh well, friends part before they can meet again.

I love functions.
Functions love me.
We are functions family.
With the moving of chairs
And running everywhere.
All the burden we all share.  ¶ 5:45 PM 0 Comments

  Who's the one.. Who's the one who gave me donut today?
Who's the one who's so fussy and had to go home to change?
Who's the one who turned on the aircon and turned it off after 15mins? T_T
Who's the one who accompanied me to marina square today?
Who's the one who helped me save $24 today?
Who's the one who helped me carried my shoes because my bag was heavy?
Who's the one who even when legs are tired ain't willing to sit down?
Who's the one who's always so anti-fastfood?
Who's the one who can don't eat for the whole day and not feeel hungry?
Who's the one who's so tired and slept on the dining table?
Who's the one who tried to abuse me under the table by kicking me?
Who's the one who ate so long that the auntie walked past us 365 times?
Who's the one who stayed for 2hrs 40min at Hans?
Who's the one who has such long and slim legs(under convex mirror)?
Who's the one who knows where's my wedding stage gonna be?
Who's the one who insisted to walk back from Simei?
Who's the one who tried to tempt me with coffee ice blend?
Who's the one who was worried I'd runaway while walking home?
Who's the one who's gonna run after the bus home if I faint?
Who's the one who will love me 1314?
Who's the one who will meet me at marina square on Sunday?
Who's the one who is NOT willing to support me on Saturday?
Who's the one who always read my blog first but like me, unwilling to tag?


I love 'who's the one' just like how much I love jerry yan times 2091809302910.

Sweetie, thanks for all you've done for me. I really appreciate you, I really hope we'd have more outings like that. I'm very sure you'd keep the best record of having so many messages kept in my phone, (L). Love you best, more than "who's the one" for "who's the one always bully me unlike you! ;D Have a good night rest, see you in school tomorrow! And I don't mean it when I say I wanna punch you and say sorry, dont take it to heart. lurbbes  ¶ 10:04 PM 0 Comments

  My brother's sucha dook. He went to brush his teeth and fell asleep on his bed without even turning off the computer, power. I just managed to watch a few episodes of My Girl and it's down right hilarious! I feel like continuing

Seoul Garden after maths paper today. Blades of Glory haven't come out, but Alicia and I remembered very clearly that it had came out and were already planning to watch after exams. weird. But well, whatever. We were the biggest survivor of the day, stayed from 1 plus to 5 plus just topping up and taking more and more, without wasting. We see people entering the restuarant, leaving, entering and leaving but somehow we weren't the ones that left, except for toilet breaks. I think we've became so deprived of good food, Fionna must have influenced me badly haha. But the lunch cum dinner was great and we had to walk around to aid digestion. We saw Mrs Janet Koh with her husband twice and gave her group hug twice, I think her husband must be thinking that we're a nuisance ^^ But somehow today was relatively goood, even after me having insufficient time to finish. :D

Mini olympics is damn boring and stoopid, said Nicholas. Actually I'm not very much looking forward to it, especially this year. For goodness sake, whose stamina would be good after not training for 1 month and eating so much during the exam period. lameeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee but not welcomed in my gang.

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  "Fear not, I'm with you" Hi there you've chose the right time to visit my blog.

Finally one whole long week of exams are over, and there's 2 more paper to go. I did many many last minute revision which I kinda adapted to after one week of doing so. I find totally no joy in going straight home every day after each paper to study for the next one and having to sleep past my usual time. It's totally crazy and not-me but I'm doing so because I love studying ha ha ha ha. I love it when Mr Mok does a short prayer for the whole class before each paper, it does calm my nerves down putting everything into God's hand. Today, being the last paper of the week, all zigaa members had a date with their guys, and brenda has another history paper, so I decided to have a date tooo,

with my beloved bed (L)

I wanted to join the 3A-ians down to the airport but my sleeping-self got the better of me and I decided that my bed was still the best place to go to. It has been motivating me to sleep everytime I study at night, which I would, always fall into that temptation. Even for Biology, my 10mins power nap became a 6hours long nap having to wake up at 4am to finish up my revision. But thankfully I did. I hate it when I have mental blocks during exams and sitting besides Jingying is very stressful. She does her paper at the speed of lightning and when she's at the last page, I'm still at the first la walao eh! okay just kiddingx.

Quick recap of what happened to me for the past weeks I've been missing.

Besides getting stressed and releasing my stress on Alicia by drawing stupid things on her hands(which I stopped shortly after because Yvonne said she got blood poisoning because of that), I did have some fun tooo. Andrea&family + Alicia and I managed to catch a movie of Spiderman 3 at Great World City because of birthday treats! The movie started at morningz and we went for breakfast at Macdonalds, where Alicia and I decided to get a cake from coffee bean for Andrea and her mum. I think it's so coool: 15 years ago, Andrea was a birthday present to her mum. 15 years ago, her mum was in pain on her birthday. Spiderman 3 is sooo nice I don't know why Sandra hates it :( Harrrrry is so handsome, why did he have to die!!! Isabel's mum cooks goood food I think that's the reason why Alicia and I have been putting on alot of weight lolz. Zigaa's gonna watch Blades of Glory after exams and I'm very much looking forward to it, so (ahem) I hope someone would coordinate with us lah, right. ;) Hi bel! Oh yes oh yes, our movie marathooonnnn at Andrea's place again we're gonna watch Spidy 1 2 3 straight go and catch the link~~ And I'm gonna reward myself with My Girl and dont know what putaoyuan something. I can't stand it why do I have such good self-discipline not to use the computer and watch my korean movies for the past weeks hahahahaha ;D

After midyears, I'm gonna do many many many things. I'm gonna have to reward myself with brownie with dreaxXx (Y), My korean serials, Swimming with brensss :D , Trainingss!!!!!! , Movie marathon ( are we having steamboat still? ^^) , beach, bowling, cycling, 3A and sports class chalet, emerge...............

YAY I AM BELLY HAPPY NOW AFTER HAVING MY WELL-DESERVED SLEEP  ¶ 5:38 PM 0 Comments